Welcome to what’s Eating Erica Jacobs! This is a faith-based, recovery-focused exploration into what it means to create, renew and restore this world, through hard conversations, parable and more than a few curse words.
This podcast is NOT instructions for how to heal afflictions and hurts, but a journey through recovering in real-time. I am no expert, and I am not on the other side of addiction, but I know there is a way we can heal and thrive in the presence of each other. I know that by being ruthlessly honest in our search for freedom, and by sharing our experience with each other, we can cultivate a reality that is wired with faith, strength and balls.
This podcast will include parable, story telling, poetry and conversations & interviews with real people who want what you want--the peace and grace to participate in the ongoing creation of the world in ways that are liberating and meaningful.
I'm grateful you are here! Let's heal, let's know God a bit better, and let's for sure say some swear words sometimes!
On January 6th of this year, I rang in my 34th birthday by gathering some friends over zoom who were more than willing to take turns reading the apology I deserve from my mother but will never receive.
As I was putting an end to the normalization of abuse and lack of accountability in my own relationships, our country was witnessing the repercussions of that normalization.
I pray that as I continue re-sensitizing myself to what is wrong, cruel and in violation of humanity, that I am able to take right action as I’m doing in my own life.
Thank you Marissa, Lexi, Emily, Laura, Lindsey, Charlotte and everyone who listens to this recording, for seeing me through the end of a devastating and harmful 33-year relationship with my mother and the beginning of a profoundly freeing and loving relationship with myself.
I re-wrote a eulogy for my Dad...fourteen years later. Because eulogies are living, breathing documents, and because my first one was a total sham,
Link to blog post version of this episode HERE
Support and learn from Antiracism Coach / Educator / Artist Tina Strawn HERE
Contact Tracy:
Website
Patreon
DISCLAIMER
This episode contains description of rape, sexual abuse, and boundary violation.
In addition, we will be talking about the damaging aspects of 12 Step Recovery programs.
RESOURCES:
Skill in Action by Michelle Cassandra Johnson
Quit Like a Woman by Holly Whitaker
"Wealth & Hellness" credit: Rachel Ricketts
Tracy Lynn is a mover, a feeling feeler and body explorer. She teaches and performs movement to sustain herself and samples her movement style from yoga, Middle-Eastern dance, martial arts and exercise modalities like Barre and Pilates. Tracy Lynn wants to help people unapologetically being themselves, through trauma-informed, inclusive and self-affirming movement.
You can study with her through her Patreon she provides accessible classes starting at $1 per month. And if you’re not totally sick listening to her talk, check out her podcast Hold the Granola on all major listening platforms at YouTube with CC for hearing impairments.
*See part two for all mentioned resources
Carlena Brame is a Developmental Therapist who coaches mothers of children with Autism. Her mission is to help families build strong, nurturing relationship that will guide their child to their highest potential.
Now, after 16 years in the Autism field Carlena is finding her passion for empowering women to overcome hardships by becoming self-sufficient in business, finance, horticulture, and health.
Podcast: Coffee & Heels
Autism Services: Cbrame1980@gmail.com
Carlena Brame is a Developmental Therapist who coaches mothers of children with Autism. Her mission is to help families build strong, nurturing relationship that will guide their child to their highest potential.
Now, after 16 years in the Autism field Carlena is finding her passion for empowering women to overcome hardships by becoming self-sufficient in business, finance, horticulture, and health.
Podcast: Coffee & Heels
Autism Services: Cbrame1980@gmail.com
Carlena Brame is a Developmental Therapist who coaches mothers of children with Autism. Her mission is to help families build strong, nurturing relationship that will guide their child to their highest potential.
Now, after 16 years in the Autism field Carlena is finding her passion for empowering women to overcome hardships by becoming self-sufficient in business, finance, horticulture, and health.
Podcast: Coffee & Heels
Autism Services: Cbrame1980@gmail.com
Carlena Brame is a Developmental Therapist who coaches mothers of children with Autism. Her mission is to help families build strong, nurturing relationship that will guide their child to their highest potential.
Now, after 16 years in the Autism field Carlena is finding her passion for empowering women to overcome hardships by becoming self-sufficient in business, finance, horticulture, and health.
Podcast: Coffee & Heels
Autism Services: Cbrame1980@gmail.com
Having been physically present for two of the most devastating events to hit American life, Dr. Ruberg shares her experience and the complexities that accompany being a white-passing woman of color in the midst of traumatic events and in her everyday work as a Psychologist.
This episode is truly packed with nuance, truth and a beautiful articulation of how and why we must do our part to create, renew and restore our world with the kinds of conversations that urge us to look in the mirror.
Links to Dr. Rebecca Ruberg + Additional Resources:
Website
Documentary: Sound and Fury (streaming on Amazon)
Documentary: Moonlight Sonata (*streamingon HBO-Hulu)***
I have doubts and lots of fear about sharing this episode, but if I can't be honest about my personal circumstances, then I am not someone you should be listening to.
Resources for doing the inner work:
Book: Me and White Supremacy by Layla F. Saad
Podcast: Seeing White: season two of Scene on Radio
Take a Course: Monique Melton's Antiracism Crash Course 5/19
Patreons to Support:
Mockingbird Lessons
Rachel Cargle
Tina Strawn
Tina Strawn is an Antiracism Educator & Facilitator, Social Justice Advocate & Activist, Speaker, Coach & Consultant, Yoga Teacher & Student
She is also the Founder of Legacy Trips and the Owner and Cohost of the podcast: Speaking of Racism
You can find Tina:
IG @Tina_strawn_life + @Speakingofracism
Email: TinaStrawnLife@gmail.com
Support Tina’s work by becoming a Patreon member HERE
Tina Strawn is an Antiracism Educator & Facilitator, Social Justice Advocate & Activist, Speaker, Coach & Consultant, Yoga Teacher & Student
She is also the Founder of Legacy Trips and the Owner and Cohost of the podcast: Speaking of Racism
You can find Tina:
IG @Tina_strawn_life + @Speakingofracism
Email: TinaStrawnLife@gmail.com
Tina Strawn is an Antiracism Educator & Facilitator, Social Justice Advocate & Activist, Speaker, Coach & Consultant, Yoga Teacher & Student
She is also the Founder of Legacy Trips and the Owner and Cohost of the podcast: Speaking of Racism
You can find Tina:
IG @Tina_strawn_life + @Speakingofracism
Email: TinaStrawnLife@gmail.com
Dr. Dean wouldn't call himself a "miracle worker", but you might, if you compared his care for his patients to the 3 minutes you're allotted with your current Doctor. Just saying.
In this episode we cover:
(which questions to ask, etc.)
Ways the current Western Med system is flawed and where you DO have control.
pain: 1.0 (MORE to come on the topic of pain!)
Where to contact Dr. Dean:
SpineSync.com
{310} 663 - 8602
This is part 2 of 3-part conversation between Mecca, Randi, Jessica Lisa and myself; 4 black women and me gather at my kitchen table to talk Racism in Yoga, White Privilage, Code Switching, so much more and nowhere near enough.
This is part 1 of 3-part conversation between Mecca, Randi, Jessica Lisa and myself; 4 black women and me gather at my kitchen table to talk Racism in Yoga, White Privilage, Code Switching, so much more and nowhere near enough.
Welcome to What's Eating Erica Jacobs! I'm beyond excited to share my voice and this journey in recovery with you. Let's go to the show, let's get awkward!