The Sweet Life Of Stephanie: Recent Episodes
Stephanie Sweetness Kenyon
Please pray for more love less hate Please pray for those involved in last night's tragic event. So many witnessed this devastating event and were sadly apart of it. Many were shot ane killed. Some many ran for there lives and found a safe place and survived. Some were carrying those shot yo shelter and some were badly hurt and in recovery. Please pray we come together and unite. Please God let us still know and feel your love even at times like this. Let us come together and stand against evil. You bring hope to life. Even on dark days like this. Your love never goes away and fades. Thank you for all your love.
Sharing about an incident at work. Sharing about a job opportunity and leaving if and when it comes down to that. Also sharing about what's on my heart this week and what the school years been like for me so far already.
It's so important to count your wins in life. I believe they make you stronger when you acknowledge them and address all the changes and improvement your making in your everyday to day life. Because without seeing all these changes you wouldn't know how far you have come. My faith is a huge part of who I am and what I want to show to others in life and share with them. But I get not everyone believes what I believe that is alright hope you still love and enjoy podcats and know. I just want to spread love and make a diffenece anyway I can and help make a big this world a better place and show people how much I care even how much they are loved. So hope tou stick around. Thank you for staying tunned into my station. It means a lot to me.
It's been a busy three weeks with starting work again,trying to get into a mentorship program and with work and getting use to the new kindergarten kid's at the school I work at. It's been busy but it's been good. Fears and insecurities are starting to come up. I am doing all I can to fight it off. I am afraid to lose myself and what I believe. I also afraid I won't move on from this job. Even feel it maybe time to leave. Along with feeling like will my morals and values become compromised? Staying true to self can be hard in a world no one cares to do hardly do so. But I so do. It's finally September so happy for fall to come. Thanks for listening to me and following me. Have a good day.
Here is my story and journey with all I have had to face regarding my health over the last couple of years.
I may look like the happiest person you know. But no one knows the battles I face and the pain I sometimes feel inside my heart, and what goes on in my life. I have decisions to make about life and if I go back to my job.
Decide to keep trusting God knowing he will provide for me every step of the way. I have a lot to lose but a lot more to gain if I am faithful and obey. Talking about the season I am in the and all the pain my heart's felt, and ups and downs of my life right now as I sit and ponder life and my purpose. I don't want to miss God's best for me. I don't want to keep feeling good enough and never go after all he asks me to go after. Expressing feelings and thoughts of where I am in my life and how to go about it all next.
Feel in a harvest and even maybe about to come out of that pit and desert stage and move onto whatever God has next for me. it's hard to close one chapter in your life and feel will I make it and be able to go on. But it's all about God's best not my own. I am trusting him today and always. He is my guide.
I discuss my second interview in this podcast along with finishing my first week in special education for summer school and how it feels to me after the first week of doing it. Talking about my letter of resignation and my thank you letter for allowing me to interview. Struggles I am facing like -doubting myself and stress gets to me. Also talking about how I am an introvert and I feel a lot of my life is changing. It doesn't look the same in friendships and how I am starting to feel different.
How I don't want to be around negativity,drama and evil and people who put me down make me feel so unloved and not worthy and can't see me for who I am and all I have to offer. Also talking about disappointed in how I left others treat me and what I put up with. Share a struggle with going to a b-day party for my friend even if it was hard.
I talked myself into it. I didn't let the fear and worry take over. I did rise above it. I showed my strength. Realizing that social anxiety comes and trying to find ways to overcome and conquer it one step at a time. Also talking about just being who God made me to be and living up to that. Even praying God brings friends into my life that I need and that will be supportive and fight for me.
Learning to Navigate Life: Knowing who you are and what you offer no matters how others see you at the end of the day. Remember how God sees you. Pursing what matters to you. Pushing through life and conquering it. Searching your heart and what will make you happy and listening to your voice and doing what is needed in life is a must. Trying new things is hard but when we do them we see what we are made of. Focus on taking new steps and doing new things. Live a life that will get you where you are longing to go in life. Don't settle don't play it safe.
Realizing what my truth is. What am I tried of putting up with. Tired of not chasing down my dreams. Tired of a life where I am not doing what my heart longs to do. I want to surround myself with people for me not against me. Taking chances and accomplishing my vision board. Gods developing a lot in me. Embrace it and go after things you want and do the hard things. Seeing all areas of life and seeing what needs improvement and trying to make those adjustments. Working on confidence and learning to say no. Growing into yourself and doing what is best for you. Setting boundaries even when it's hard with loved ones is hard but so worth it. They are needed to best live a life where your standing up for what you want and going about things in a different matter. Live the best life you can. You have to be the best you first before you go out and give back wherever needed. We all struggle but sharing it is a must in life. It's where healing comes.
Life Lessons/Pushing yourself/ overcoming challenges. Health and Interview and also what's ahead for me. My second interview the hardship of it. The anxiety of it and how I really want to do special ed and how it really grabs my heart. Saying goodbye and hello to whatever God has in store for you. Inspire and move forward and keep on going. You can do it push through. Feeling Anger and upset with loved ones learning to work through it. Along with all the negative emotions that came from the interview. Update on health and interview and the shot they gave me and my experience of ups and downs on my interview day. Overwhelmed so much on on my plate in one day. Don't stand in the way if your own happiness and a better life. Guard your heart. Stand up for self. Don't let others treat you unkindly set boundaries and don't let others cross them. Keep going after what you want. Just Kidding almost 10 mins
From the lessons I learned this year,to the growth I have made. To all the ups and downs it's lead me here today. To whatever God holds in my future. Tough Seasons and a hard year it maybe has been and a lot of change took place. Change is needed to become stronger in life. You can get to where you are headed without it. With it you grow and evolve to another level in life. This year was filled with new things. Like a new boss, new position, new company and starting to get headaches. Plus new health issues that came about. New seasons are hard to work through. But think when you come across on the other end you see what your made of. What motivates me- God, doing good, being positive helping and serving others. Know what drives you. Setting your boundaries with others and not getting angry and letting it take over. Learned a lot along the way. Prepare me for what's ahead. Rough year along with my surgery. Don't give away your power and energy just do you. Smile and be happy be a light. Do what scares you. An interview is one thing that scares me.
Knowing God has bigger and better plans waiting for me. Reminder that words have power. Trusting God in the next steps as I have two weeks left of school /work and seeing what's next to come for me. Missing out on a lot of life. Sharing about Depression and hardships. Even about what summer looks like and working special ed. Even looking into what career is next and get finances in order and a steady job. Sharing about my experience last summer with one on one with my special ed experience. Thinking about the future career and life and all I want to do. But one thing at a time. Dreaming and processing even sharing with you all. Obeying God the first time when he says don't do it listen and know when he's talking to you. Be clear on it and answer his call. Don't lose yourself along the way. Stay true to self. Don't lose yourself. Conquering the hardship of life and overcoming them all. Working on moving on. Make things happen.
At this stage and season of life. I talk about all I am leaning a long the way and how I am learning to see and view things differently and come at it with a new perspective. To how hard and emotional this year has been for me and how lately the tears have been flowing a lot. Also talking about finding yourself the losing yourself. Feeling like I let God down and wasn't representing him even myself in the best light. I had attitude and just wasn't myself and felt like people tool notice. I feel it confused them and they maybe saw me differently at this time.
Trying to find clarity from God about staying at my job even leaving it. It's like what do I need to do next God? Do I stay are even go and walk away from this job? If I stay will I be hurt more and will it harm me? If I go is this the best choice ? Lead down that right path. Realizing I maybe born to stand out. Not fit in. Maybe I am different and always will be sharing about this as well. Seeing things in a new life the week my boss is out. But then I said am I seeing it for what it is. Are is it just covered up because it's a good week?
Living Life with no regrets. Just being you and who God made you to be. Just talking about taking chances and rolling the dice. Pondering about what's next in life. Searching for the next stage and season even direction where God wants me to go. Starting a bucket list soon too for summer. Keeping it Real. Show your strength and confidence. There's room for everyone in life. We all bring something to the table and offer up a lot. We are all valuable. Be careful how you say things. It's not what you say it's how you say it at times. Be loving firm and kind still. Food for thought. Talking about Convictions and realizing I have a choice it's mine to make. It's all a learning process along the way.
Things are gonna start coming together. Turning into a butterfly and this flower that's ready to bloom and fly away, and stretch the envelope a little bit. Also careful who you trust and what you say not everyone has your back. Be truthful and know what you choose and why you choose it and stick to it if it's important to you.
About love,what it means to me. Being happy where I am at and not ​for once seeking and chasing love. Just waiting patiently for the Lord's perfect timing on it. I am waiting for this door to open. Trusting and in no rush. Enjoying life and just doing what makes me happy right now.
Talking about life and things that make me who I am and shortcomings​ and areas I have fallen short. Talking about sin and things that use to shame me and bring me down in my life.
Have a plan stick to it, get to where you want to be in life. No matter the outcome​ take action and go after your dreams. Life is hard to guys at times but remember it's what you make it.Are you living your best life? How can you make changes to get to where you want to be daily?
Be clear on who you are and what you want. Be around people who lift you up not bring you down. Sharing a story about rejection and how it is something we need to just keep working through along the way. How to move forward and keep on keeping on in life. Be aware and try to move past whatever it is you feel is getting in your way. Be who God made you to be don't be anything other then ​that person.
What are your goals and wins? How do you change your mindset and whatever is dragging you down? What works for you? How do you stay true to you in any and all situations and not let others and your emotions drag you down. Think about that for a second ..
I just got done with my Life coaching and am celebrating it up in many ways. Do what makes you happy. Do what gets you closer to your Goals. Do what you enjoy and go after things in your life. You just take one goal at a time and knock it off that list. Find the joy in accomplishing​ it and showing yourself and everyone else you did it. Follow the path and direction God is calling you to go.
Learning about growing in life ,learning about yourself. We have a choice how we respond to and act and engage those around us and have harmony​. I want to faithful to the Lord. I want to keep listening and obeying. I want his best for me in life. I want to do what he wants. Talking about who I am and what I offer at work and all around. Do what you love guys. Where do you want to be? God always comes through.
Talking about super hero movies and a review on a movie I just saw. Talking about my Grandma and life in general chasing those dreams down and bring them to life you guys.
Don't let others bring you down/ Don't let others tell you who you are and aren't. Know yourself and what makes you happy. Listen to yourself and your heart. What feels right? What Doesn't? Enjoy the beauty and people around you.
A Special moment with Dad-Just coming to terms with reality- Also seeing the truth on relationships in my life and the reality of it all.
Sharing about some true struggles over the last two days. Talking about what's next in life for me job wise, plans to save move out and be independent and live the life I was meant to live.
Loving yourself Matters: Just be you do what feels right: Value my Family and how they care. Making the best out of situations.
Grandma's Death, Love and pushing through Life's ups and downs. Love those in front of you and appreciate and value them.
What do you love? what are your passions in life? What grabs your heart? Are you acting on them?
The Sweet Life of Stephanie: A little about myself: 3 Things your doing daily for yourself? What are your passions and dreams? A little more about myself.
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