The Synthezoid: Recent Episodes
The Synthezoid
I recall one of my dreams from last night
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I speak what I speak and I say said what I say and said
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I discuss dick—or the lack there of it and how it’s a craving or longing but not really that serious
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I talk about credit and a few other topics
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I’m doing a mental health check (because that’s a thing now)
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In this episode, I discuss how I’m going to stop trying to “make fetch happen.”
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Sigh... is the same old same old
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I'm still going on a rant about the trolling that this man has started to do because he can't drain me of any more of my energy so he changes gears and tries to drain me another way because the lie he's told doesn't work anymore
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And this episode I discuss how I'm being trolled after giving someone the boot
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In this episode I discuss the old saying, "Be careful what you say, because once you say it, you can't take it back."
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There ain't no description I'm just talking and speaking.
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Folks think they know what they're looking at but don't have a clue.
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In this podcast I talk about the relevance of the characteristics of aging with the signs that I need to be letting go.
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In this episode, I talk about "I said what I said."
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That's it... I say a whole lot of nothing.
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In this episode I discuss how negative feelings can subside, come and go and don't always stay. I learned that I have to stay hopeful and prayed up so these kids of mine get a chance to smile and be happy while they work thru and heal from their trauma. Not to make it all about me but I think we all have trauma we have and need to work thru.
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My youngest son is a sad soul and won't seek help. He's just content feeling and acting like an asshole. His coping skills are zero, and it's really wearing me down. I really want better for him. I want what's best for him but right now he's really acting like a hopeless case and today just isn't the day for it. It's Christmas Day for God's sake. Christmas Day. Sigh. Smh.
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In this episode I talk about how I'm retelling stories to remember that "fire is hot," so I remember to recognize 'fire' when I see it again so as not to touch it and not to walk around constantly thinking about fire is hot.
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In this episode I speak to someone who has been my enemy for longer than he was ever my friend.
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It's self-explanatory. I also take time out to say thank you to my mysterious benefactor.
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In this episode I discuss how important it is to recognize when a man 'collects women' rather than seeks to have a relationship with just one.
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It's kind of self-explanatory.
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My feelings are never acknowledged but same time some people feel the need to cry crocodile tears.
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Just a reminder to myself to keep it real, so I'm keeping it real.
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In this episode I discuss how real life 3D life is superimposed over a now fully formed mentiverse
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In this episode I discuss the shocking revelations that I've been waiting to reveal themselves.
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In this episode I express my feelings about being celibate while looking for the right one and consider taking a trip to Jamaica
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11/13 - 12/02/21 I stay going through shit but the key word is 'go through' not 'stay in it,' which means I'm going through a stage of growth or development. So kudos to me for getting it done! Kudos to me!
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In this episode, I reflect on her I realize how I've been single for a very long time and I asked myself if I want to continue being single and if I don't, what is really out there?
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I learned this week from a YouTube blogger, that we are really 50 years behind and knowing what is technology. Technology is really 50 years ahead and people know about it and use it but call me everyday people Like Us don't know so we have no clue what's being done to us or what people are doing to us who have the up-to-date technology that everyday people are unaware of.
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What to do with information about myself that I have been gathering for the past few years.
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In this episode, I compare unrequited love that didn't work out to frying chicken and how similarities between figuring out what to do with the bits in the bottom of the pan and how to deal with the residual feelings from the relationship.
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In this episode, I discuss what I think about. A lot of thoughts have been running through my head lately (when has it not, lol), and I'm attempting to dissect all of these thoughts. I'm also discuss dreams that I've had recently which is good because I have been unable to remember many of my dreams in the past 2 years.
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In this episode I recall the rest of the events that took place that lead in me being "over 'it'" and "over" him.
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In this episode I recount every event that led to someone being written off
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Empty words are just simply, empty words.
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In this episode, I discuss how I manage my time as a testimony to not make it the same mistakes twice.
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I experienced an experience last night lol
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In this episode, I recall my time with a guy who showed fake love that felt so real that it felt like he seemed to believe it himself, either that or he was just a damn good actor. Eventually it all comes out that the truth is nothing but a lie.
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I discuss my use of healthy coping mechanisms.
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In this episode I discuss how a stalker has stalked me for 15 years and how I see him for what he is a person who can't let go, a person who lacks coping skills, and how I don't do crazy. I am not attracted to a man who is obviously suffering from some firm of insanity..
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And this week's episode I discuss my week which has been a shitshow, ungrateful kids, my dysfunctionality ( and my need to be left alone ( and how insidious people just won't win but I will because the goddess - and God - - and the gods and goddesses - - have my back.
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In this episode I go on a rant about a fictional account of sexual assault -- done digitally -- and also discuss the conclusions I made after deciding not to meet up with a much younger gentleman (and calling him a gentleman could be considered a stretch).
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