Shadowsista: Recent Episodes
Maria Lopez
This podcast is about tearing down trauma by entering altered states in the energetic field - specifically meditation & ayahuasca - trauma is an energy that lives in you .. but it’s like ether ., you can’t see it.. it’s an active volcano .. you’ve been evicted ..but you don’t know it.. ayahuasca will take you in the journey gone
There’s only one way to heal - surrender to something that’s unknown & that we cannot understand because we are so detached
If you put out the intention to heal the universe will answer your call - but you won’t know it’s happening and you’ll piece the story after the event - but if you ask she will deliver every time
In trauma the dark has kidnapped u & dragged itself into the lair of the dark - if you’re willing to go in the journey & face the dark you will eventually come home
Go get yourself home - the mission is to bring the child trapped in the trauma home - it’s a mission of retrieval - yes you can .. but you need a powerful ally - the medecine ayahuasca 🥳🥳🥳
The gift is the flow of the River, the wholeness of you - trauma paralyzes you .. there’s no hope in trauma just a car chasing it’s tail - the medecine is the healing the dissolution the return to the flow
You must meet the energetic sculpting of trauma with the energetic power of the aya to dissolve
The wound needs to be healed - whatever happened - you need to by pass the fiery dragons that surround it - you need to see feel relive & rescue that frozen child - no - the people that wounded you aren’t going to heal you - you have to give up hope and find allies ( the aya) to take you in and heal - teamwork
All the trauma happens in consciousness - the trauma shuts down consciousness - awareness - the gift of healing us actually being here
Yes there was a beginning of you - now covered in weeds and jungle - severed - the trauma severed you from you - the healing surrender to this bigger thing - let it take you to the beginning
.. your trauma is your challenge - but it’s frozen energy & a wiped out child unloved - in the plant medecine world the gift is the journey into the dark to reclaim your terrified child & fuel it with love ..
Trauma is your nemesis .. it has you on the run.. to addiction.. to strangers .. to food.. to whatever .. you’re on the run.. there is no “home” no “safe space”. - but it lives within you.. it’s manipulating you from within .. that’s the place you need to enter .. that’s the place it lives .. will you dare to enter .. will you dare to heal?