How I Really Feel: Recent Episodes

Walter Onyango

A podcast about seeking truth, showing our vulnerability, revealing scars and embracing all aspects of being human, especially our weaknesses and our dark side.

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Do you wish to have it all? I did too...once.

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Conflict. A common theme between the genders.

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Sometimes when society says, 'Let's go this way!', I tend to go the other way.

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In this episode, I reveal my proclivity for self-diagnosis.

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In this episode, I highlight the stigma that surrounds homosexuality in the Kenyan context.

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Here, I share my thoughts on tribal issues.

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In the first episode of the new year, I indicate the path I'm charting for my life.

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In this episode, I share my love for music and how it came about.

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In this episode, I talk about my increased awareness of what Yoga is through consistent practice.

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In this episode, I share some of the largely Hollywood films that I enjoyed and the criteria by which I evaluated them.

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This episode is a call to learning to be more vulnerable in our lives.

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In this episode, I open up about my sexual history and my struggles to express my sexuality.

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In this episode, I speak about my discovery of my passion for dancing and my struggle to maximize my dancing potential.

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In this episode, I contrast how I approached dating and relationships when I was younger with how I do so now.

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In this episode, I share my journey from seeking external approval (or avoiding disapproval) to being authentic.

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In this episode, I speak about how I learned to live with my anxiety and how I cultivated courage in my daily life.

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You've had debilitating social anxiety? I know. Let me tell you about mine in this episode.

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I am enough. I don't have to do anything to be worth because worth is intrinsic, and not based on external actions. I, however, did not always believe this, as I reveal in this episode.

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In this episode, I show how my erroneous beliefs affected how I showed up in the world.

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In this episode, I talk about the necessity of taking care of needs and how it affects our presence in the world

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Here, I delve into my struggles in developing self-awareness and self-respect

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In this episode, I talk about how insecurities drive us to make poor decisions and I discuss how we can come to terms with them.

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In this episode, I expound on my flaws in story. I also hint at the importance of our humanity in being vulnerable and connecting with others.

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In this episode, I showcase periods in my life where my inability to experience pain and express my emotions led to extreme consequences.

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In this episode, I take a deep look into our nature as humans and give a different perspective on the controversies surrounding our being.

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This episode shows my history growing up as a Christian, my struggles in keeping the faith and my explorations into other religions and philosophies.

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Following up from episode 1, we look at the mindset and modalities I developed to help me heal from my trauma.

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This episode showcases the trauma we go through and the extent to which it affects our lives.

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An introduction to the podcaster and his motivations for starting this podcast.

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