Look In My Life: Recent Episodes
Alise Fisher
My personal life experiences. One story, memory, event at a time. The highs the lows but most importantly my truth.
In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that (some things) that seem so important in the moment won’t be when I get older. How relationships aren’t always ment to last (forever). I give examples. I talk about what I’ve discovered about myself. #teen #teenyears #life #love #mylife #mystory #lifelessons #lessons #evolve #forever
In this episode I talk about a movie, “Like Water For Chocolate” and how I realized how much my life resembles the main plot of the movie. In this movie the last daughter of her mother has to spend her time in service of the mother until the mother dies. She isn’t allowed to have a life of her own. SOUND FAMILIAR?!? #movie #favorite #life #review #mylife #mylifestory #marriage #tradition #single #mother #sacrifice #mysacrifice
In this episode I talk about the book, the movie (1984), the musical and the new (2023) movie:THE COLOR PURPLE. How this movie impacted my life. How I identified with it. How a song from the soundtrack of the musical helped me in my life. #thecolorpurple #purple #movie #music #musical #life #mylife #mylifestory
In this episode I talk about how over sharing is a trauma response. How I discovered that’s what’s going on with me. How I am finding the line between sharing and over sharing. What that means for my podcast. #sharing #trauma #healing #life #mylife #mylifestory #truth #truthteller
In this episode I talk about two guys named Ricky. I talk about who they were/are to me and how I profoundly relate to them. I talk about my life experiences that are why I identify with them. #identify #identity #life #truth #truestory #mylife #family #diffrent
In this episode I talk about a surgery I just had. That I’m hoping will change my life for the BETTER. This episode was recorded in “real time” the morning of my surgery (my thoughts getting ready to go to the hospital and emotions) and (almost) 24 hours after my surgery (how I’m feeling, what I had done, mishaps, pain etc). I am planning a part 2 to this 6-12 months later to let you know if the surgery was a success for me and my health journey. #surgery #health #journey #reproductivehealth #mylife #mystory #real #reallife #mylifestory
In this episode I talk about how I learned that “feelings” don’t matter. How people don’t care about being fair and considerate.
In this episode I talk about how life shattering events and experiences can change your life FOREVER. How it’s not something that you can “just get over”. I share some life altering experiences that I now know will stay with me FOREVER. #life #journey #mystory
In this episode I talk about how no matter what you do (NEGATIVE) people will always have something to say about it. I give examples from my own life experiences that prove my point. How I realize that what other people say is irrelevant. #young #life #live #learn
In this episode I talk about how I wish I could tell my younger self that when someone is mad they will tell you how they truly feel about you. I give examples of how I discovered that anger is a truth serum. #anger #truth #life #young
In this first episode of season 5 I talk about how people will do the exact same thing they did with you behind your back. I give examples of this from my life experience with this very subject. #talk #gossip #betrayal #life #lessons #learn
Gearing up for season 5. I let you know what to expect. #new #season #teen #teenager #life #truthfully
In this episode I talk about how (some) families only want to show up to the funeral;without having been in that person’s life. I share personal experiences with this happening. #reallife #life #truthfully
In this episode I talk about if I attract the drama. I give real life examples. I share what I learned about myself when reflecting on this. At the end of this episode, I give a MAJOR EXCLUSIVE about this channel, talk about future episodes, and what changes are coming. #exclusive #selfhelp #life #truth #truestory #drama
In this episode I talk about how I now hold grudges against people. I talk about what that means to me. I give examples (from my life) of what happened when I didn’t hold grudges. #life #truth #truthteller #mylife #grudges
I’m this episode I talk about my dating history. I clear up a misconception that I “went behind a “certain” someone”. I discuss the difference in a sexual encounter, dating and a relationship.
In this episode I talk about how “some people” have spoken negatively about my life. I talk about what failure means to me and if I consider myself a failure. I offer advice about not being where you want to be in life.
In this episode I discuss the saying “what happens in this house stays in this house”. How impactful going by this can affect your life. How and why I overcame believing in this.
In this episode I give three definitions of the word soft. I talk about how I have been accused of being “soft” in a derogatory way. I talk about what being “soft” means to me and if I would describe myself as soft.
In this episode, I discuss validation. It’s meaning and what it meant to me. How craving validation impacted my life. How I got over craving validation. #mylife #mylifestory #reallife #truth
In this episode I talk about standing on my own. Being an army of one. How I got to this point and what it’s taught my about life. #armyofone #healing #learning #life #mystory #mylife
In this episode I discuss how I’m independent and free. How I became this way and what that means to me.
In this episode I talk about how FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FOREVER I’m NOT a nice person anymore. I explain the difference(to me) between being nice and kind. I talk about why I’m ecstatic about not being nice anymore. How I came to be this way and what I’ve learned.
In this episode I talk about how for the first time in my life I’m not forgiving and forgetting. I talk about my eagerness for KARMA to affect those who’ve wronged me.
In the first episode of the new season, I talk about my first time experience as a mom. I share about my journey and what it’s taught me.
For The First Time In Forever, I’ve got a BIG ANNOUNCEMENT to make and I’m telling it ALL…
In this episode I talk about the importance of “the past” when it comes to personal growth. I discuss how talking about “the past” on this podcast and therapy has helped me understand things about myself and how it’s helped me grow.
In this episode I talk about what I’ve recently discovered about myself in the past couple of days after the drama. STAY TUNED UNTIL THE END: I ADDRESS SOMETHING THAT NEEDS TO BE SAID
In this episode I talk about my journey in trying to heal from past trauma and deciding to get therapy. I talk about some of the thing I’m trying to heal from. I talk about my feelings and experience with therapy so far. I talk about the steps I’m taking towards the “me” I want to be.
In this episode I talk about how being a shy introvert caused me to not speak up for myself. I share some life experiences that changed my perspective on speaking up for myself.
In this episode I talk about how others judgement/ perception of you can have a lasting effect. I share my biggest experience in people judging me and what it costed me. I also share how my opinion of being judged has changed.
In this episode I talk about forgiveness. Why everyone insists you forgive those who’ve wronged you. I talk about seeing my grandmother/mother forgive countless people and how that affected me. I also share what happened the last time I forgave someone who didn’t deserve it. The lessons it taught me and where I stand now on forgiveness.
In this episode I talk about being an outsider, not following the norms. I share experiences in my life about being an outsider and how I realized that being an outsider is okay.
In this episode I talk about strength and what it means to me, what I’ve learned about (inner) strength. I share some life experiences and what those experiences taught me about strength.
This episode is about the lessons I’ve learned about bullying. I also share a memory of being bullied and a memory of the one time I bullied someone. I also give advice on when you get bullied.
I’m back recording episodes! I’m giving a recap, update and telling what’s coming up. I will be continuing Season 3: Lessons Learned. Thank YOU so much for listening and MUCH MORE to come VERY SOON!!
In this episode I talk about how to spot the people who are not you friends
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In this episode I talk about the toxic family I was (unfortunately) born into. I talk about some experiences I had with them. I also, talk about what I learned about toxic families, how that affected me and the best way to handle it.
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In my third season of my podcast I will be talking about experiences, telling my life’s story and the lessons I learned from each experience. It’s going to be interesting. It’s going to be REAL! It’s MY LIFE…Come take a look with me
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In this episode I talk about being accused of stealing, cutting up clothes, breaking things and devious and depraved acts. Here’s what really happened.
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In this episode I talk about the first time I got drunk in my life. It was as a teenager. What happened. My regrets. How I feel about it now.
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In this episode I talk about what it is like to have a child with disabilities. How I feel my son’s father and his family makes a difference with him versus his other children. How I worry everyday about him. How Society will treat him. How I feel I have to give him more love to make up for others.
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In this episode I talk about being born to a person who hates me and who I hate. I share more memories of the depraved things my “birth mother” has said and done to me. What it was like knowing that we were enemies. Me trying to build a relationship. Me accepting that we hate each other and it will never change. My thoughts on it looking back.
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In this episode I talk about my first car I bought at 18 years old. How being around the wrong people in the Wrong places caused my car to get TOTALED. I reflect on the events. What went wrong. What I did wrong. The fallout from losing my car.
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In this episode I talk about a question I have been getting asked the majority of my life:”why do you talk like that?”. I talk about my experiences with people thinking that I speak differently. My opinion on this subject now
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In this episode I talk about my personal experiences with racism. I talk about what it was like being the only back person in my friend group at the time. What I experienced and what I think about it now.
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I’m this episode I talk about my known and undiagnosed health issues. When my health issues started. The testing I’ve had. How frustrating it is to not know what’s going on with my health.
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In this episode I talk about what it’s like to physically develop at a young age. It’s impact on my life.
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In this episode I talk about Lufuno, a young girl who committed suicide after being attacked by her bully. I talk about my experiences with being really depressed and suicidal
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In this episode I talk about my high school bully, who made everyday at school MISERABLE for me one entire school year. The violent confrontation we had. The fallout. My thoughts on it looking back.
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In this episode I talk about a cousin I was really close with while simultaneously she backstabbed me countless times over the years causing me to lose friends and boyfriends.
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In this episode I talk about the time I got into a major physical fight in a Walmart parking lot after being called a racial slur.
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In this episode I talk about the bully I had in the 4th grade. How she tormented me. Me standing up for myself. The fight we had.
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In this episode I talk about the WORST Boyfriend I’ve Ever had. I talk about how we met. How we got together. The relationship. The messed up things that he did to me. The breakup and the aftermath.
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In this episode I talk about my ex best friend. How we met. Our friendship. How our friendship ended. What she did to me. Lies, rumors and betrayals.
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In this episode I talk about the craziest job I’ve ever had. From my crazy boss to my crazy coworkers and the rumors, hookups and breakups on the job.
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I talk about my best friend’s crazy boyfriend and the messed up things he did to me. He stole my car. He stole money and other things from me. My “best friends” reaction to her boyfriend doing this crap to me. The Karma she got.
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In this episode I talk about being constantly questioned about not having a child from the ages of 16 to 32. How insulting it is to ask a woman “when are you going to have a baby”, “why don’t you have a child”. How this affected me through the years and how I feel about it now
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I talk about my first love at 17 years old. How we met. Our relationship. What caused us to breakup. The fallout from the breakup. My thoughts on it looking back.
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I talk about loosing my license. Getting tickets for driving on suspended license. Michigan’s driver responsibility fee. How that turned into a warrant. How I got arrested. The 25 days I spent in jail...
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I’m starting a second season!! I will be sharing stories of my life experiences. It’s going to be WILD
What’s going on with me now. My health problems. Where I stand now with “the family”.
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Mia’s time in a nursing home. Mia dying. Mia’s funeral. Emptying out Mia’s house.
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Full breakdown of the people I’m supposedly related to...How they treated me during Mia’s death. What is going on now.
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September 23, 2019 I lost an Angel. Due to the stress my grandmother being really sick and being attacked by her children and grandchildren. I also read a poem for my Angel that I wrote.
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The aunt I respected and looked up to shows her true colors. The history of shady things she’s done and the complete end of her and I. The physical FIGHT we had in the hospital while visiting Mia.
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The month of August 2019. What Mia and I were going through. Mia’s health. Our talks. August 24th 2019 the day I took Mia to the hospital ER for the last time.
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How close my Mia and I became. Her talking to me about the absence of “the family”. How hurt Mia was. Our struggles. Mia’s health problems.
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More details about my son’s father’s ex who stalked me and my family. Detailed account of a physical confrontation and her trying to stab me multiple times in the back
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My son’s time in the nicu. What my life became during this time.
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Being stalked by my child’s father ex while pregnant
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Finding out I’m pregnant. My pregnancy. Delivering my son. Complications
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My relationship with the father of my son. How our relationship started. How our relationship is going.
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How I spent my 20s. My grandmother/ mother’s health. My social life. My horrible ex boyfriend.
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Describing my teen years. The friendships. The DRAMA. Being homeless at 17/18. My first job. My first apartment.
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The relationship I have with my siblings
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February 8th my grandmother/mom birthday. My relationship with her.
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First episode: A look into the beginning of my life and my parentage. Laying the foundation of this crazy story that is actually my life.
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