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My Grandpa and I discuss Thich Nhat Hanh (probably one of the most confusing names to spell) and I talk to my Grandpa how I have the inclination to see the literal in "Reality" as metaphorical whereas I always felt that he took the literal literally. For instance he would say that "99.9 percent of everything is empty space" but I would think that this was not literally true but was just metaphorical of a deeper meaning that the dream matrix was impressing.

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I described how when I was younger I had fan clubs of girls all the way through high school even the beginning of college. Literally girls would call themselves "The Ryan Merkle fan club" and they wanted to have sex with me. It was kind of unbelievable I was the dude who would be ranked like "the hottest guy in the school" and I had girls following me and staring me down and it got kind of out of control. It was kind of crazy and even girls years older than me would be part of "Ryan Merkle fan clubs".

Well in college I discovered that the reason that was was because of the swag flow which I will not explain to anybody. But in college after I discovered what the swag flow was I lost the swag flow.

Well for many years I lost the swag flow and did not have fan clubs of girls anymore. But recently after a lot of study I think I have regained the swag flow and I have had many women wanting to have sex with me. It is not automatic like when I was younger when I didn't even know why girls liked me. I didn't know why I had literal fan clubs of girls from the higher grades and girls throwing themselves at me. Now I do know why but for many years I lost it but I have been sort of getting it back and again I have been having many women all over me. This is a recent phenomena again. Now its not automatic and unconscious like when I was younger but it is conscious and replicated but even so it works and I have had many women trying to hook up with me again kind of at an exponential level all over the place

In this podcast I talk to my friend Rob about this. Rob and I met in Church maybe five years ago and since then have frequented many Churches together. He identifies as a fundamentalist Christian.

I often have hilarious conversations with Rob and always wanted to record them and I kick myself for not recording them. Rob told me today I could post this phone call.

Although I will never explain what the swag flow is or try not to, I know this. Women don't really care that much about money, or penis size, or clothes or any of that stuff. They mainly care about the swag flow and I don't even know if they know it, it could be subconscious but I know that

Rob supported Donald Trump

It is interesting the other night I was with a woman and we saw a shadow in the dark that looked like an animal. It turned out to be a trash can. But I told her that I had recently had a dream where my friend Rob was eaten by a bear, or at least I think he maybe was. The bear I thought was a statue in the dream and it turned into a bear and then Rob and I ran and I'm not sure if the bear ate him or not but I think in the dream it probably did but I was hiding in a house so I didn't see what happened to Rob.

I thought the dream might symbolize the necessity of me letting go of conservative rigid mentality symbolized by my friend Rob and Donald Trump. It is a kind of religiosity that is self confirmatory.

He is a good friend and he is hilarious but at the same time I recognize that he has adopted a conservative mentality that I think is not in allignment with an optimal mode of being. In 2014 when I became a religious fundamentalist I became conservative and rigid and my consciousness and energy got clogged up in me partly because my Grandpa confused me and didn't believe in the quadrant model and I thought he had conservative ideologies which I now know he doesn't and he was trying to make me work and was saying that I had to be "independent" and not be a parasite and he thought everything was energy and "that is the theory of everything that everythig is energy" and I think that contributed to stifling my creativity while I was on Kauai and many other things and things got out of control with me trying to get basketball dvds of when I was younger

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The sound quality was a little bit shoddy in this interview. O’layimika and I are going to try to use Zoom or some other method for the next interview. O’layimika and I first corresponded on FaceBook. He lives in Nigeria. He found the quadrant model intriguing and has engaged in trying to enhance his undertanding of the quadrant model concept. O’layimika is a philosopher to the core and asks profound questions about reality and participates deeply in pursuit of understanding and inquiry and its clear he doesn't settle for minimal understanding but ventures deep into profound questions and concepts. He works with Supra Librix, check out the Supra Librix facebook page, as well as the Quantum Physix page, and Black Swan Physix pages on FaceBook. I'm eagerly anticipating further discussions with Olayimika and I am galvanized by his radiant pursuit of Truth and fearless motivation to probe and explore the depths of philosophical investigation and examination, and he is well equipped for the project, as he is not afraid to open himself to that which many shut themselves off to, a quality essential for a true philosophical seeker

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I start off talking with my Grandpa. Ajani comes in later in the podcast and we talk about his experience taking Kabmo.

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My Grandpa and I discuss Ernest Holmes

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