i believe no one really cares about other people, we all have enough of our own responsibilities to keep something that someone else did in our mind for so long. So just live your life, live the vida loca, and go get it. Every time i say really or just in audio - you drink. Thats a game.
lowkey ranting about how I buy stuff I don't need, to feel a little better, but the feeling doesn't stay.
I believe it should be more calming, comforting, and liberating knowing that you are a human, yet it feels so stressful.