This podcast is about me, but i hope you'll recognise something of yourself in what i share. Themes are loneliness and over use of alcohol to cope with undiagnosed mental health problems. These include social anxiety, depression and a learning difference which may be close to ADD and or Dyslexia. They have fluctuated through a life approaching 60, but were present before i drank, and when i was completely abstinent for 11 years. My last drink was 2 days ago but mostly I've been drinking on and off since 2014. I'm sick of 'recovery' language but I need to use it, and i would love to love again.
the pole and other thoughts
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Local pole gets taken down because it's old and apparently dangerous
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Just me, defending, not defending.. looking for meaning as usual.
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I'm trying to advocate for women to consider what they reveal online, because it's obvious that men get away with not showing their faces while women are often complicit in continuation of objectification (this excludes women forced either by sex trafficking or illegal use of private home video by ex partners. All this and I'm depressed and drinking. To think i was waiting for clearance in a full time job helping those with drug and alcohol problems only 6 months ago
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