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Jam & Shavartheartist
A raw, unscripted, unapologetic conversation on different life events, life principles, and self development. A series of vast topics across the board. Are you ready to be stretched to GROW!!! Live in your own truth!!!
Dealing with the childhood trammer from rejection, abandonment, low self esteem, & emotional and spiritual abuse has great affects on you in your adult life. Healing must come to your moments of silence.
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Story was cause by my healing process taking place in my dreams. Don’t hold on to thoughts that are formed by curses or judgments of other people. Be free
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Stop trying to fix yourself by getting into a relationship with somebody else. Work on yourself take care of yourself.
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Learning how to properly communicate effectively others but people are not listening. Is that your fault or is the other person just fuck’d up?
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Understand the some lessons I would have not learned if I didn’t go through this experience. Hard pill to swallow but I had to go through this.
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I tried to repress my gay side but when I fuck up, the flood gates opened back up
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When you don’t deal with your issues then you will only hurt yourself
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I gave this guy a chance but he was a church guy.and he hurt me too
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It’s good to have a friend to talk about everything with. The fetish of thugs and the curse of HUNGED boyfriends lol
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I found the guy that marched my gay crush “nelly”
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I found my Gay friend and time Learn how to be gay
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Dealing with rejection and not being able to see the abuse that is waiting for me. Lord help me
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Tried changing my dating preference. My pastor finally decided to have a conversation about my sexuality
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Tried mixing my relationship with my traditional religious upbringing. The Old school traditional black church experience. A bold move I say lol
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My ex tried to make me be something I’m not but I refuse! Be with me for me that’s all
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I’m studying who I am, I started connecting to people that were just like me. I found where I belong.
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The truth has revealed itself. Trying to find answers to my life situation and the Answer came through spiritual enlightenment. Truth is God doesn’t hate the lgbtq
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You have to center yourself. The tricks of a predator mindset is to get you attached; withdraw so you can bargain; then opens a can of worms
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From playing childish games with guy to sex with my first boyfriend
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I told my mother and things start to change. Hopefully for the good. Being gay is a spirit? Haha really Goodnight
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I was able to be me when I was around my aunt. She gave me freedom to explore who I am. I wrestled with every boy I could lol
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A bond between a mother and son should be tight. When there is a lack of one parent, the other parent has to reassure the child that they are loved always.
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Storytime again! This experience is about my missing father. Father day was horrible but I navigated through life.
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People say you can’t be gay unless you try girls! Well I tried it and it didn’t turn out good! Lol
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The lack of a father and validation from close family can cause a lot of damage. Being broken is a place for Great Depression. Who can set you free from this damnable pain!
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How to handle life situations when you don’t have a mentor or a coach? When you have no assistance keep going! Help will come from some where!
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Living in 2 realities Is not an easy thing to do. The struggle of being real in both when 1 reality is actually real! The struggle of being chosen of God and a abomination of God!!!!
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I’m excited to preach and realized who I am. However, others didn’t like it, had no mentor and no guidance. Outsides embraced me but the clergy gave me silence! Shady stuff occurs later down the line!!!!
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We fight mentally, physically and now spiritually. When can we catch a break. People have personal demons for example past memories but to add demonic entities is another thing
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Trying to navigate through life and see where I belong. I can’t find no place!
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Everyone has their own demons. Didn’t know the demons of previous generations will be the ones I will face.
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We have to learn how to handle business. We can’t be mindless puppets and control. Be free and take care of yourself!
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After being sexual abuse I became mentally abused and dealing with depression. Struggling with being a preacher and a gay man is deep and terrifying. I attempted suicide thinking it would be better if I was dead. God intervened and now I have to preach!
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Realizing who I am at 3year old. First gay activity at 5 years. First sexual abuse at 7 years old by 14 year old god brother. You are not the criminal but a victim!!! To be continued.....
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This show will make you cry, laugh and angry! However, it will make you grow. You may not like it now but you will appreciate it later! Let's embrace the truth!!!!
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