Faith In Your Recovery: Recent Episodes
Faith In Your Recovery
I am Randy Davis, the founder and the Executive Director of ABLBH. Early on in my life, I recognized my desire to help those who might be struggling. I have been blessed with experiences that have fed my hunger. I believe in encouraging others before they believe in themselves. Thus, ABLBH believes in you.
It was June of 2014 when God first burdened my heart with the needs of those battling addiction. God used Brianna's experiences, story, and life to touch me in a way unlike He never has. Then He began opening doors and creating opportunities that showed me together we would make a difference. So here we are changing lives and saving lives. For certain God gets the glory but without so many feet and hands moving for Him we would not have the impact that we have!
Join us and believe with us!
Randy Davis
Join us in the Jay County Jail in Portland Indiana as we interview inmates about their experiences with addiction and recovery.
Join us in the Jay County Jail in Portland Indiana as we interview inmates about their experiences with addiction and recovery.
Join us from inside the Jay County Security Center as we interview inmates about their experiences with addiction and recovery.
Join us from inside the Jay County Security Center as we interview inmates about their experiences with addiction and recovery.
Join us as we interview inmates about their experiences with addiction and recovery. This episode was produced from inside the Jay County Security Center.
Join us we interview inmates about their addiction and recovery experiences. This episode was produced from inside the Jay County Security Center.
Join us for our final inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Nathan will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our ninth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Andrew will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our tenth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Brandon will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our seventh inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Josh will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our eighth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Nick will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our sixth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Brian S will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our fifth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. James will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our fourth inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Brian B will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our third inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Zach will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our second inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. William will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Join us for our first inmate interview from Jay County Security Center in Indiana. Kyle will share his experience with addiction and recovery.
Randy Davis discusses recovery from addiction, emphasizing the importance of reducing stigma and increasing access to resources. Guests Kaylyn and Bri from Aspire Indiana Health share their experiences in healthcare, focusing on HIV and hepatitis C testing, case management, and the need for community support in recovery journeys.
Randy Davis discusses recovery assistance with guests Stephanie and Tamie from Madison County PATH, MC PATH. They emphasize the importance of immediate support for those seeking help with substance use disorders, highlighting their approach of connecting individuals with peer recovery coaches and resources, regardless of insurance status, to facilitate a smoother recovery journey. MC PATH also has a 24/4 Crisis Hotline 765-393-7838.
Jimmy Hunt shares his transformative journey from struggles with identity and legal troubles to finding faith and purpose in Christ. He emphasizes the importance of building a personal relationship with God and using his music to inspire others. His story highlights resilience, hope, and the power of faith in recovery.
Hope Fest Health Fair will be held on September 7th at J County Junior Senior High School, offering free health screenings, food, and entertainment. The event features carnival games, a petting zoo, and a concert with popular Christian hip hop artists. It's a family-friendly event focused on community unity and support.
A 15-year-old named Matt shares his struggles with addiction, beginning in fourth grade. His mother, Andrea, discusses the challenges they've faced, including Matt's overdoses and recovery journey. Matt emphasizes the importance of recovery minded support, staying busy, and surrounding oneself with positive influences to overcome addiction and inspire others facing similar battles.
Caroline Beidler shares her journey of overcoming trauma and addiction, emphasizing the importance of recognizing trauma's impact and finding healing through faith, community, and self-care. She co-authored a book with her mother to break the cycle of intergenerational trauma.
Tyler Dunn shares journey from opioid addiction to finding purpose in recovery, emphasizing the importance of faith, service, and never giving up. At 16 years old Tyler was prescribed pain pills and it opened up the door to addiction. Join us as he shares how he found his way out.
Jen's inspiring journey from addiction to recovery, finding strength in her faith and supportive community, highlights the importance of addressing mental health and the power of perseverance.
This episode highlights the personal stories of RJ and Shane, who overcame addiction through faith and community support. They share their journey, including their involvement in the "We Do Recover" event, which aims to connect and support individuals in recovery.
Richard Harvey discusses the importance of compassion and proactive support for individuals struggling with addiction and mental health issues, emphasizing the need for understanding and confrontation as a gift rather than a negative approach.
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Highlights
Compassion is key in approaching individuals struggling with addiction and mental health issues. 🤝
Confrontation should be seen as a gift to help individuals recognize the need for help and support. 🎁
Building trust and providing proactive care are essential in assisting loved ones in their recovery journey. 🛣️
Self-care is crucial in maintaining a healthy balance while supporting others in their recovery process. 🌿
Key Insights
Compassion and understanding play a significant role in helping individuals struggling with addiction and mental health issues. By approaching them with care and empathy, we can create a safe space for them to seek help and support. 🌟
Confrontation, when done with compassion and love, can be a powerful tool in guiding individuals towards recognizing the need for change and seeking help. It is essential to address behaviors that are harmful and offer support in a caring manner. 💖
Trust and proactive care are essential elements in assisting loved ones through their recovery journey. By building trust and providing consistent support, we can help individuals feel secure and motivated to seek help and make positive changes. 🤝
Self-care is crucial for individuals supporting others in their recovery process. Taking breaks, engaging in activities that bring joy, and setting boundaries are essential to maintain a healthy balance while providing care and support to others. 🌻
Melissa Terry shares her inspiring journey from a 20-year opioid addiction to 18 months of sobriety, emphasizing the importance of faith, family, and peer support in recovery. The podcast discusses a personal story of addiction recovery, highlighting struggles with opiates and near-death experiences, emphasizing the importance of perseverance and seeking help. The guest shares insights on overcoming addiction and finding hope in recovery.
Kaylyn Mora shares her personal journey with her father's addiction, emphasizing the importance of love, empathy, and harm reduction in supporting those struggling with substance abuse. She advocates for reducing stigma and increasing access to recovery resources.
Patrick Jones, founder of Freedom for Life, shares his journey of overcoming addiction and finding true freedom. He discusses the seven stages of recovery in his program, which include awakening, detox, healing, upgraded consciousness, connection, liberated living, and legacy. Patrick emphasizes the importance of personal power and self-mastery in the recovery process. He also addresses the role of faith, stating that while his program is not faith-based, individuals are welcome to incorporate their faith into their recovery journey. Patrick encourages individuals to pause and notice their thoughts and sensations before acting on addictive behaviors, promoting self-awareness and self-acceptance.
Keywords recovery, addiction, freedom, stages, personal power, self-mastery, faith, self-awareness, self-acceptance
Takeaways
- The seven stages of recovery in Patrick Jones' program are awakening, detox, healing, upgraded consciousness, connection, liberated living, and legacy.
- Personal power and self-mastery are essential in the recovery process.
- While Patrick's program is not faith-based, individuals are welcome to incorporate their faith into their recovery journey.
- Pausing and noticing thoughts and sensations before acting on addictive behaviors promotes self-awareness and self-acceptance.
Chapters
00:00Introduction
00:49Patrick Jones' Personal Journey
05:01Multiple Addictions and the Core Issue
06:57Destructive vs. Healthy Addictions
07:23Interference and the Impact of Addiction
09:24Freedom for Life: Patrick Jones' Mission
12:39The Seven Summits of Freedom
26:03Limitless Living and Thriving Beyond Recovery
28:31The Role of Faith in Recovery
31:58Integrating Recovery and Treatment
36:29Final Thoughts and Takeaways
Tony Neal shares his journey of addiction and recovery, highlighting the importance of faith and support in the process. He talks about his childhood, the progression of his addiction, and the impact it had on his relationships. Tony emphasizes the need for aftercare in recovery and the role of faith in his transformation. He also discusses his involvement in A Better Life- Brianna's Hope, and his efforts to spread awareness and support others in their recovery journeys. Tony's story is a testament to the power of faith, perseverance, and the willingness to change.
Keywords: addiction, recovery, faith, support, aftercare, transformation, A Better Life- Brianna's Hope
Takeaways
- Addiction recovery requires cutting ties with people, places, and things associated with addiction.
- Aftercare is a crucial part of the recovery process.
- Faith in God can provide strength and guidance throughout the journey of recovery.
- Sharing one's story and supporting others can be a meaningful way to give back and continue personal growth in recovery.
Chapters
00:00 Introduction: Tony Neal's Battle with Addiction
03:09 Childhood and Early Experiences
06:21 Introduction to Methamphetamines
09:32 Consequences and Prison Time
13:21 Transition to Pain Pills
16:27 The Turning Point: Reflection and Decision to Seek Help
25:28 Involvement in A Better Life, Brianna's Hope
28:11 Continued Growth and Future Plans
35:07 Advice for Those Struggling with Addiction
38:26 Closing Remarks and Encouragement
Michelle Scott shares her journey of addiction, loss, and redemption. She started using alcohol and drugs at a young age as a way to cope with childhood trauma. Her addiction escalated over the years, leading to reckless behavior, legal troubles, and the loss of custody of her children. After hitting rock bottom, Michelle found hope and faith through the support of the Johnson County Sheriff's Department and the Grace House in Anderson, Indiana. She has since rebuilt her life, regained custody of her children, and is committed to helping others in their recovery journey.
Keywords: addiction, recovery, faith, redemption, loss, coping, support, hope
Takeaways
- Addiction can stem from unresolved trauma and a desire to numb painful emotions.
- Recovery requires a willingness to seek help and take responsibility for one's actions.
- Faith and spirituality can provide strength and guidance in the recovery process.
- Building a support network and surrounding oneself with positive influences is crucial for long-term sobriety.
- Recovery is a lifelong journey that requires daily commitment and self-reflection.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Welcome
01:13Michelle's Background and Professional Life
03:06Escalation of Addiction and Reckless Behavior
05:00Legal Troubles and Loss of Custody
07:46Enabling and Dysfunction in Relationships
09:44Introduction to Hard Drugs and Downward Spiral
13:05Moving to Anderson and Introduction to Meth
22:22Divine Intervention and Turning Point
25:53Loss of Father and Awakening to Change
27:43Court Hearing and Second Chance
30:00Relapse and Surrender to God
35:09Coping Skills and Goals for the Future
37:19Importance of Faith and Recovery
38:17Closing Remarks and Invitation to Listen
In this episode, Kara Ross shares her experience of losing her brother to addiction. She discusses her brother's journey with addiction, the impact it had on their family, and the challenges they faced. Kara talks about the difficulties of dealing with a loved one's addiction and the feelings of anger, disappointment, and guilt that she experienced. She emphasizes the importance of understanding that addiction is a disease and not blaming oneself for the actions of the addict. Kara also offers advice to others who may be dealing with a loved one's addiction, encouraging them to not give up on their loved ones and to remember that the drugs are the problem, not the person.
Keywords addiction, loss, family, support, guilt, blame, understanding
Takeaways
- Addiction is a disease and should be treated as such
- It is important to separate the person from their addiction
- Support and understanding are crucial for both the addict and their loved ones
- Guilt and blame are not productive and should be avoided
- Don't give up on your loved ones, but also take care of yourself
Chapters
00:00 Introduction to the Episode
02:25 Opening up About the Loss
08:09 Dealing with Feelings of Guilt and Blame
14:26 The Impact of Addiction on Family
28:16 Supporting a Loved One with Addiction
37:28 Closing Thoughts and Encouragement
In this conversation, Randy Davis interviews David Essel about addiction and recovery. They discuss the importance of permanent recovery and the limitations of the traditional one-day-at-a-time approach. David shares his own experience with addiction and how he found healing through emotional regulation and faith. He emphasizes the need for individuals to take responsibility for their recovery and to seek help from professionals who have a passion for addiction recovery. The conversation highlights the role of faith, hope, and action in the recovery process.
Keywords: addiction, recovery, permanent recovery, one-day-at-a-time, emotional regulation, faith, hope, action
Takeaways
- Permanent recovery is a mindset that involves a commitment to long-term sobriety and healing.
- Addiction is often a result of an inability to cope with emotional experiences.
- The traditional one-day-at-a-time approach may not be effective for everyone and can hinder long-term recovery.
- Faith, hope, and action are essential components of the recovery process.
- Finding a counselor or coach who is passionate about addiction recovery is crucial for success.
Chapters
00:00Introduction
08:15The Role of Emotional Regulation in Addiction
14:39Moving Beyond the One-Day-At-A-Time Approach
35:21The Power of Permanent Recovery
In this conversation, Papa G interviews B Radical, a Christian hip-hop artist, about his journey of recovery. B Radical shares his early life struggles, including growing up in a rough neighborhood and being exposed to drugs and violence. He talks about his involvement in dealing drugs and the risks and dangers he faced. B Radical then discusses the turning point in his life when he found faith in Christ and how it transformed his mindset and actions. He explains why he chose hip-hop as a medium to spread his message of freedom and faith. The conversation emphasizes the power of faith in overcoming addiction and finding true freedom.
Chapters
00:00Introduction
01:16Guest Introduction: B Radical
06:41Getting Involved in Dealing
09:27Risks and Dangers of Dealing
28:45The Power of Faith
32:38Using Hip-Hop as a Medium
36:13Faith in Your Recovery
38:23Closing: Freedom
In this conversation, Eric and Greg discuss the importance of empathy and support in the recovery process. They highlight the role of trauma in addiction and mental health issues and emphasize the need for holistic treatment. Greg shares his experiences working with offenders and the challenges they face in finding employment and stability after incarceration. They also discuss the changing landscape of drug availability and abuse over the years. Greg emphasizes the importance of not giving up on individuals in their recovery journey and the need for a supportive community. They also touch on the role of faith in their work and the impact of mental health services in Indiana.
Keywords: recovery, empathy, trauma, addiction, mental health, employment, support, offenders, holistic treatment, drug abuse, faith, mental health services
Takeaways
- Empathy and support are crucial in the recovery process.
- Trauma often underlies addiction and mental health issues.
- Holistic treatment that addresses the underlying trauma is essential for successful recovery.
- Finding employment and stability after incarceration is a significant challenge for offenders.
- The availability and abuse of drugs have evolved over the years.
- It is important not to give up on individuals in their recovery journey.
- Faith can play a significant role in recovery and supporting others.
- Mental health services, such as the 988 helpline, are crucial for providing immediate support and resources.
In this episode, Randy Davis interviews Josh Richards, also known as Redeemed, about his journey from addiction to redemption. Josh shares his early life in Florida, the multiple losses he experienced, and how he turned to drugs to cope. He describes the downward spiral of addiction and the impact it had on his relationships. However, Josh also shares how he found hope and redemption through his faith in God. He discusses the power of music in recovery and the unity among hip hop artists who share a common purpose of building the kingdom of God.
Takeaways
- Loss and trauma can lead to addiction as a way to cope with pain.
- Finding hope and redemption is possible through faith in God.
- Music can play a powerful role in recovery and healing.
- Unity among hip hop artists can create a supportive community for those seeking redemption.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Overview
01:06Early Life and Loss
04:15Finding Hope and Redemption
05:26Moving to Panama City Beach
09:04Financial Ruin and Deeper Addiction
12:29Avoiding Incarceration
15:14Recognizing God's Presence
22:03Serving God Through Music
30:03The Power of Music in Recovery
34:40Unity Among Hip Hop Artists
39:57Closing Thoughts and Song
Summary
Josh Richards, also known as Redeemed, shares his journey from a comfortable childhood to his parents' divorce and his father's suicide. He struggled with addiction and a sense of loss, but found redemption and connection to Christ. Moving to Tennessee and losing close relationships added to his challenges. The sudden divorce of his parents marked a turning point in his life, leading to a downward spiral. Eventually, he faced the tragic loss of his father, which further impacted his journey. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey of addiction and loss. He talks about his childhood, his parents' divorce, and moving in with his mother. He then discusses the death of his father and the impact it had on him. The guest shares how he turned to drugs to cope with the pain and describes his downward spiral into addiction. He also talks about the loss of other loved ones and the flicker of hope that kept him going. The conversation ends with the introduction of a song that tells the story of finding redemption through Christ.
In this episode, Randy Davis interviews Chas Smith, also known as Colicchie, a Christian hip-hop artist. Colicchie shares his personal journey of addiction and recovery, highlighting the role of his grandparents in his early life and the struggles he faced growing up. He discusses the progression of his addiction and the impact it had on his relationships and overall well-being. Colicchie emphasizes the importance of finding hope, accepting help, and staying committed to the recovery process. He also reflects on the power of music, particularly hip-hop, in expressing his experiences and connecting with others.
Takeaways
- Addiction can have a profound impact on individuals and their families, but with support and the right mindset, recovery is possible.
- Finding hope and accepting help are crucial steps in the journey to recovery.
- The power of music, particularly hip-hop, can be a transformative tool for self-expression and connecting with others.
- Overcoming doubt and self-worth issues is essential in maintaining long-term recovery.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Background
02:25The Meaning of the Name Colicchie
04:22Early Life and Family Influence
06:09Introduction to Drugs and Addiction
08:01The Progression of Addiction
09:48Reaching the Lowest Point
12:08Family Support and Enabling
14:55Finding Hope and Faith
20:53Changes in the Recovery Effort
23:20Finding Hope and Conviction
25:48Continuing Battle and Transformation
28:06The Influence of Hip Hop
32:37Choosing the Hip Hop Genre
35:30The Impact of Music and Artists
Joe Nestor shares his journey from addiction and homelessness to recovery and faith. He talks about his struggles with crack and heroin addiction, his time living on the streets of Kensington, and the moment of hope that led him to seek help. Joe discusses the power of music in his recovery and how it has evolved to incorporate a message of faith. He emphasizes the importance of having faith in all aspects of life and the need for a deepening relationship with God. Joe also shares his personal life and the role of his family in his recovery journey.
Takeaways
- Addiction can lead to homelessness and a loss of hope, but recovery is possible with faith and support.
- Music can be a powerful tool in recovery, providing therapy and inspiration.
- Having faith in God and developing a relationship with Him is essential for true transformation and restoration.
- Sharing personal stories and experiences can inspire and bring hope to others who are struggling.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Background
01:02Joe's Journey into Addiction
02:02Homelessness in Kensington
07:00Surviving the Streets of Kensington
09:29Finding Hope and Making a Change
11:37The First Moment of Hope
12:07Starting the Journey to Recovery
17:06Leaving Home and Choosing Homelessness
20:26The Power of Music in Recovery
23:37Deepening Relationship with God
26:14Restoration and Surrender
29:07Expanding the Message in Music
30:49The Role of Music in Recovery
36:35Faith in Your Recovery
39:32Family and Personal Life
41:12In Your Presence - Song Explanation
This conversation explores Joe Nester's journey from a promising young musician and athlete to a life of addiction. Joe's early life was filled with love and support from his father and grandparents, but a turbulent relationship with his stepmother led to his expulsion from home. Seeking solace, Joe turned to drugs, starting with crack cocaine and eventually progressing to heroin. The conversation highlights the rapid descent into addiction and the impact it had on Joe's life.
Takeaways
- The influence of family and upbringing can shape a person's trajectory in life.
- Addiction can take hold quickly and have devastating consequences.
- The search for identity and purpose can lead individuals down destructive paths.
- Support and understanding from loved ones are crucial in overcoming addiction.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Welcome
02:30Early Life and Upbringing
06:05Passion for Music and Sports
10:07Discovering the Guitar
12:29First Guitar Hero and Musical Influences
14:08Taking Guitar Lessons
19:17Relationship with Father and Step-Mother
22:49Conflict with Step-Mother and Leaving Home
24:57Introduction to Crack Cocaine
30:42Transition to Heroin Addiction
In this episode, Randy Davis interviews Susan and Dave Kenney from Emergo Academy. They discuss the brain-first approach to recovery and the five principles of actualized recovery. They emphasize the importance of understanding neuroplasticity and the power of the brain to change. They also talk about the need to eliminate labels and victim mentality in order to take responsibility for one's own life. The goal of their book is to provide hope and happiness by unlocking the extraordinary in each individual. The book is accessible and can be pre-ordered on their website. In this conversation, Susan and Dave Kenney discuss the meaning of faith and its impact on personal growth. They emphasize the idea that events are happening for us, not to us, and that having faith in time allows us to become greater and more ourselves. Randy Davis expresses his gratitude for their clear explanation and the work they are doing to help others. The conversation concludes with a reminder to stay in the battle and keep seeking answers.
Takeaways
- The brain-first approach to recovery focuses on understanding neuroplasticity and the power of the brain to change.
- Labels and victim mentality can hinder personal growth and recovery.
- Taking responsibility for one's own life and choices is essential for true happiness and well-being.
- The book by Susan and Dave Kenney aims to provide hope and unlock the extraordinary in each individual. Faith means seeing events as happening for us, not to us.
- Having faith in time allows for personal growth and becoming more oneself.
- Expressing gratitude and acknowledging the impact of others' work is important.
- Stay persistent in seeking answers and don't give up too soon.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Welcome
01:02Introduction of Guests
02:12Emergo Academy and Crisis and Recovery Coach Warriors
03:21Meaning of Emergo and Unlocking the Extraordinary
04:41Personal Background and Mission
06:35Influence of Parents and Service
07:46Faith in Others and Encouragement
09:52Birth of Emergo and Brain First Approach
12:57Brain First Approach and Five Principles
15:34Acceptance of Brain First Approach
18:29Accessibility of the Book
20:17Goal of the Book
23:48Powerlessness and Labels
27:28Choosing Your Response and Victim Mentality
30:18Neuroplasticity and Changing Your Brain
33:17Teaching Children to Love Their Brain
37:21Addiction and Punishment
40:25Availability of the Book
42:28Faith in Your Recovery
43:34The Meaning of Faith
44:32Blessings and Impact
Her aim is to reach out to young people and women sharing her redemption story inspiring them to seek their identity in Christ, not the things of this world. Her past includes childhood trauma, prostitution, a fight with transgenderism, addiction, codependency, depression, anxiety, and more. Today her style of holy hip-hop along with her testimony wins the hearts of her listeners and ushers them into the presence of Jesus. Along with her husband Josh "Clean Slate" Hutchison has created New Path Ministries offering support to those battling substance use disorder.
Takeaways
- Finding true identity in Jesus Christ is essential for overcoming struggles and finding hope.
- Music can be a powerful tool for inspiring and encouraging others in their recovery journey.
- The support and accountability of a godly community are crucial for maintaining sobriety and spiritual growth.
- No matter how dark or broken our past may be, Jesus is always ready to extend His grace and offer a fresh start.
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Welcome
01:02Mallory Hutchison's Path to Recovery
02:00Mallory's Husband and Their Music
03:09Focusing on Jesus in Their Music
04:03Choosing Rap and Hip Hop Music
05:18Rapping About the Good Things
06:22Mallory's Favorite Genre Outside of Rap
07:30What Makes Mallory's Music Unique
08:20Female Rap Artists
09:28Mallory's Dark Past and Traumatic Experiences
14:12The Hardest Part to Break
17:46Life Changing Experience in Jail
20:06Encountering Jesus in Jail
22:10Bible Stories That Inspired Mallory
23:32The Power of Music and Its Influence
25:27The Responsibility of Using Music to Impact Others
26:20The Fear and Excitement of Performing
28:19Mallory's Career Goals in Music Ministry
29:14Finding True Identity in Christ
31:25Changing Identity and Overcoming Society's Influence
33:47Mallory's First Interview and Her Ministry
35:17Opening a Men's Home and Helping Veterans
37:07Faith in Your Recovery
37:58Closing Remarks
Early childhood abandonment, illegal street drugs, 23 years of addiction, violence, imprisonment, gang life, multiple overdoses, schizophrenia, PTSD, suicidal and homicidal actions were normal happenings in Josh's life. In desperation he cried out to Jesus and as He is known to do, Christ responded. Today, Josh has become a leading Christian hip-hop artist and shares his story and Christ's love wherever he is called. He is also highly involved with his wife Mallory, as a part of Narrow Path Ministries.
Chapters
00:00Introduction
01:27Guest Introduction
03:09Early Life and Childhood
04:37Struggles and Abandonment
06:39Drug Issues and Gang Life
08:38Violence and Prison Time
10:23Overdoses and Mental Health Struggles
13:09Encounter with God
17:36Music Career and Ministry
25:23Influence of Christian Hip Hop Artists
27:13The Impact of Clean Slate's Music
29:48Future of Christian Hip Hop
37:36Nonprofit Organization and Events
39:48Meaning of 'Faith in Your Recovery'
42:03Closing Remarks
In episode 121, Mark Kendall of Great White tells us his struggle with alcohol. As with all who seek sobriety, it was not easy for him to regain the control alcohol had taken from him. With the help of friends, loved ones, and fellow strugglers he found his way to daily sobriety. Mark makes no promises for the future but is totally committed to being sober today. Hunting for help? In this interview, Mark invites your contact and is willing to share his story and add you to his list of teammates on the journey to recovery.
42 years after beginning his music career Mark Kendall, lead guitarist of Great White, shares his story with us. In this episode, Mark gives insight into many of the known and unknown aspects of his profession. With a heritage in and an affinity for music and sharing it, he sacrificed connection with family and friends. He found his solace in the bottom of a bottle or an empty can. Alcohol was turning him into the man he didn't want to become. After several years of struggle and lying to those he loved most, he gave rehab a try. Once he committed to the steps and took his recovery to heart he found sobriety. This episode focuses on his professional life and persona it created.
Robert has fought the battle many males fight and has worked his way through it. Relational infidelity took it’s toll on his first two marriages. His journey to recovery began with honesty, authenticity and kindness. He owned his problem and recognized a personal need for self-care and openness. Today, he is working toward finishing strong in life. He is a man that listens, advises and shares help and hope with other men. His strong faith in God has seen him this far.
Dr Mike is a family therapist, addictions counselor and author that has a model program for those dealing with secondary trauma. He believes the family of someone struggling with addiction must change their approach and thinking to support a loved one in recovery. Having created behaviors and responses used with their loved one in active addiction, they must learn how to deal with a loved one in active recovery. Trust becomes as critical of a tool as ever. Here is more help and a contact for Dr Barnes that can move you to the next level.
Early in life Stefanie was sexually and physically abused many times. As with many, she turned to drugs to numb the pain and get her through. Always having a heart for Jesus, she followed him in profound ways from a young age and allowed Him to help and heal her. Today, she is a singer, author and sought after speaker offering women the light of Christ after their darkest experiences. She has written a 365 page devotional titled “Fear Not For You Are Redeemed.”
A train wreck waiting to happen pretty much describes Dezi's life. Both parents were extremely chemical dependent. She suffered from many of the results of parents being addicted. We are talking abuse, neglect, and more. It came to a point in her teen years that she had to choose whether to protect her mom or her daughter. She chose her daughter. Then following a failed suicide attempt she turned her life around through Christ and is now working toward being a certified peer recovery coach.
Faust believes that "faith" is a key element in recovery from anxiety, depression, trauma, addiction, and much more. He emphasizes that once you "have faith: fear nothing, you can overcome anything." His years as an addictions counselor in the prison system allowed him a far greater understanding of the struggle those in addiction face. He is the author of the "Fix Yourself Empowerment Series" that will guide you to becoming the master of your own destiny. Your struggle can be overcome.
Part two of Vernon's interview more than expresses his belief that recovery needs Jesus. One of the interesting things concerning Vernon's sharing is that it fits Christians as well as non-Christians, sinners and "saints." His words are filled with help and hope. His knowledge and understanding came from behind bars instead of in front of a computer.
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Vernon truly rates up there with those that get addiction and recovery. His metaphors and illustrations make his understanding very visual and touchable. His bottom-up approach toward recovery, child rearing and ministry are extremely helpful. Vernon's passion for people and love for those in recovery could not be contained in one episode. Don't miss next week's part 2!
Ken has fought a lifelong battle with alcohol and the issues it has caused. Intoxication cost him multiple DWI's, incarcerations and more. Once while in a state of drunken stupor, he unknowingly ran over his wife. Hear him explain his rock bottom and all its pains. For him, a relationship with Christ was the only way to sobriety. He continues to work on that closeness and offers himself to others through his involvement with A Better Life-Brianna's Hope.
Levi's story is similar to many as he grew up in a home filled with drugs and alcohol. His subsequent addiction led to years of incarceration and a near attempt on his own life. After finding the path to recovery, he stumbled more than once before he reached success. Today, he is a painting contractor and has found a passion for cutting hair, a trade he learned behind bars. He travels to events and provides the pride that goes with a new haircut as well as the word of God. His ministry is "1 Cut At A Time." (Matthew 11:28)
From abuse to anger to incarceration to constant physical confrontations to a moment with Jesus in cell block 4b. The transformation of listening to Christ's voice over the others in his head didn't happen overnight, but it happened. Daniel is now the founder and director of Disciple of Christ Ministries which includes quality affordable mechanical work on vehicles, a sober living facility, and more. As you listen to his story, Daniel will remind you that Christ is who/what makes all things possible.
We first met Scott in Ep30, please check out that episode for more of his story. He has gone from alcohol, marijuana and the "hard stuff" to sobriety and certification as a Peer Recovery Coach. His personal experiences have allowed him to understand the struggles of others. His former dark moments have helped him bring the light of recovery to others.
"You Are Not Depressed. You Are Un-finished." Not just a thought but the title and theme of a book written by today's guest, Dr. Ardeshir Mehran. This premise along with his Bill of Emotional Rights will help you understand depression and anxiety as well as force you to look anew at mental health issues. Educated at New York's Columbia University, inspired by Elvis Presley, and having experienced his own epiphany after struggling with personal depression, Dr Mehran provides the way to hope and even a cure. In the end, he offers applicable advice that can move you forward to a healthier life.
Donna shares with us her story of abandonment and neglect. Free lunches and eventual free breakfasts at school were her early survivor meals. As many others have experienced, as a result of family poverty she was looked down on, bullied and not well accepted. Her drive and God's presence saw her through her struggles and truly made her an overcomer. She made it from poverty to plenty and now helps others through her encouragement and benevolence. No, she has never dealt with addiction but offers powerful advice and proven insights for all strugglers.
Dealing with a situation where trust has been broken? Listen as Dr. Darryl Stickel, a world renown expert on trust, shares an answer for rebuilding. His ten-lever principle is a possible approach for everyone at every level when it comes to building or rebuilding trust. He shares with us the importance of understanding one another and our individual need for transparency. Whether the breakdown is in your family or society, there is a way to clarity & acceptance within healthy limits.
When was the last time you heard from someone trained, educated, and experienced in building trust? Dr. Darryl offers practical advise that can help foster closer relationships, lessen anxiety, and increase positive mental health. This episode will be valuable in your parenting, your professional life, personal attitude, and overall well-being. It is possible to rebuild trust. Join us.
Chad has a unique way of sharing his battle with alcohol. A battle that set him running for 2+ decades. He abandoned his family, his friends, and found himself totally broken by alcohol. After attending AA meetings with no investment and then leaving, God spoke to him to get back to the meetings. Six months later, he did so which forever changed his life, hope, and expectations. He is now employed by F. R. O. G. Ministry (Finding Recovery Options for Growth). He loves the opportunity to tell his story, offer hope, and help others find their recovery. https://frogrecovery.org/
Need advice and support from someone you can relate to? That would be Jeremey. He has truly been there, done that and has the scars to prove it. His life is evidence that #addictsdorecover. He doesn't proclaim to have the answer but does share what worked for him. He is a man of faith, addiction experience, and a believer in multiple pathways to recovery. Jeremey is now impacting lives as a certified recovery specialist.
In this podcast, the tables are turned and Randy is interviewed by Bishop Julius Trimble, Indiana United Methodist Church. This first aired on the Bishop's podcast "To Be Encouraged." Join us for part 2, a different perspective of our story.tobeencouraged.com/
In this podcast, the tables are turned and Randy is interviewed by Bishop Julius Trimble, Indiana United Methodist Church. This first aired on the Bishop's podcast "To Be Encouraged." Part 1 we share the story of how ABLBH & Faith In Your Recovery came to be. Join us for a different perspective of our story.https://tobeencouraged.com/
If the usage of alcohol has ever brought you problems this is a must hear episode. Dr Robb shares with us from his personal and professional experiences that have proven that are bringing success to his no nonsense approach to recovery. His personal story and spiritual encounter will wow you. His intellect and education will prove his understanding and knowledge. His recovery organization has a 90% success rate. That far exceeds the average hoped for rate of success. Be ready to be challenged, be given advice and receive a money back guarantee. This is the second part of two episodes so if you missed part one you will want to hear it.
If the usage of alcohol has ever brought you problems this is a must hear episode. Dr Robb shares with us from his personal and professional experiences that have proven that are bringing success to his no nonsense approach to recovery. His personal story and spiritual encounter will wow you. His intellect and education will prove his understanding and knowledge. His recovery organization has a 90% success rate. That far exceeds the average hoped for rate of success. Be ready to be challenged, be given advice and receive a money back guarantee. This is part one of two episodes you will not want to miss.
This episode is proof of our mantra that we are about “all things recovery.” Listen as RJ shares a quick review of his addiction years and clean time successes. Then he tells us about the “We Do Recover” event. It is a celebration of overcoming addiction with some of the recovery community’s top hip hop artists, speakers, and more. The event is scheduled for October 21, 2023, from 2pm-9pm at Monroe, IN. There is no entry fee. To hear RJ’s full story, revisit Ep16. If you have attended “We Do Recover” or plan to attend, leave us a comment!
Jason's story will open your eyes to the world of emergency medical personnel. You will hear of their heartaches and personal struggles. He shares with us some of the ways these "rescuers" cope with their stress. Jason has been in therapy for five years dealing with his past battles and is now at a good place in life. He presently leads Turning Point Madison County (and beyond). Hear of the difference he and his team are making. Go back to Ep10 and listen to Jason's earlier interview and see the difference. Following this interview, Jason interviewed our host, Randy, for his own podcast entitled Seize the Awkward.
Helpful links:
Turning Point Madison County
https://www.turningpointmadisoncounty.org/
Seize the Awkward podcast
https://rss.com/podcasts/run2/1095952/
This is a must hear interview with the Director of Perinatal Substance Use Disorder within the Community Health Network. Brooke is a true advocate for mothers with addiction issues that are also pregnant. Their primary goal is the health and safety of the mom and child. This is a program unlike any I have heard before. This team cares and is there 24/7 ready to help. They truly care about you and your future and will assist during your pregnancy and after birth. Hear the story of the Christmas tree pictures and the lives they touch. This is an incredible program and option.
Helpful link:
https://www.ecommunity.com/services/womens-care/pregnancy-and-planning/choice-pregnancy-substance-use-treatment-program
After several years on the addiction struggle bus, Michael decided he was finished with the battle. Hear how he laid his backpack, holding all of his possessions except the clothes on his back, down and began a new life with positive direction and goals. During stints of incarceration and homelessness, he wanted to get into recovery and took the next right step. A God moment at breakfast game him a hope and future as well as a plan. Michael advises dreams, written goals, and the promise to yourself that you will accomplish them.
After being a part of a tag team interview back on Ep10, we have been fortunate enough to be worked into Skip’s busy schedule again. After years of alcohol addiction, he found the God of his understanding and hasn’t looked back except to help others. For years he was a fireman dealing with hurt, pain, and loss many of us will never encounter. Alcohol seemed to ease the pain of the many snapshots of trauma that run through his mind. After overcoming that false encourager, he now gives his experience and knowledge as a member of Turning Point Madison County where he helps many people in life altering situations.
Caroline shares with us from the mountains of Eastern Tennessee. As a result of her personal battles with drugs, education, and efforts she has become a true advocate for those in recovery. Her faith is the foundation from which she battles the battle. She shares that moment with God that occurred after a car accident and how it changed her direction and thinking. There’s no tough question left unanswered in this interview. Join us as this episode really helps emphasize our interest in all things recovery. Helpful links:Connect with her @carolinebeidler_official and https://www.facebook.com/carolinebeidlermswHer new book Downstairs Church: Finding Hope in the Grit of Addiction and Trauma Recovery is available anywhere you buy books. With almost 20 years in leadership within social work and ministry, she is currently the Membership and Outreach Manager for the Association of Recovery in Higher Education. She is also a team writer for the Grit and Grace Project and blogger at the global recovery platform In the Rooms, along with founder and visionary of the annual International Women’s Day Global Recovery Event presented by the SHE RECOVERS Foundation.
Monica joins us for a second podcast. She briefly shares her story of struggles and challenges during her time of active addiction. Revisit episode 4 for her full recovery story. Today, Monica is a true advocate for recovery and busy guiding others on their journey to recovery and a better life. In this episode, Monica provides hints and tips of all types for those effected by addiction. She answers questions about harm reduction, signs that might point toward addiction, myths about certain recovery strategies, and more. She shares her wisdom, experiences, and education in order to help us better understand and fight the battle for ourselves and our loved ones.
Jeff’s story begins with abandonment by his birth father. In an attempt to be loved, accepted, valued, and more his journey led to 23 years of alcohol and drug abuse. Then came a transforming relationship with Christ and the rest is victory and recovery. Jeff is now a true advocate and leader in the recovery community and is presently the Rehab Program Director of the Guest House in New Castle, IN.
This is a unique episode as we announce the availability of our book and share its birth and purpose. Randy explains how it came about and the go to resource we believe it will become. "Recovery Conversations with Randy Davis" addresses many of the questions you don't know how to ask. Volume one tells the stories of those who shared their lived experiences with us. On this episode, Randy interviews our publisher, Melissa Davis, and hears how the effort has impacted her.
17 year-old Wyatt doesn't struggle with addiction but watched his dad, Jason, battle those monsters. In late April, the day before Wyatt's prom and prior to his high school graduation, Jason died from an overdose. Wyatt was one of the first on the scene and did all he could. He now recognizes his story can make a difference and wants it heard. You will hear his hurt, loss, and love for his father as he shares. Our question is, does any of his story sound familiar to you or someone you know?
Ashley offers insightful advice for those with loved ones dealing with the struggles of addiction. When in high school she lost a dear friend during a drunk driving accident. Unfortunately, the losses of friends and family drove her to her own darkness of depression and anxiety. Therapy helped her step into the light. Her problems ignited her passion to help those battling addiction. Ashley believes “addiction is a brain disease, and also a family disease.” She truly believes recovery is possible.Helpful links:https://getradiant.org/
In an effort to bring you all things recovery, Kat shares with us from the perspective of a mom that lost a son to addiction. She speaks of the early concerns, signs, and struggles. Of course, there are the shoulda, coulda, wouldas, but also the recognition that we are responsible for our own choices. You don't want to miss her wise advice to parents of a struggler. Join us.
His next step would determine death or rehab. For 27 years, this former US Marine and MMA fighter fought bi-polar disorder, alcohol/drug addiction, and several suicide attempts. His cry for a sign of someone who cared brought a spirit chill moment that led him to discover his purpose and passion in life. Tim is now a highly sought after inspirational speaker sharing a word of hope for those battling mental health issues or addiction.
Helpful links:
Instagram: @tlodgen
@theoverwatchcollective
@rockstar_testimony
Early in life Sam had issues with people of authority. This mixed with alcohol and drugs sent him on an early collision course and multiple struggles. Listen and read about his battle with addiction. Through AA and step one of recognizing a Higher Power “it allowed him to negotiate a cease fire with the enemy.” He is now becoming more of the person he believes he was created to be.
In need of encouragement and hope? Join us for this interview with Darlesia. She shares her personal story and tells us about her Haute Harvest High Fashion where you will experience an evening of music, stories, diversity, and fun woven together and artfully accomplished. Join Darlesia and her team of models that have fought their own battles and are ready to celebrate newfound confidence.
Event:
at Sapphires Event Center in Portland, IN on June 3, 2023. Proceeds go to Jay County Drug Prevent Coalition. This is the first of what will become an annual event! Click here for your $10 ticket!
Monkey has suffered more than his share of losses of family and friends. In a period of a few short months, he had several family members & closest of friends overdose and die. After battling alcohol since the age of eleven, he is finally turning it around and is a true asset to the recovery community in Anderson, Indiana.
Monica shares her experience with addiction & recovery while being a mother and major supporter for those around her.
WARNING: CONTAINS DISTURBING CONTENT THAT MIGHT NOT BE SUITABLE FOR ALL EARS.Josh’s struggles began at the age of 10 after a sexual assault at the hands of his bus driver. The incident led to much pain, confusion, and bitterness which he masked with alcohol. It was his initial and most successful coping tool until it wasn’t. After hating life with attempts to end it, he cried out to God and was heard. Now with 80+ days clean for the first time since addiction took over his life, he is a changed person recognizing God is why.
Dustin describes his life as having gone from liability to asset. He has turned pieces into peace and recognizes a newly found value and worth that he couldn't see. Listen as he shares his experiences of painful loss, separation from family, couch surfing and incarceration. His journey to recovery has been a path filled with struggle and challenges. A 14-month recovery residency including a job that fed his positive attitude along with his Higher Power, God, has made a difference.
When Heather's parents thought her safe place was under the kitchen table. From there she could see the lighted picture of Christ. Constantly on a search for love, she thought "if I do what they're doing, they will love me." It didn't work, but instead it led to years of alcohol, pills and more. After multiple attempts at suicide by drugs, she asked Christ for one more chance and got it. Today, Heather is highly involved with reaching out to others in the recovery community by providing healthy options, guidance and support. willowsplace.org
It started with marijuana, went to alcohol, and the abuse of Xanax with multiple other pills and drugs. It cost Courtney her children then several incarcerations. After a tremendous struggle she finally decided she was done. God’s presence washed over her, and she started the road to recovery. She began taking back what was hers, including her life and her three children.
Alcohol was the monster Derek battled. He grew up in a home where mom and dad both drank heavily. He suffered abandonment, abuse, neglect and was punished over the slightest mistakes. In high school, he found alcohol to be a coping tool. His love for it cost him the dream of becoming a Marine. He spent more than twenty-five years heavily drinking. A porch encounter with God moved him from one foot in the recovery effort and one foot int the world to being all in. His story reminds us there is always a better life waiting and how we must work to find it.
Amber was a product of kids raising kids and because of that, spent much time with her grandparents. Both parents were party people and enjoyed their drinks. After their divorce, Amber dropped out of school, met Cory, dated, got pregnant, married him and life went well until she discovered Cory's addictions. Following his death as 23, she turned to marijuana and pills. She then got into an abusive relationship and her drug usage got worse. Hear her tell the path of recovery she followed by finding Christ. She is now an advocate for seeking resources for women incarcerated in a facility with no true recovery and support resources.
Ever wondered if recovery was possible or what it would even look like? Are we destined to always be seen as fitting under one label even though people change every day? Join us as Tyler does what every parent tries to require out of their child: be an example. Allow Tyler to show you an example of what recovery could look like. Hear the conviction in his voice as he speaks about his changes, motivations, insight on recovery maintenance and more.
Have you ever found yourself with a strong desire to fit in? To just feel within you that you do really belong? Have you ever experienced one/some of life's challenges and really not know how to handle it? Greg shares with us his childhood struggles and the choices he made in efforts to cope. He opens up for the first time about suicidal thoughts and gives insight as to what pulled him through. Need a recovery story? Greg has one for you.
Think you’ve had a tough upbringing? Maybe you do, but Dawn certainly did. She was an adoptee that grew up in a parental “war zone.” She was pregnant at 12 and had a child at 13. She was tricked out by her mother at an early age. She then discovered the relief that drugs could bring. Further down the road, together with her husband, they built a drug empire. She had a 4-year-old son murdered in front of her, over $48.58 during a mugging within feet of their home. She was nearly beaten to death with a crowbar and found God while in prison. Once a product of the projects, she now dares to dream and has found a life helping her community and others. This interview is not for the squeamish.
For Andy, the battle was a search for identity and self-esteem. It began after a belittling incident in sixth grade. I am talking about how a swirly changed his life and outlook. At the age of 13, he began his drinking by experiencing vodka with a friend. He then moved on to marijuana, followed by cocaine. There were then several incarceration incidents and multiple losses. The lights on moment for Andy came while on a trip to Haiti. He is now actively involved in the recovery community and helping others.
Sean’s drinking began at an early age as a means of “relieving stress” and “taking away the pain.” It would become his lifestyle for the next 30+ years. At 15, he became a gang member on Chicago’s south side. That gave him the sense of acceptance, friendship, and love that he longed for at home. He watched numerous friends gunned down, had a brother take his own life, experienced a total of 10 years incarcerated, lost two marriages and his children. Sean has been sober since September 6, 2019 and is working toward his mother’s dream that he become a preacher or drug counselor. His life is now about God, recovery, and giving to others.
In this episode Tara Allred, widow of Eric Allred, shares his story with us. Eric was scouted by multiple professional baseball teams before his battle with drugs and subsequent lifestyle kicked in. Abused from an early age, he searched for belonging and acceptance, finding it where many do. An enforcer for dealers, Eric ended up with several years behind bars. His turn around moment came when he was shot five times and while lying on the street near death had a face-to-face encounter with Christ. Tara shares how his life turned from enforcer to Evangelist. This is God stuff. This is recovery stuff. Thank you, Tara.
Tara advises that we “play the tape through”, meaning before making a choice look at the possible results. Her first marriage was where she started drinking for fun which turned into drinking for survival. Experiencing repeated domestic violence, mental abuse, and the “nobody will ever want you now” speech, Tara had lost all self-worth and replaced it with co-dependency and depression. That allowed the darkness to move in and made God’s light difficult to see. Her battle was real. Today, her faith is far bigger than her fear in the same way that her will for recovery is stronger than her addiction.
Ep66 Heather Anderson
Heather is proof that addicts do recover. Addiction is in her heritage, experiences with marijuana, alcohol, meth, abusive relationships, attempted suicide and drug dealing led to three prison incarcerations. Then a moment on her knees forever changed her direction and her focus of recovery over addiction. Heather is now gainfully employed in the recovery field and is continuing to rebuild relationships. She is now living above her past and celebrating life.
Helpful Links:
https://www.turningpointmadisoncounty.org/
If there was ever a reason to turn to drugs or alcohol in order cope with living, this life was it. Nicole’s childhood was filled with abuse and neglect. At age 9, she started drinking, caught her first criminal case at 14 and was in prison by age 25. She lost her brother to PTSD from Iraq and then to suicide. The father of her daughters died. Her sister was murdered. Her mom suffered a mental breakdown. She has fought, clawed, scratched her way to a new life. Through the method of “Spoken Word” her Nicole share how she has risen above her past and now looks forward to each breath.
Funny how life can change. Megan was a mom of four, a 911 dispatcher, very anti-drug & alcohol, and a master of denial. As a result of childhood drama, physical & mental abuse by her husband, and a start with Mike’s Hard Lemonade her world turned. She lost a child at 18weeks into her pregnancy, was often blackout drunk, and using about any drug she could find. Hear how she found her way to 18 months drug free and 7 months alcohol free as well as her renewed love for life. She doesn’t hesitate to remind herself how, because of God she doesn’t have to do this alone.
“You will never (again) walk, talk, write, communicate clearly or function normally." This is what Mike was told after taking a hammer to the head over a $20 deal gone bad. Twenty years of addiction, eight years of homelessness, failed attempts at suicide, several years in the ICU and months of being referred to as “John Doe,” is how he existed before an encounter with God. Mike was at a point physically where his only communication skill was listening. As God spoke, Mike did just that. Like the hummingbird that science says can’t fly flies, Mike recovered. He is now an author, sought-after speaker and the director of a not for profit providing food, hope, resources and recovery to many.
Helpful links:
www.recoveryarmyoutreach.com
Podcast: “The Stigma Ends Here”
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/OfficialRecoveryMike
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@NextLevelMovementLLC
Though his battle with addiction was 30 plus years, Jonny is now nine years clean of all addictive substances. Following years of homelessness in Denver, Colorado, including two years under a bridge, his recovery journey can be traced to its origin on a jail floor. It was during that time that through a jail chaplain he connected with Christ. Jonny believes had it not been for that moment, he wouldn’t be where he is today. He now shares his story through recovery events, Celebrate Recovery and in this episode gives great advice to parents whose children are battling addiction.
Recognizing that our family of listeners and supporters is constantly expanding, we wanted to introduce A Better Life-Brianna’s Hope and our podcast, Faith In Your Recovery, in a more intimate way. This is the story of how it all began and how we are continuing to support and impact the lives of those journeying the numerous paths to recovery. In this episode, you will find vital information on how to contact us so we can help you start a chapter, locate resources for addiction, how to possibly be on the podcast, or information you may want to pass along to a friend that is struggling.
Helpful links:
ABLBH website: https://www.ablbh.org/
Podcast email: podcast@ablbh.org
ABLBH email: info@ablbh.org
Phone: 260-766-2006
Ep60 Lorra Archibald & Chris Ward
On this episode, Randy interviews a former nurse turned prevention specialist, along with recovery advocate, Chris Ward. In this effort to combat the pain and the drain that go with addiction/SUD, Lorra and her team have helped create a community wide effort involving law enforcement, the judicial system, health care, peer recovery coaches and more. As a peer recovery coach, Chris is a front-line combatant against the bias and stigma that accompanies addiction. What had been a squeaky-clean child became a battle against addiction as a result of 13 months of pain relievers for an IED accident while serving our country in Iraq. Chris shares the God moments and his reliance on John 3:30 which says, “He must become greater I must become less.”
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Andy has been knocked down and bounced back more times than most could survive. At age 13 he began drinking from his folks left over party stash. He then started using pills to help alleviate his scoliosis pain. Though he was able to put the pills aside, alcohol became his battle. Legal problems, incarceration, broken relationships, isolation, depression, and PTSD related anxieties became the battlefield. Now 19 months sober, he is living his “best life.” He is reconnecting with God, finding peace, and living life filled with hope.
Ep58 Mat Pazzarelli part 3
This is the third and final episode of the Mat Pazzarelli story. Mat, aka John Franzese Jr., was a 15-year member of the New York City Mafia. His life was filled with favor, wealth, addiction, major losses, homelessness, and forgiveness. In this episode, Mat shares of his trust in God, renewal of family relationships, his time in the witness protection program and his present work as he strives to help other strugglers. Out of Mat’s love of family and love of God, his story will touch your heart and your life. After hearing this episode, you will want to connect with episodes 56 & 57.
Resources:
https://www.prana-group.co/
Welcome to part two of Mat's life of crime, addiction and forgiveness. In this episode, Mat shares pieces of his fifteen years in the Mafia. Then he tells of his fall into addiction, personal losses, homelessness and moments of recognition of God's intervention. His story goes from a life of lavish living to subway survival and eventually restoration. Mat's open, casual and real approach to his interviews will make you go back to the pervious episode. Next week, Mat wraps this up by telling us how he found forgiveness, reconciliation and renewed HOPE.
John Franzese, Jr. a former member of the New York City Columbo crime family and son of New York City's former mob boss, John "Sonny" Franzese, Sr. John's early life was filled with power, privilege, lavish wealth, hanging with notables and was followed by addiction, homelessness and struggle.
When John's dad was in his 90's, he made the tough decision to become an FBI informant and his testimony in court sent his father to prison for eight plus years. Shortly after Sonny was released at the age 100, the two met and both forgave the other.
After years in the witness protection program, thus the name Mat Pazzarelli, John left its protection to tell his story.
Donnie Foster gives us a unique approach to discussing addiction and recovery in today’s episode, and we thank him for sharing his story with us. Growing up in an abusive household which led him to burning his house down in an attempt to kill his step-father and step-brother, eventually landing him in a psychiatric facility receiving electric shock therapy. Later he would run away and live on the streets of LA, homeless, for the next four years before joining the military. When the military failed him, he found himself in a bikergang; drinking, drugging, partying, and committing crime. He then found himself in prison for 12.5 years, just three doors down from the infamous Charles Manson. When he was released on parole he went back to Indiana where his mother was located, and this is when things began to turn around. He began ministering at a correctional facility and was then able to start rebuilding his relationship with his mother. He now says, “I don’t go back no more, I progress forward.”
John Humphries’ desire for his girls to have a better upbringing is what helped him steer toward the path of recovery. He tried many different “band-aids” to fight his emptiness which included an array of drugs and the unhealthy relationships that tend to come with them. During one of those attempts, he stood up to walk to his methadone dose but stopped with his arms stretched out to his sides he said,” Jesus Christ, if you’re real, I want to believe but I don’t. But I am hurting so bad right now, and if you’re real, I need you now. I have tried everything. I need you now.” Join us to hear what happened next. Addiction and Recovery are just as unique as each individual created. This episode is yet another testimony to recovery and the many roads to get there.
John Humphries’ desire for his girls to have a better upbringing is what helped him steer toward the path of recovery. He tried many different “band-aids” to fight his emptiness which included an array of drugs and the unhealthy relationships that tend to come with them. During one of those attempts, he stood up to walk to his methadone dose but stopped with his arms stretched out to his sides he said,” Jesus Christ, if you’re real, I want to believe but I don’t. But I am hurting so bad right now, and if you’re real, I need you now. I have tried everything. I need you now.” Join us to hear what happened next. Addiction and Recovery are just as unique as each individual created. This episode is yet another testimony to recovery and the many roads to get there.
Maurice Kojack Fuller - Episode 53
Maurice Kojack Fuller, Mr. Basketball, of Anderson, IN went from the top of his game as a basketball superstar, living off the addiction of attention from his talents, to prison for seven and a half years. People didn’t know what was going on off the court, that Fuller had his first child by freshman year, his second by sophomore year, and his third by his senior year. After selling drugs to support his children, which landed him in prison with a 30 years sentence, it was God who set him free and helped him make the change he had always wanted to make. Now he lives a life in ministry and helping others break free from what others think they should be and making M.O.N.E.Y. (Moving Obstacles Now for Every Youth) happen.
Michael Baer - Episode 52
Although Michael Baer doesn’t have a history of addiction himself, he chooses to be in the business of flipping turtles - the act of coming together with a group of people to help someone “get back on their feet”. After working in ministry and as a science teacher, he realized that he could help others because he could see the signs of addiction festering in these young people. He may not have lived experiences, but he chooses to listen to those who have so he can learn how to best assist them on their journeys to sobriety. He is a proponent of the “bonus family” concept for those who need to move beyond their lives and relationships from their addiction and works every day to be a part of someone’s healing.
Courtney Thompson - Episode 51
At just nine years old Courtney Thompson had her first taste of alcohol. By the time she was fourteen she was drinking from the moment woke up, until she couldn’t even stand up at night. After witnessing her mother’s abusive relationship, she found herself in one when she tried to make her escape from a neglectful home at just eighteen. She says that she was drinking to “speed up the process” because she didn’t want to be alive anymore, but everything turned around when she found her bonus family. She now celebrates nine months sober and is prepared to continue her sobriety journey with the help of the people she surrounds herself with today.
Kristen Smith - Episode 50
Kristen Smith is the Director of House of Shiffra, a transitional house for women struggling with addiction and/or coming out of incarceration. Smith was living in active addiction since she was thirteen; starting out with marijuana and alcohol eventually led her to opiates and eventually methamphetamines. Her rock bottom was when she was living in abandoned houses and stealing cars to get by. She was arrested for auto theft, and what she says was by the grace of God, the owner did not press charges. The date of her arrest became her sober date and she will celebrate six years of sobriety this upcoming March.
Sarah Thomas - Episode 49
Sarah Thomas visited us all the way from Auburn, IN to share her story, because she believes it to be an important thing to dismantle the stigma around addiction for those who battle it, and their loved ones. From starting her addiction journey at 14 years old, blacking out in Juarez, Mexico, to abusing methamphetamines, she finally found sobriety in her early forties. It took multiple attempts from her family, stays in various sober living homes, and a near death car crash, but she celebrates over six years of sobriety now! She is now a leading member of Team Hope, a group affiliated with Brianna’s Hope.
Visit www.ablbh.org for addictions resources & more
Dean Jewell - Episode 48
Dean Jewell of Indianapolis began his addiction journey when he was just 13 years old, after having a taste of spiked punch. This led to years of daily drinking, experimenting with marijuana, and eventually stealing pain pills from his mother during her battle with cancer. His addiction didn’t slow down when he went to college, and in fact, began his journey with dealing and multiple arrests. After losing 17 jobs and living in 8 different homes, he finally found himself living with a sober, Christian man that helped him turn it all around - but it took a near death experience to start that journey. Today, Jewell is 40 years sober, married, and working in a substance abuse organization, helping those who struggle just as he had.
Jeff Williams of Anderson, IN is not only the pastor of Trinity Community Church, but is also the Director of Reclamation Staffing. RS is a Christian based temp agency that aims to connect people with God and those who have a history of incarceration with employers. This 600 hour program has a light at the end of the tunnel that offers those who complete it a full time position with benefits, continuing to help them in their post-release lives. Williams says that RS gives second, third, or as many chances to succeed in the program as the individual needs.
Email: info@reclamationstaffing.org
Phone: 765-374-4701
1103 Broadway St.
Anderson, IN 46012
Kim Odom woke up and beat her addiction when faced with 30 plus years from several drug related charges and the loss of a close friend to addiction. After participating in a RWI (recovery while incarcerated) program while incarcerated for two and a half years, she’s been able to turn her life around and live a life that she doesn’t want to escape from. Odom is now three years sober, certified as a peer recovery specialist, and sponsors three others in the Muncie chapter of Brianna’s Hope. She leaves you with this, “Your trauma does not define you, it’s what happened to you.”
www.ablbh.org
Tony Owens has found an inner peace after years of battling addiction with drugs and alcohol. Marijuana was how it began, when he couldn’t get high anymore, crack was his new vice, and in order to get off crack he started drinking. After losing his father to cancer and his mother to suicide, he stumbled in his recovery from marijuana use and found himself at literal “rock bottom” – drunk in a crawl space and needing to finally ask for help. Faith in Tony’s recovery means waking up everyday and praying to Jesus Christ, that’s how he knows he’ll have another good day because he’s not doing this alone.
Tony Owens has found an inner peace after years of battling addiction with drugs and alcohol. Marijuana was how it began, when he couldn’t get high anymore, crack was his new vice, and in order to get off crack he started drinking. After losing his father to cancer and his mother to suicide, he stumbled in his recovery from marijuana use and found himself at literal “rock bottom” – drunk in a crawl space and needing to finally ask for help. Faith in Tony’s recovery means waking up everyday and praying to Jesus Christ, that’s how he knows he’ll have another good day because he’s not doing this alone.
Kelsey Aaron - Episode 43a:
Kelsey Aaron of Indianapolis is the Area Director for the American Foundation of Suicide Prevention. After having three generations of suicide, she was finally able to connect with AFSP after hearing the phrase, “suicide prevention,” for the first time in her life at age twenty-five, thirteen years after her father’s suicide. Her mission is to provide the resources for those who may be suffering or have someone in their lives that is suffering.
Helpful Links:
https://afsp.org/
https://afsp.org/indiana
Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 or 1-800-273-TALK
Crisis Text Line: 741-741
Joel Lovell - Episode 43b:
Joel Lovell of the UK is a full time electrician and works with Pete Lewin Newfoundlands representing their good work with therapy dogs and swims in the US. Growing up without a father in his life, losing a friend in a drunk driving accident, bullying from coworkers that led to a near-death experience, and several suicide attempts, he knew he needed help and a change. After telling his mother what he was going through, he had his first therapy swim with the dogs, and has been working on healing his mental health since.
Helpful Links:
http://petelewinnewfoundlands.co.uk/index.html
https://www.facebook.com/PeteLewinNewfoundlands/
https://afsp.org/
Tammy Lundy - Episode 42a
Tammy Lundy of Indianapolis is a powerful voice in the suicide prevention community. Tammy’s daughter fell victim to the perfect storm of depression and losing her father to suicide the year prior, leading to her own suicide. This pushed Tammy to become a volunteer for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention and speak up when she sees someone else struggling. Taking the initiative to check in on those around her is Tammy’s motto, “It doesn’t take much to ask someone how they are doing.”
Helpful Links:
https://afsp.org/
John Wilcock - Episode 42b
John Wilcock of Newcastle, UK, shares his connection to the FDIC and other rescue organizations in this exciting and educational episode. After meeting Pete Louin, he began supplying water rescue equipment to the FDIC and Pete’s educational program. This program covers water safety and newfoundland dog therapy, helping to rescue people both physically and mentally.
Could you imagine never relapsing once you decide to get sober? Well, Russ Reimer of Manatoba, Canada did just that after a nightly bender and hasn’t had a drop in 13 years since. Reimer is a volunteer assistant chief firefighter, career fire department paramedic, father, and believer. Today, he leads his chapter for Firefighters for Christ and proclaims that he would do anything for Jesus, even giving someone in need his very own kidney.
Larry Musselman’s recovery journey is one of many trials and triumphs. His addiction spawned from an experience of molestation as a child and manifested in adolescent marijuana and alcohol abuse, which eventually led to harder alcohol, pills, and methamphetamines. After a string of arrests for dealing narcotics and prescription pad exploitation, he was sentenced to fourteen years of incarceration. During his five and a half years in prison, he “died to himself” and gave his life over to Christ - marking the beginning of life as a new man. He then became a pastor, served as director for Celebrate Recovery program, and works as a peer support specialist meeting people where they are and helping them along the way.
Tyler was a self-avowed weekend warrior that digressed into a daily user. He didn’t know a better way to deal with his self-worth and feelings of abandonment. After a 10–15-day total blackout, he committed to a 72-hour hospital stay. After a long period of "white knuckling”, he recently celebrated one year clean from all substance use. He wants other strugglers to know that they are worth it and there is hope.
After 29 years in the industry, and 24 years at his current department in Illinois, Chris Kozak shares his battle with not only fires, but also his mental health. After attempting suicide in 2020, he entered rehabilitation at The Center for Excellence and was able to use the tools given to him there, and the help of his wife, to venture on his road to recovery. He was met with overwhelming support when he returned to the department, especially since the year prior they had lost a fellow firefighter. Today, Kozak is associated with the Worldwide Peer Support organization and has plans to retire to Arizona in three years.
Helpful Links: www.iaffrecoverycenter.com/ www.worldwidepeersupport.org/
Michael Murphy of Ravenna, OH has battled fires, the dark web, his mental health, and the demons of addiction for himself and his loved ones. He had to retire from the career that had become his identity after suffering an injury, causing him to lose a part of himself and eventually break. After attending the IAFF Center of Excellence, he began his recovery journey from the traumas he had been stacking up for years. Murphy is now connected with the Worldwide Peer Support organization and works to help other first responders heal their mental health, fight addiction, and grow beyond their PTSD.
You can follow him on TikTok @thepersoniamtoday
Helpful Links: www.iaffrecoverycenter.com/
www.worldwidepeersupport.org/
A pastor, firefighter and medical first responder - Joshua Putnam is a man of his word, family, and community. Growing up as a missionary kid, he found himself traveling across the US with his parents to serve various communities and churches. However, most of these small churches didn’t have youth groups that could help him connect, which spurred his desire to reach as many people in his community as possible. Putnam has used that desire to serve all areas of his community, not just the church, allowing him to lead more people to Christ, his true mission. He doesn’t want to be remembered as a firefighter, a pastor, or any other title, he wants to be remembered, “as one who showed the love of Christ.”
How do you cope when your dad is an alcoholic and you never know “who” he will be when he arrives home from work? How do you cope with being bullied and seeing your mom horribly mistreated? Austin turned to alcohol, weed, pills, meth, heroin, and self-inflicted pain. Can you imagine asking someone to slam the trunk on your hand? Now, Austin turns to God and his recovery family.
Shane has spent a great deal of his life searching for connection and acceptance. Though he drank alcohol and used pot, his struggle escalated when he witnessed a friend take his own life. For much of his life, Shane was in and out of jail and prison. When he was 34, he was facing 45 years of incarceration. He credits drug court/problem solving court with saving his life. On May 1, 2022, Shane will celebrate 3 years of being clean. He readily admits the pain and struggle brought on when chasing recovery.
From being rejected by a church, planning his suicide, being saved by a diner breakfast, to nearly dying in a fire, Jason Sautel finally accepted Christ as his savior in this rollercoaster of a podcast. Author of The Rescuer: One Firefighter’s Story of Courage, Darkness, and the Relentless Love That Saved Him, Sautel, shares with us a glimpse into his abusive childhood, traumas from firefighting, suicidal ideation, and how it all eventually led him through his self recovery by finding the true rescuer - Christ.
https://jasonsautel.com/
After 2 suicide attempts, years of drinking in secrecy, and spending days at a time with no sleep Anthony File finally acknowledged his addiction and need for recovery. He spent 47 days in a rehab facility before returning to his fire department as a new man – even saying, “They took a part of me and wiped it clean.” File isn’t ashamed of his addiction, but he is glad to be beyond it and 20 months (at time of recording) sober now.
“My life has been one miracle after another,” states Yendy Gonzalez of Miami, FL. This rafter turned firefighter shares his tumultuous journey across the ocean from Cuba to the U.S. when he was just 5 years old, his time in a refugee camp in Guantanamo Bay, and ultimately, how it all led to his discovery and acceptance of Christ in this first installment of the FDIC series. Although his story of recovery is not traditional, he went from viewing himself as the hero, to seeing Christ as the true hero of his story.
From “hopeless desperation” to true inspiration, Scott has been there, done that and has the scars to prove it. After 19 years of addiction to alcohol of all types, weed, benzos and various opioids, Scott is now managing a house for men and producing his own podcast, “You’re Not Alone.”
The passing of his father sent Timothy down a path that required a dirty furnace filter to get him turned around. After 20 years of marijuana and multiple other drugs, Timothy found himself homeless and living under a bridge. There, he met his help and hope. That was followed with someone that loved him when he didn’t love himself. From there, he was able to move forward to the person in recovery he is today.
Tara’s early life was filled with chaos including sexual abuse, a mom on opiates, and confusion about who her biological father was. Then, there was a pregnancy at a young age and later the loss of a child. To deal with it all, she turned to opiates, meth and more. After her arrest for dealing, she found only a Bible in her cell and came to realize that was all she needed. By her story, you will witness that the Tara of yesterday is not the Tara of today.
Early on, Brandon dealt with emotional issues, a lack of self-confidence, abandonment, and physical challenges. What began with alcohol and marijuana turned into hallucinogens, cocaine, heroin, and meth. Two and a half years in prison got Brandon’s attention, as there he connected with Jesus and started to find hope and a future. Now, Brandon is a happily married man with two daughters and is thriving through his work in the field of recovery.
Rachelle’s story is a prime example of the damage that can be done due to trauma and adverse childhood experiences. The death of her 4-year-old brother completely changed the dynamics of her childhood. Whether it was marijuana, pills, heroin, bath salts or meth, Rachelle battled it. During one of her many times of incarceration, she first started talking to God during a 68 day stay in isolation. Her pent-up anger was often released on others. This same Rachelle is now a Peer Recovery Coach with a heart that desires to pay it forward by helping others.
For years, Angela fought her own battle with drugs and alcohol. Now, she and her husband, Brandon, are raising their two grandchildren due to their parents’ addiction issues. After failed marriages, marijuana, pills, alcohol, and speed Angela took off for Florida with a plan to end her brokenness. Yet, God intervened and didn’t let it happen. After a song on Joy FM radio out of Union City, IN/OH, Angela experienced a stirring that saw her through and continues to do so. Hear how this grandma is raising her grandkids and witnessing God through it all.
From everyone else’s fault to ownership. From separation and isolation to community. Sean shares with us his battle with alcohol and substances but also, he shares his transformation. In his words, he was a drunk tweaker stealing yard gnomes and now he is 9 years clean and sober.
Tiktok @ cleanandsober_dad
Connect with Sean on Instagram @g1ll1m
Snapchat gillim1988
www.facebook.com/sirgizzim
Davvin, a self-proclaimed “Daddy’s Girl,” first started using in 2012 and did so for the next seven years. What began with pills quickly escalated to meth and led to jail and prison. She had experienced physical and mental abuse and often turned to her drugs for the numbing effect. Davvin is a strong advocate of Drug Court and A Better Life-Brianna’s Hope. In this interview, she tells the story of how she was able to help save a life through the use of Narcan.
Joe shares with us wonderful and pertinent information concerning medically assisted treatment or MAT. His explanation gives us a far better understanding of what it is about. He explains that harm reduction model and its strengths. Joe is employed by “Groups-Recover Together,” a national organization with several Indiana offices. He is an advocate for the regulated usage of suboxone and tells us how it works. He is a strong believer in the importance of “winning each day.”
How many times can tragedy strike? Ever had a loved one stolen from you by a murder or suicide? Ever lost a son to addiction? When Kevin was 5 years old, his mother was murdered by his stepfather. He then lost a brother to a car accident. His 17-year-old son was shot and killed over a $20 bag of marijuana. Within the same year, another son died of a fentanyl laced overdose. Kevin shares his hurt, his loss, and his heart in a very raw and real way. You will want to hear the phone call Kevin has recorded from his oldest son. Hear how Kevin is dealing with all of this by reaching out to help others .Kevin's groups:
www.facebook.com/groups/andonsblessings/
www.facebook.com/groups/430752438…/438369674438999
Jackie weaves this story of sexual abuse, rape, family mental health issues, drugs, and tragic death of her brother into a final moment of peace and hope that will speak to your heart. Drugs affected Jackie from birth. Her mom struggled with addiction and mental health issues; Jackie had her own challenges with about every drug. And she lost a brother to overdose. A brother that was father, a loving person, a veteran and more. Jackie shares her story and the story of trying to reach her brother before it was too late. One of her greatest battles in that was leaving the brother she loved so much to experience homelessness. This story is one you wont soon forget.
Lindsey Rogers-bio
Lindsey is the mother of two. She first connected with her husband to be, Daniel, while in third grade. Years later, they were married, became the parents of Lilly, and eventually divorced. Daniel was a self-proclaimed weekend warrior and lost his battle with drugs to an overdose. Following the divorce, Lindsey connected with Justin and together they gave birth to Jamison Watson. Two weeks after the birth, Justin died of an overdose.
When is the last time, if ever, you heard a sixteen-year-old share their story of heartache, heartbreak, and confusion created by a father in addiction? Hear the pain brought by her parent’s divorce and the overdose death of her dad. Then, while single, her mom met a man that Lilly wasn’t excited about, but later accepted with open arms. Together, he and Lilly’s mom had a son. Unfortunately, her stepdad to be also lost his life due to addiction. Lilly’s story will humble you as she eloquently shares her losses, her personal pain, as well as her love and forgiveness. (Kleenex warning!)
We heard from the father of a struggler who lost his battle back on episode 3. Coming up, we will hear the insight from his teenage step grand-daughter on how addiction has effected her life.
Hailey is a self-proclaimed “daddy’s girl.” They were close beyond close. Out of that grew much anxiety and challenge. Following the use of pills, Dad became an alcoholic and Hailey experienced the struggles and disappointments many children of alcoholics endure. But her prayers never stopped. For more than 10 years, she believed and even put her prayers into “overdrive.” The last ten minutes of this episode shares how for 14 hours she enjoyed the fruits of her commitment. Hailey’s story is living proof of why you can’t give up on God.
At the age of 12 RJ started with marijuana, by age 14 he was using cocaine, at 16 he dropped out of school and his 18th birthday was spent in jail. He then got into dealing drugs and spent several years in prison. By the age of 30, more than half of his life had been consumed by addiction and the struggles that go with it. Between a supportive probation officer, a strong court team and a renewed faith in God, RJ was able to find his way into recovery. The battle continues, but RJ will tell you, “God’s got this.”
Kali is 22 years old, and 3 years clean after using for nearly four years. She grew up with parents that struggled with their own addiction. At the age of 9, her babysitter introduced her to marijuana. By the age of 13, she was drinking alcohol and soon fell prey to pills, heroin, and other substances. Her lights on moment came after agreeing to use with her brother. A brother that would later die an overdose death. Kali shares that recovery is not easy but worth the battle.
After facing the possibility of 46 years to life in prison, Karl decided it was time to change his direction and his life. Out of a need to belong, he found himself making poor choices that included pot, pharmaceuticals, vodka, and dealing drugs. Between someone seeing in him what he didn’t see in himself and his mother’s no nonsense approach, Karl started believing there was a better life. Today, he offers hope and encouragement to others while making a difference in the lives of many. Karl Lazar is proof that #AddictsDoRecover.
Jolene is a wife and mother of two. She has battled addiction for 20+ years. Her original drug of choice was meth followed by just about any illegal substance you can think of. In Jolene’s words, it was when she turned to cocaine that “everything fell apart.” It was while being in jail for battery against a police officer and some loved ones that Jolene decided she, finally, was sick and tired of being sick and tired. Now, more than 3 years clean, she is working hard to mend the relationship with her daughter. This is a story that every parent who has a broken relationship with their child needs to hear. Please share and subscribe.
Though Jason had early exposure to alcohol, his addiction to it and other drugs began during his time as a Marine. It then deepened through his experiences as a commercial fisherman. He went from alcohol, to LSD, to heroin and a love of vodka. His struggles cost him a marriage and distanced him from his daughter. Following a relapse came a moment when “Christianity saved his life.” He is a staunch believer that recovery has multiple pathways. Jason is now happily married with family and is a highly respected member and leader in the recovery community.
Marwin recently had a book released that is a true look at his life. The book is in the process of becoming a movie. Marwin’s story started in the projects and led him to God’s plan. He was an outstanding high school basketball player with aspirations and opportunities to play college ball. Then, while at a dance, a friend spiked his drink causing him to exist in a coma for two years. More than once his family was told he wouldn’t survive. He came out of the coma with a resolve to change his life and to help others change theirs. After much therapy and treatment, he learned once again how to live. He now exists to share God through his personal testimony, hope, encouragement, acceptance, and love.
https://www.marwinstrong.com/
Together, Skip and Jason play a major role with Turning Point Madison County. Skip has years of experience as a fireman and shares the stresses and not always healthy ways of coping. For him, alcohol was his main drug of choice. He was at a point where he was only a heartbeat away from taking his own life. Jason comes from a background of being a successful athlete and then becoming a paramedic. As he found it difficult to deal with the personal pains of the professional experience, he used drugs and alcohol as his coping mechanisms. He is now at fight for others instead of fighting life. This interview of the two together allows them to play off each other in a way that shows great honesty and peer accountability.
Christmas is an awesome and powerful time. It is a promise fulfilled, the birth of unending hope, and speaks about the impact of our choices. Jesus’ birth and life are proof of his ability to identify with the rejected and the neglected, the oppressed and the misunderstood, the outcasts and the poor. You can’t tell Jesus, “He doesn’t get it.” Isaiah 5:3 makes it clear that He indeed understands suffering and sorrow and struggle and challenge.
Join us and hear the story of Wallace Purling and the decision he made as the “Innkeeper” in the local Christmas pageant. Then answer for yourself if you have room in your heart to forgive without understanding, to accept without knowing what the result may be, to forgive those that have doubted and wronged you and ask for forgiveness from those you have wronged? This episode is about far more than addiction. It is about who we are, and all that God created us to be. Every day should have room for a bit of Christmas and a bit of Easter.
Charmin Gabbard is the Program Coordinator for the Fayette County Harm Reduction Alliance. She is a model example of how people can change. After years of poverty, abuse, substance misuse, and incarceration, Charmin came out empowered to make a difference in her hometown and beyond. She has an Associate degree in Human Services and a Bachelor degree in Psychology. Charmin is the mother of one son, and they both enjoy competitive running.
Jack comes from a strong educational background in the field of mental health. Much of this was a search for answers to his earlier life experiences. His work resume includes serving those of all ages as a teacher, mental health counselor, psychotherapist, and more. Jack is currently employed at the Pendleton Reformatory, and his story is one of personal struggle, and the will to overcome.
Eric and his wife run their own non-profit, Two Eight Ministries. They are highly active in the recovery movement. Their God given gifts and talents help them reach strugglers in a unique way. Their commitment to the effort is extremely solid. Eric will share their experiences with us. Two Eight Ministries is one more option. It's one that works. Check out www.ericjillian.com/ for more music.
Brian works for Grant Blackford Mental Health as a peer support specialist. He is an open believer in Christ and shares the impact that relationship has done for him. He is 6 years clean from alcohol and drugs. For him, addiction began in high school. His story of loss and recovery will show you how real addiction is. He is married with one child.
Rick and Karen are the co-founders of Turning Point Madison County. Rick had a personal struggle with alcohol and drugs and has one son battling substance use disorder and mental health issues. Karen, a long-time health care employee, has seen the battle first-hand and wants to continue to make a difference. The two are a part of a team that is doing exceptional work in the field of recovery.
After years of addiction to meth and other drugs, Monica found sobriety and peace. The battle was filled with incarceration, broken relationships, losing her children to the system, homelessness, and more. She now gives back to others and pays it forward, being gainfully employed as a peer recovery specialist. She has one college degree and is seeking another.
IU Health Addiction Treatment & Recovery Center - IU Health Jay Medical Facility 260-726-1960
Dan is a father of three, having lost a son to overdose. His daughter has fought addiction for several years and is currently incarcerated on drug related charges. He gets the hurt, the struggle, the anger, and the pain of losing a child. On this episode, Dan tells his story for the first time.
Welcome to the second episode. Our guest, Keith Wooden, is definitely a people person with the uncanny skill for not just listening but actually hearing what is being said. Keith has not personally struggled with addiction but has/had a brother that did for years. During this episode, Keith shares some of the challenges that relationship created. He also offers insight on the next best step.
Faith In Your Recovery is an outreach of A Better Life-Brianna's Hope, A Recovery Movement as another way to reach those struggling with addiction and mental health. A Better Life-Brianna's Hope offers Support & Recovery meetings in Indiana, Ohio, and Virginia. Visit us at a meeting and listen to us on the road! ablbh.org
Please enjoy our first episode with someone who has been there done that with addiction, and is currently the Chaplain for the Madison County Sheriffs Department, Vaughn Walker.
Welcome to Faith In Your Recovery the "all things RECOVERY podcast." I am your host Randy Davis and will be interviewing a wide range of guests all speaking about their experiences with addiction and mental health.
Larry Musselman - Episode 40 Larry Musselman’s recovery journey is one of many trials and triumphs. His addiction spawned from an experience of molestation as a child and manifested in adolescent marijuana and alcohol abuse, which eventually led to harder alcohol, pills, and methamphetamines. After a string of arrests for dealing narcotics and prescription pad exploitation, he was sentenced to fourteen years of incarceration. During his five and a half years in prison, he “died to himself” and gave his life over to Christ - marking the beginning of life as a new man. He then became a pastor, served as director for Celebrate Recovery program, and works as a peer support specialist meeting people where they are and helping them along the way.
Larry Musselman - Episode 40
Larry Musselman’s recovery journey is one of many trials and triumphs. His addiction spawned from an experience of molestation as a child and manifested in adolescent marijuana and alcohol abuse, which eventually led to harder alcohol, pills, and methamphetamines. After a string of arrests for dealing narcotics and prescription pad exploitation, he was sentenced to fourteen years of incarceration. During his five and a half years in prison, he “died to himself” and gave his life over to Christ - marking the beginning of life as a new man. He then became a pastor, served as director for Celebrate Recovery program, and works as a peer support specialist meeting people where they are and helping them along the way.
Bio- Tyler Miller Tyler was a self-avowed weekend warrior that digressed into a daily user. He didn’t know a better way to deal with his self-worth and feelings of abandonment. After a 10–15-day total blackout, he committed to a 72-hour hospital stay. After a long period of "white knuckling”, he recently celebrated one year clean from all substance use. He wants other strugglers to know that they are worth it and there is hope.
Chris Kozak - Episode 38 After 29 years in the industry, and 24 years at his current department in Illinois, Chris Kozak shares his battle with not only fires, but also his mental health. After attempting suicide in 2020, he entered rehabilitation at The Center for Excellence and was able to use the tools given to him there, and the help of his wife, to venture on his road to recovery. He was met with overwhelming support when he returned to the department, especially since the year prior they had lost a fellow firefighter. Today, Kozak is associated with the Worldwide Peer Support organization and has plans to retire to Arizona in three years.
Helpful Links: https://www.iaffrecoverycenter.com/ https://www.worldwidepeersupport.org/
Michael Murphy of Ravenna, OH has battled fires, the dark web, his mental health, and the demons of addiction for himself and his loved ones. He had to retire from the career that had become his identity after suffering an injury, causing him to lose a part of himself and eventually break. After attending the IAFF Center of Excellence, he began his recovery journey from the traumas he had been stacking up for years. Murphy is now connected with the Worldwide Peer Support organization and works to help other first responders heal their mental health, fight addiction, and grow beyond their PTSD.
You can follow him on TikTok @thepersoniamtoday
Helpful Links: https://www.iaffrecoverycenter.com/ https://www.worldwidepeersupport.org/
A pastor, firefighter and medical first responder - Joshua Putnam is a man of his word, family, and community. Growing up as a missionary kid, he found himself traveling across the US with his parents to serve various communities and churches. However, most of these small churches didn’t have youth groups that could help him connect, which spurred his desire to reach as many people in his community as possible. Putnam has used that desire to serve all areas of his community, not just the church, allowing him to lead more people to Christ, his true mission. He doesn’t want to be remembered as a firefighter, a pastor, or any other title, he wants to be remembered, “as one who showed the love of Christ.”
How do you cope when your dad is an alcoholic and you never know “who” he will be when he arrives home from work? How do you cope with being bullied and seeing your mom horribly mistreated? Austin turned to alcohol, weed, pills, meth, heroin, and self-inflicted pain. Can you image asking someone to slam the trunk on your hand? Now, Austin turns to God and his recovery family.
Shane has spent a great deal of his life searching for connection and acceptance. Though he drank alcohol and used pot, his struggle escalated when he witnessed a friend take his own life. For much of his life, Shane was in and out of jail and prison. When he was 34, he was facing 45 years of incarceration. He credits drug court/problem solving court with saving his life. On May 1, 2022, Shane will celebrate 3 years of being clean. He readily admits the pain and struggle brought on when chasing recovery.
Jason Sautel - Episode 33 From being rejected by a church, planning his suicide, being saved by a diner breakfast, to nearly dying in a fire, Jason Sautel finally accepted Christ as his savior in this rollercoaster of a podcast. Author of The Rescuer: One Firefighter’s Story of Courage, Darkness, and the Relentless Love That Saved Him, Sautel, shares with us a glimpse into his abusive childhood, traumas from firefighting, suicidal ideation, and how it all eventually led him through his self recovery by finding the true rescuer - Christ.
Anthony File - Episode 32 After 2 suicide attempts, years of drinking in secrecy, and spending days at a time with no sleep Anthony File finally acknowledged his addiction and need for recovery. He spent 47 days in a rehab facility before returning to his fire department as a new man – even saying, “They took a part of me and wiped it clean.” File isn’t ashamed of his addiction, but he is glad to be beyond it and 20 months (at time of recording) sober now.
Yendy Gonzalez - Episode 31 “My life has been one miracle after another,” states Yendy Gonzalez of Miami, FL. This rafter turned firefighter shares his tumultuous journey across the ocean from Cuba to the U.S. when he was just 5 years old, his time in a refugee camp in Guantanamo Bay, and ultimately, how it all led to his discovery and acceptance of Christ in this first installment of the FDIC series. Although his story of recovery is not traditional, he went from viewing himself as the hero, to seeing Christ as the true hero of his story.
Scott Bronner- bio From “hopeless desperation” to true inspiration, Scott has been there, done that and has the scars to prove it. After 19 years of addiction to alcohol of all types, weed, benzos and various opioids, Scott is now managing a house for men and producing his own podcast, “You’re Not Alone.”
Timothy Bunch-bio The passing of his father sent Timothy down a path that required a dirty furnace filter to get him turned around. After 20 years of marijuana and multiple other drugs, Timothy found himself homeless and living under a bridge. There, he met his help and hope. That was followed with someone that loved him when he didn’t love himself. From there, he was able to move forward to the person in recovery he is today.
Tara Schlemmer-bio Tara’s early life was filled with chaos including sexual abuse, a mom on opiates, and confusion about who her biological father was. Then, there was a pregnancy at a young age and later the loss of a child. To deal with it all, she turned to opiates, meth and more. After her arrest for dealing, she found only a Bible in her cell and came to realize that was all she needed. By her story, you will witness that the Tara of yesterday is not the Tara of today.
Early on, Brandon dealt with emotional issues, a lack of self-confidence, abandonment, and physical challenges. What began with alcohol and marijuana turned into hallucinogens, cocaine, heroin, and meth. Two and a half years in prison got Brandon’s attention, as there he connected with Jesus and started to find hope and a future. Now, Brandon is a happily married man with two daughters and is thriving through his work in the field of recovery.
Rachelle’s story is a prime example of the damage that can be done due to trauma and adverse childhood experiences. The death of her 4-year-old brother completely changed the dynamics of her childhood. Whether it was marijuana, pills, heroin, bath salts or meth, Rachelle battled it. During one of her many times of incarceration, she first started talking to God during a 68 day stay in isolation. Her pent-up anger was often released on others. This same Rachelle is now a Peer Recovery Coach with a heart that desires to pay it forward by helping others.
Angela Smiley-bio For years, Angela fought her own battle with drugs and alcohol. Now, she and her husband, Brandon, are raising their two grandchildren due to their parents’ addiction issues. After failed marriages, marijuana, pills, alcohol, and speed Angela took off for Florida with a plan to end her brokenness. Yet, God intervened and didn’t let it happen. After a song on Joy FM radio out of Union City, IN/OH, Angela experienced a stirring that saw her through and continues to do so. Hear how this grandma is raising her grandkids and witnessing God through it all.
Sean Gillim-bio From everyone else’s fault to ownership. From separation and isolation to community. Sean shares with us his battle with alcohol and substances but also, he shares his transformation. In his words, he was a drunk tweaker stealing yard gnomes and now he is 9 years clean and sober.
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Davvin, a self-proclaimed “Daddy’s Girl,” first started using in 2012 and did so for the next seven years. What began with pills quickly escalated to meth and led to jail and prison. She had experienced physical and mental abuse and often turned to her drugs for the numbing effect. Davvin is a strong advocate of Drug Court and A Better Life-Brianna’s Hope. In this interview, she tells the story of how she was able to help save a life through the use of Narcan.
Joe shares with us wonderful and pertinent information concerning medically assisted treatment or MAT. His explanation gives us a far better understanding of what it is about. He explains that harm reduction model and its strengths. Joe is employed by “Groups-Recover Together,” a national organization with several Indiana offices. He is an advocate for the regulated usage of suboxone and tells us how it works. He is a strong believer in the importance of “winning each day.”
Kevin Oliver-bio How many times can tragedy strike? Ever had a loved one stolen from you by a murder or suicide? Ever lost a son to addiction? When Kevin was 5 years old, his mother was murdered by his stepfather. He then lost a brother to a car accident. His 17-year-old son was shot and killed over a $20 bag of marijuana. Within the same year, another son died of a fentanyl laced overdose. Kevin shares his hurt, his loss, and his heart in a very raw and real way. You will want to hear the phone call Kevin has recorded from his oldest son. Hear how Kevin is dealing with all of this by reaching out to help others. Kevin's groups: https://www.facebook.com/groups/andonsblessings/ https://www.facebook.com/groups/430752438534056/permalink/438369674438999
Jackie Sheridan-bio Jackie deftly weaves this story of sexual abuse, rape, family mental health issues, drugs, and tragic death of her brother into a final moment of peace and hope that will speak to your heart. Drugs affected Jackie from birth. Her mom struggled with addiction and mental health issues; Jackie had her own challenges with about every drug. And she lost a brother to overdose. A brother that was father, a loving person, a veteran and more. Jackie shares her story and the story of trying to reach her brother before it was too late. One of her greatest battles in that was leaving the brother she loved so much to experience homelessness. This story is one you wont soon forget.
Lindsey Rogers-bio Lindsey is the mother of two. She first connected with her husband to be, Daniel, while in third grade. Years later, they were married, became the parents of Lilly, and eventually divorced. Daniel was a self-proclaimed weekend warrior and lost his battle with drugs to an overdose. Following the divorce, Lindsey connected with Justin and together they gave birth to Jamison Watson. Two weeks after the birth, Justin died of an overdose.
When is the last time, if ever, you heard a sixteen-year-old share their story of heartache, heartbreak, and confusion created by a father in addiction? Hear the pain brought by her parent’s divorce and the overdose death of her dad. Then, while single, her mom met a man that Lilly wasn’t excited about, but later accepted with open arms. Together, he and Lilly’s mom had a son. Unfortunately, her stepdad to be also lost his life due to addiction. Lilly’s story will humble you as she eloquently shares her losses, her personal pain, as well as her love and forgiveness. (Kleenex warning!)
Hailey is a self-proclaimed “daddy’s girl.” They were close beyond close. Out of that grew much anxiety and challenge. Following the use of pills, Dad became an alcoholic and Hailey experienced the struggles and disappointments many children of alcoholics endure. But her prayers never stopped. For more than 10 years, she believed and even put her prayers into “overdrive.” The last ten minutes of this episode shares how for 14 hours she enjoyed the fruits of her commitment. Hailey’s story is living proof of why you can’t give up on God.
At the age of 12 RJ started with marijuana, by age 14 he was using cocaine, at 16 he dropped out of school and his 18th birthday was spent in jail. He then got into dealing drugs and spent several years in prison. By the age of 30, more than half of his life had been consumed by addiction and the struggles that go with it. Between a supportive probation officer, a strong court team and a renewed faith in God, RJ was able to find his way into recovery. The battle continues, but RJ will tell you, “God’s got this.”
Kali is 22 years old, and 3 years clean after using for nearly four years. She grew up with parents that struggled with their own addiction. At the age of 9, her babysitter introduced her to marijuana. By the age of 13, she was drinking alcohol and soon fell prey to pills, heroin, and other substances. Her lights on moment came after agreeing to use with her brother. A brother that would later die an overdose death. Kali shares that recovery is not easy but worth the battle.
After facing the possibility of 46 years to life in prison, Karl decided it was time to change his direction and his life. Out of a need to belong, he found himself making poor choices that included pot, pharmaceuticals, vodka, and dealing drugs. Between someone seeing in him what he didn’t see in himself and his mother’s no nonsense approach, Karl started believing there was a better life. Today, he offers hope and encouragement to others while making a difference in the lives of many. Karl Lazar is proof that #AddictsDoRecover.
Jolene is a wife and mother of two. She has battled addiction for 20+ years. Her original drug of choice was meth followed by just about any illegal substance you can think of. In Jolene’s words, it was when she turned to cocaine that “everything fell apart.” It was while being in jail for battery against a police officer and some loved ones that Jolene decided she, finally, was sick and tired of being sick and tired. Now, more than 3 years clean, she is working hard to mend the relationship with her daughter. This is a story that every parent who has a broken relationship with their child needs to hear. Please share and subscribe.
Though Jason had early exposure to alcohol, his addiction to it and other drugs began during his time as a Marine. It then deepened through his experiences as a commercial fisherman. He went from alcohol, to LSD, to heroin and a love of vodka. His struggles cost him a marriage and distanced him from his daughter. Following a relapse came a moment when “Christianity saved his life.” He is a staunch believer that recovery has multiple pathways. Jason is now happily married with family and is a highly respected member and leader in the recovery community.
Marwin recently had a book released that is a true look at his life. The book is in the process of becoming a movie. Marwin’s story started in the projects and led him to God’s plan. He was an outstanding high school basketball player with aspirations and opportunities to play college ball. Then, while at a dance, a friend spiked his drink causing him to exist in a coma for two years. More than once his family was told he wouldn’t survive. He came out of the coma with a resolve to change his life and to help others change theirs. After much therapy and treatment, he learned once again how to live. He now exists to share God through his personal testimony, hope, encouragement, acceptance, and love.
Together, Skip and Jason play a major role with Turning Point Madison County. Skip has years of experience as a fireman and shares the stresses and not always healthy ways of coping. For him, alcohol was his main drug of choice. He was at a point where he was only a heartbeat away from taking his own life. Jason comes from a background of being a successful athlete and then becoming a paramedic. As he found it difficult to deal with the personal pains of the professional experience, he used drugs and alcohol as his coping mechanisms. He is now at fight for others instead of fighting life. This interview of the two together allows them to play off each other in a way that shows great honesty and peer accountability.
This episode contains stories of two 1st Responders/Firefighters. They both share their own struggles with addiction & those they try to serve. Their struggles have been real and raw. This is one special episode you won’t want to miss! This is further proof that addiction can hit anyone. The full episode releases tomorrow morning at 6.
Christmas is an awesome and powerful time. It is a promise fulfilled, the birth of unending hope, and speaks about the impact of our choices. Jesus’ birth and life are proof of his ability to identify with the rejected and the neglected, the oppressed and the misunderstood, the outcasts and the poor. You can’t tell Jesus, “He doesn’t get it.” Isaiah 5:3 makes it clear that He indeed understands suffering and sorrow and struggle and challenge. Join us and hear the story of Wallace Purling and the decision he made as the “Innkeeper” in the local Christmas pageant. Then answer for yourself if you have room in your heart to forgive without understanding, to accept without knowing what the result may be, to forgive those that have doubted and wronged you and ask for forgiveness from those you have wronged? This episode is about far more than addiction. It is about who we are, and all that God created us to be. Every day should have room for a bit of Christmas and a bit of Easter.
Charmin Gabbard is the Program Coordinator for the Fayette County Harm Reduction Alliance. She is a model example of how people can change. After years of poverty, abuse, substance misuse, and incarceration, Charmin came out empowered to make a difference in her hometown and beyond. She has an Associate degree in Human Services and a Bachelor degree in Psychology. Charmin is the mother of one son, and they both enjoy competitive running.
Jack comes from a strong educational background in the field of mental health. Much of this was a search for answers to his earlier life experiences. His work resume includes serving those of all ages as a teacher, mental health counselor, psychotherapist, and more. Jack is currently employed at the Pendleton Reformatory, and his story is one of personal struggle, and the will to overcome.
Eric and his wife run their own non-profit, Two Eight Ministries. They are highly active in the recovery movement. Their God given gifts and talents help them reach strugglers in a unique way. Their commitment to the effort is extremely solid. Eric will share their experiences with us. Two Eight Ministries is one more option. It's one that works. Check out https://www.ericjillian.com/ for more music.
Brian works for Grant Blackford Mental Health as a peer support specialist. He is an open believer in Christ and shares the impact that relationship has done for him. He is 6 years clean from alcohol and drugs. For him, addiction began in high school. His story of loss and recovery will show you how real addiction is. He is married with one child.
Rick and Karen are the co-founders of Turning Point Madison County. Rick had a personal struggle with alcohol and drugs and has one son battling substance use disorder and mental health issues. Karen, a long-time health care employee, has seen the battle first-hand and wants to continue to make a difference. The two are a part of a team that is doing exceptional work in the field of recovery.
After years of addiction to meth and other drugs, Monica found sobriety and peace. The battle was filled with incarceration, broken relationships, losing her children to the system, homelessness, and more. She now gives back to others and pays it forward, being gainfully employed as a peer recovery specialist. She has one college degree and is seeking another.
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Dan is a father of three, having lost a son to overdose. His daughter has fought addiction for several years and is currently incarcerated on drug related charges. He gets the hurt, the struggle, the anger, and the pain of losing a child. On this episode, Dan tells his story for the first time.
Welcome to the second episode. Our guest, Keith Wooden, is definitely a people person with the uncanny skill for not just listening but actually hearing what is being said. Keith has not personally struggled with addiction but has/had a brother that did for years. During this episode, Keith shares some of the challenges that relationship created. He also offers insight on the next best step.
Please enjoy our first episode with someone who has been there done that with addiction, and is currently the Chaplain for the Madison County Sheriffs Department, Vaughn Walker.