SUICIDE LOGS: Recent Episodes
Marconi Puma
The suicide logs of Marconi, a man who promised to never kill himself but occasionally deals with dark thoughts. Hoping to connect people through himself. These podcasts consist of self therapy sessions with himself, interviews, and endless rants on things that make him upset but allowing his out loud thoughts to convince him that everything will be ok and being extremely upset about anything is just silly sometimes.
Send anything to podcast Instagram @suicidelogs unless its life or death then you are welcome to contact my managers account @forthebitches
This is a comedy podcast.
In this episode I cover why I think podcasting is good for my brain, crashing my car, my new ad deal, childhood memories, almost achieving my goals, enjoying the grind and much more
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On this episode I really locked in and gave it my undivided attention.
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My thoughts from last week. Been lazy with the pod lately. I'll be back soon. Stay tuned
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On this episode I talk about my dream of being a weatherman that I let slip away from me
My mic died the last 17 minutes of this episode which is very disappointing but I don’t wanna scrap the whole thing to hear you go 🫰🙏🙌
Just a little update on my mental health and went over some hard hitting news in the media 👍
if you wanna see my face while doing this podcast check out my youtube! On this episode I share salt facts, talk sobriety, mental health, feeling like a failure, and much more.
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This episode I try to lecture you on how to be a better and all around happier person with a lot of comedy references.
On this episode I share my most prized shoes and take you through a skate session.
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Today I talked about mothers day as i did chores around the house
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on this episode I take you guys through my morning routine which included a quick workout, coffee, thoughts on growing up and becoming a better man and I also reacted to the verbal onslaught that Kendrick Lamar is currently doing to Drake.
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hey the audio should be better this episode. It took me 25 minutes to upload this episode. So please venmo me some money because time is money.
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Hi. really been falling behind the podcast lately. Just been busy, but in a good way. Ill be back full throttle eventually hopefully. Got some skateboard content I need to edit and upload on youtube so if youre interested in that hit my youtube :)
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Just havent been on my grind lately. Happy valentines day. Fuck kansas city. hit me up
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hey on this episode i cleared my mind while i went to starbucks.
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my unedited and unfiltered journey to cobbs comedy club plog
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On this podcast we compare Ralph Barbosa and Matt Riffe based on both of their recent Netflix stand-up specials.
we do not own the rights to the netflix clips and do not intend to use them for profit if anything this is a free promotion to these films.
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Luke Neaumann, from Oakland California, has been in the stand up comedy world since 2016. He currently lives in Austin, Texas where we works at the world famous shakespeare's right next to Joe Rogans comedy mothership club.
you can find him and his podcast on instagram @FunnyBagels
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HAD A CHAT WITH RISING COMEDIAN/HOST JARED CAMACHO MOST KNOWN FOR HIS WORK ON "13 REASONS WHY" AND IS THE HOST OF THE WORLD FAMOUS CAMACHOCAST CHECK IT OUT ON SPOTIFY
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On this segment of #SuicideLogs we had on comedian Brane Damage! We talked about what gravitated him towards comedy and dealing with everyday issues such as anxiety and accomplishing our goals.
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Some audio issues kicked in around the 33/34 min mark. No edits it just got cut off but some of the info was interesting so I kept it in. Dj No Chill (Dejon Daniels) is an American comedian joking out of San Mateo California. He is a former Marine (Oh rah) DJ (lol) and has worked security for the Punchline and Cobbs comedy club for over 2 years. We covered his goals in comedy and lightly brushed over his past and how it got him to where he is now. God bless have a good ret of your life to anyone who is out there listening to suicide logs linktree.com/marconipuma
Me n my good comedy friend Xavier talk about people who are obsessed with making it, our netflix specials, Fighting, the conflicts with the world, racism and much more
Lil podcast for my birthday because thats how committed and in love I am with the game #HUSTLE we talked about the very important war/genocide going on and you hear my very influential opinions on the matter. Tap in with your boy for more financial advice linktree.com/marconipuma
Had a conversation with up and coming netflix star, comedian and business owner Maya Guadalupe Tamayo. We discussed my homophobia, racism, standup comedy tips, and much more linktree.com/marconipuma
Had a fun hang and conversation with Sacramento comedian Marcian Evans at the tommy ts parking lot
Had a conversation with LA comic Adron Duell. We talked theater, standup, social media comedy, tiktok, how being famous on the internet cn give you leverage nowadays, and much more.linktree.com/marconipuma
This episode was off the chain. I had on Leonard who works at a pharmacy and a gas station. We talk self isolation, not trusting people, politics, and much more.support me linktree.com/marconipuma
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Had a great chat with Norcal comedian Jordan Kirchnerlinktree.com/marconipuma for contact/more
cigarettesthe bad air qualityserial killer docuseriesteslasno cursingorganizationearthquakesand much moresupport/contact melinktree.com/marconipuma
on this episode we give you guys an update on the state of the world.support yourself linktree.com/marconipuma
On this episode I rant about how silly some of the linking part lyrics are. Teslas not being cool anymore. Friendship beef. My Smelly co worker. Homophobia. And much more.SUPPORT ME linktree.com/marconipuma
On this episode I had my friend Omar and his posse on. It was very important that he had other people present with him for his ego. He believes doing anything one on one is gay. So I had to accommodate. Omar has worked very closely with me the past few years and has helped hype up my comedy career due to his professional insight and connections in the stand up world.linktree.com/marconipuma.
Today I went over North korea, The Raiders, scam city Las Vegas, Logan Paul vs Dillion Danis, Logan Pauls Dystopian rise. and much morelinktree.com/MarconiPuma
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Nate Diaz vs Jake PaulBarbie movie review no spoilersCNN news coverageFOX news coverageA special look on my latest joke for the listenersand much morelinktree.com/Marconipuma
Thanks to this episode I don't think ill ever spell Independent wrong. The key is that theres no letter A in the word. Very cool stuff.
Covered some of the hard hitting issues the world is currently facing. Covered a recent private gig I did.linktree.com/marconipumasend me an email suicidelogs@gmail.com
On this episode I covred the adam 22 controversyThe Jonah Hill contraversyThe twitter/threads controversytiktokreddityoutubeufc fight night Holly HolmStand up comedy updatesfinding myself
Pretty good show. thank you to all the comedians who keep this thing alive this episodes performances include: Jared Camacho, Bill Schott, Shining, Coolhand Kunal (set not included, must see him live), Luis Perez, Tyler Peterson, and DERIK THA DESTROYER
Just a quick hour freestyle for yall.suport me so I can one day make 106k a yearlinktree.com/marconipuma
The mic went out so about half the comics had to go a capella my biggest apologies but I will get new equipment for the new show. Bless you all.
On this episode I talked to my sweet friend Billy about our fears of AI, having children, how its hard to make real lasting friendships in your late 20's, prepping for our camping trip/Spartan Race and much more.
Spitballed the idea of being a country singer and my fear for the future and much more while on the road to do a comedy set at Dublins World of Beer hosted by Jethro Yee.
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I ended up going to that mic i was talking abut a bombed.enjoy.linktree.com/marconipuma
Samuel James is a former rockstar from the Florida death metal scene who devoted his life to the worlds finest Navy and now spends his retirement father days in San Diego California. He is one of the founding fathers of AMERICAS NEXT TOP COMEDIAN.
Whats up nimrods! Today we hit the hardest hitting topics the world is being faced with today. God bless!reach out linktree.com/marconipumasuicidelogs@gmail.cominstagram @suicidelogs
Update on my experience with the stand up comedy world and how I'm handling it.linktree.com/marconipuma
Americas next top comedian presentsBob Johnston, James Bruce, Jordan Kirchner, Big Al Lopezlinktree.com/marconipumasuicidelogs@gmail.com
audio was a train wreck. Currently uploading a different version on youtube if this one was unbearable for ya.
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Hey whats up? Not my energy on this episode thats for sure aha.
A.N.T.C.
only one act was cut from the show. If you want the full experience you need to come to the live showing.
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little updates from the past week and some insight on whats to come in my near future
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I know a guy who's been working out for over 10 years and he still has man tittys
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Jethro Yee, Ladyroc, Wally Hipolito, Ty Gamble, Big Al, Luiz Juarez, Marc Maple William Zhao, Jordan qbomb
Jethro Yee is an Asian American stand up comedian who performs regularly in the stockton/bay area parts of california. You can find him on instgram @sittingonbenches
PP. EP. 11 PT. 1
time stamps:
0’00” hear ye hear ye 1/3
5’00” cutting back on IG
6’23” introducing A. Gomez
10’53” message to your past self
12’24” Markys ig algorithm
18’ podcasting vs. farming
21’ hear ye hear ye 2/3
25' the next big thing
28’ New jokes
38’50” #UFC280
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I had 21 year old comedian William Zhao on. He explained to me what da chung lo went and we went deep into a lot of interesting things.
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Whats up everybody thanks for tuning into my podcast. Hope you're doing alright at least.
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Today I had on Don Sombra. A comedian who has an interesting job and life. You can check him out on his website Donsombraforever.com and instagram @DonSombraForever
I did the podcast drunk for the very first time in podcast history. One night only. Raw unedited audio.
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Quick update for the month and a sit down with Steven Mays
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stay till the end for my set at the do2much comedy night
I haven't forgot about you white belts. You guys will always be priority #1. Thank you for all the support. There is still so much more that needs to be done and I am excited for the every step of the way to the top.
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Audio logs from my business trip to Texas. @cloutseason @makemoneywithdelilah @luis5s @tru_truths. There were some other comedians I mingled with but they unfortunately didn't make the podcast.
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9/27/2022 I had a chat with Marc maples (@MadManMaple) a comedian from the 209 area.
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Hi guys, on this episode I talked about blanking out on stage doing standup earlier this week (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bogpxBpLUs&t=48s&ab_channel=MARCONI)
My fear of developing a nut allergy and or skin cancer
Why you should not stress over the future
possibly having ADHD
possible future guests
practiced my "Poetry"
gave you guys an exclusive look on jokes I haven't performed yet
reacting to negative comments on my youtube
thoughts on the Jeffrey Dahmer series on netflix
thoughts on raising a kid
and of course just overall having bad coffee lately.
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for episode 216 I went over my thoughts on joining a new gym, latest standup performance, being healthy, some new guest announcements, possible merch ideas, featured some reddit friends and showed you a snippet of the creative process on writing rap music. email: suicidelogs@gmail.com
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Live from reddit. Let me know what you guys think about this new activity. There was a lot that happened in the hangout lounge after hours.
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Sorry for the static!! They are trying to shut Peter down...
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Every 2 minutes someone gets their identity stolen. Just some updates on my life! Plans with stand up/ Usman vs Edwards reaction/BKFC some stories about finding lost dogs, Alaska, popular languages, and much more :)
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giving you an update and shared how my mind was before and after my last stand up set. today also marks 10 months of no alcohol.
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Lamar A. Thorpe is the 41st mayor of Antioch, CA
We discussed Water politics, Police reform, the challenges the city faces when it comes to climate change, Art funding, the expansion of Antioch and the possible benefits of it, What the mayor does to keep is mental health right for the job, and much more.
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Mark twain awards, Dane cook guest announcement, this is the best Peter has felt in a long time. Recorded 7/28/2022
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Erin Hunter is an MMA and muay thai fighter. We fought over 4 years ago and have kept in touch since. We shared both of our perspectives going into our fight and our views on the sport of MMA in general. We covered anxiety, performance anxiety, mental health and much more. We also gave our predictions for tonights UFC 277 card.
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I documented my first poetry night. It was a great experience and met some cool artists
shoutout to everyone who participated in the event. I'm also thankful that they let me do a little bit of comedy. Hopefully there will be more comedy events out there.
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Little audio blog from the last show I did and how I felt about it after. Met up with predwatch. Decided I'm going to do a poetry open mic. check out the set I did https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4c0LpuHCTZk&t=1s&ab_channel=MARCONI
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Don't wanna be an American idiot !
hey whats up we did this video live on instagram since zoom wanna b a lil hoe about it.
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Kinda crazy how much I promote the instagram even though 10 years ago I didn't believe in it and didn't wanna use the app. I wonder if thats gonna be me with tiktok in a few years.
200 episodes. My goodness. I got kinda racist towards white people. Rant about voting and making a difference. Not wanting kids unless I'm rich. People who are too into guns. And of course, much more. Including sleepwalking
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some fresh stuff for ya. answered some questions and let you know where my head is at after doing stanup again and i also threw in a 18 min clip of me right before i went up to do my last set
Today I analyzed UFC 275 and my recent stand up performance (7/10)
talked about surrounding yourself with positive people
my next show and how I plan on going about it.
My name and my grandma
and much more
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Probably the closest thing ya'll gonna get to a reunion. Math city should have won best math rap. Email me suicidelogs@gmail.com
Hey! 6/5/22. I gave some life advice for the youngsters going through it (kinda), gave an update on how I'm doing in life. My stand up comedy schedule and plans moving forward in that world. We almost went this whole episode without talking about covid! Who would of guessed. Hope you are doing okay and if theres anything you think I could do to help send me an email @suicidelogs@gmail.com and follow my twitter/instagram @suicidelogs for more updates. Peace.
Experience the world’s current events through the distinct perspective of our resident guerrilla journalist Pete Martinez with the segment Peter’s Perspective
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tags: Atlanta Travis Scott capitalism mental health billy McFarland
Today I had my long time friend Obi accompanied by his girlfriend Laura to talk politics, growing up with older fathers, gun control/crime issues from America and other countries, funny stories from our past, room mate drama, fitness and discipline, the next generation with their tik toks and how we are going to move forward in the future, our podcast goals, him going missing, aliens, religion, mental health, and so much more. We also broke the record for the longest Suicide Log episode.
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I'd say about half of this podcast is good. I will be back to check in soon. suiccidelogs@gmail.com
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Going through life. Hope you're good take it easy and thank you for your time.
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The long an anticipated grocery shopping rant. I love you guys thanks for watching me grow. Stick around another day.....
Had my buddy Vinny on to talk about alcohol, anxiety, working at Hollister, exercise, losing weight, the younger generation, deciding on staying in the military or not, and much more.
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Had my buddy on to talk about reality tv shows, high school heart break and embarrassing moments, our lives changing, porn addiction, funny stories about Ernest, Guitar talk, and much more. hit the email suicidelogs@gmail.com socials @suicidelogs @DJBROKEBOY
Had my buddy Mike on the show to give advice on my new endeavors. He also tells a crazy story that is still developing. wishing him the best and hope to have him on soon for an update. Had a great time! send in an email to suicidelogs@gmail.com or follow my socials @suicidelogs for more updates.
Today I pondered my life and how I want to live it.
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Thank you for your time.
Whats up today I discussed being DDF as fuck and what I ate today (burger king and subway)
Also talked about a movie idea I had the other night.
overall mental health as of lately.
Fake people and social media.
Never catching covid.
Things seem to be back to normal. We don't have to wear masks. People care about celebrities again. Theres drama in politics, Life is good.... For now.
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Checking in on you knuckleheads while doing chores. This episode we discussed being grateful, being busy, being a knucklehead, my 8 year anniversary, and time.
Been really busy, so heres a bunch of guitar stuff I recorded throughout the. past few months. Id say most of it is heavy metal riffs from stuff I've been practicing from actual songs to things I made up. Switched it up to a more enlightening tone around the 23:20 mark. Tons of mistakes of course but just wanted to share my process. send an email suicidelogs@gmail.com or holla my social @suicidelogs
Today I had on one half of the band Paradigm. listen to their latest single "solitude" exclusively on youtube. We talked about REAL music, drugs and alcohol, being a parent, movies and true crime, the process of creating art, the grind of an artist, and much more.
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Hey so I just want to clarify that this technically isn't my first author to have on the show. I completely forgot about Alexia Knight. I guess my head just went somewhere else when you put someone who writes fiction in the mix. My bad aha whoops. I learned a lot on this episode. You can find Megan's books on amazon https://www.amazon.com/kindle-dbs/entity/author/B08VHQR35X?_encoding=UTF8&node=283155&offset=0&pageSize=12&searchAlias=stripbooks&sort=author-sidecar-rank&page=1&langFilter=default#formatSelectorHeader
here are the links to her social media profiles.Amazon — https://www.amazon.com/Megan-Darragh/e/B08VHQR35XTwitter — https://twitter.com/megandarragh3Instagram — https://www.instagram.com/megandarraghbooksFacebook — https://m.facebook.com/MeganDarraghBooks/
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Today I talked more about my idea for a show. Some real music talk and a lot of talk about life.
healthcare/homeless problems. Dating in the same culture. Family. And much more.
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episode 167 2/8/2022 I talk about allergies, CBD, Acne, being rich and famous, self improvement, joe rogan, getting shy, comedy, and much more.
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episode 166.
I talked about politics, where I stand with covid, Osama Bin Laden. My dream family vacation. and much more.
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episode 163 we talked a lot about music, my mental health, the metaverse and where the world is headed.
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Welcome to 2022! I'm so glad you've made it this far! We have so much more to explore.....
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I talked about my grandpa, Last nights fights and my opinion on how the fight game should be ran nowadays. A new thing on my bucket list. Comedy. and much more
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Today I spoke with George Tsouris, professor of philosophy and Japanese culture, filmmaker, animator, music composer from New York City. You can find him on instagram/youtube: George. tsouris
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Hi thanks for listening hope all is well you can holla my socials @suicidelogs and use my code "woosah" for 20% off your order at smoothmyballs.com
Today I'm here for the people who don't have anyone to spend thanksgiving with thank you for letting me in your life and I hope you get anything out of it. Gave you guys a little update on the no drinking lifestyle and how I feel about it.
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Just an update on my latest life project. Little bonus for you guys at the end.
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Wish me luck
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Sat through the in n out drive thru and shared my love for the establishment and much more.
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episode 144 I talked about my thoughts on marriage/having kids
Dave Chappelle
Halloween kills
my last night of getting drunk
what Im going to miss about alcohol (mainly what I'm not going to miss)
turning 27 and feeling more responsible
What I would like before I have a kid
Not letting people fuck you in society
recap of what we have accomplished this past year
and much more
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Going to quit alcohol but I'll try to go out with a bang
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Today I talked about
garlic and my stomach
my feelings towards alcohol at this moment
Jon Jones and MMA fighters
Seinfeld
what I ate prior to the episode
Vitamins
cat questions
asking for likes and subscriptions
cancer
science and religion
last words before I die
nihilism
and much more
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Just vocally journaling my thoughts from the past few days.
Bad news piling up
frustration with up keeping my life
what I've done to make myself feel better
how dumb the weatherman job is nowadays
time
what I specifically wanted to get out of college
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Today I talked about the world and the future and all the unknowns it holds
Episode 139 I talk about being a white belt in the crypto world.
Gabby Petito/People going missing.
Domestic violence.
My dog eating my cats poo.
doing new thing with a different intention (I wish I talked about this one a little more. I feel like I kind of left you guys hanging on this topic.)
some really bad guitar lessons.
My mental health.
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Just another ramble about whats been going on with me.
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Thought I would reach out and expand the podcast to another platform. Youtube..... Today I talked about getting the vaccine and the recent "paranormal"/"Spiritual"/"supernatural" experience I had the same day. Would love if anyone had any thoughts on these recent events. Please destroy the like share a subscribe button. Twitter/instagram @suicidelogs apple/spotify/google - suicide logs
Some late night thoughts I had that I found important to share with you guys.
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episode 133. Today I talked about working at a restaurant.
Taxes.
prison sentences in Norway.
Bob Ross.
Afghanistan.
California air quality.
and so much god damn more.
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It has been over a year of me doing the show. We recap everything that has gone on since the beginning.
A funny story my friend Tim suggested I tell you guys.
how the guitar has distracted me from suicidal thoughts.
Being proud of myself
how it's hard to focus on my goals because of the status of the world.
the movie I'm in and my honest thoughts on it.
looking back on how bad my acne was and how that probably affected my mental health back then.
being an only child.
my mom being nicer to me.
realizing I'm always busy but its my choice.
Life being a puzzle
and much more
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Today I talked about how you always have to ask for what you want.
How I need more structure in my life.
How taking a nap is better than drinking coffee.
The calm app.
The first steps of making change.
People who say they're working on themselves for validation.
athletes and their finances
people who are in over their heads
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Today I had on the band Paradigm
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Today I talk about finally taking the steps necessary to try and receive the help I want.
I also conclude my thoughts on my episode with Alexia Knight (Episode 128)
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Today I had on erotic novelist Alexia Knight to talk about how she foud herself outside of her marriage. (cheating)
We talk about where the generation is headed
the tension between men and women
dating
finding yourself
roles of men and women in society
sex
relationships
porn
and much more
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today I talked about my new pet cat, Benny
being thankful for everything good that has came my way
being busy with my life
turning 27 and moving forward from there
coffee update
why I didn't post my last episode
and much more
Went deep into two cups for this episode.
I talked about all the classes I failed in college.
Being an adult out of no where
car accidents
guitars
reflecting on my mindset five months ago compared to now
war on tomorrow movie
being a dictator and a cult leader
Respecting death and much more
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Day 14 with no coffee. Today I talked about the basic instructions before leaving earth.
Megan Fox
ghosts
shaving my head
how I am currently feeling and how I used to feel
family trauma
trigger warning
Ways I've considered suicide and ways I definitely ruled out.
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Today I called my 95 year old grandma and we talked about
coffee
tattoos
the new world
the best decade of her life
how I need to talk to my family more
and much more
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recorded on 6/30/21
I talk about quitting coffee
guitar progress
feeding the rich by going to work
family drama
do rich people do chores?
skid row
and much more
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Today I had on pro mma fighter and 2x jiu jitsu no gi world champion Gabe Sagman from Ontario Canada.
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Today (6/22/21) I did the math to prove to you that the average American has very limited time and money to do what they love and support themselves without any help fro family or friends.
A good movie I saw on amazon prime
I also forgot to mention that I haven't thought about killing myself today
Thank you for being apart of your time.
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Today (6/14/21) I talked about how its almost been 10 years since I graduated high school
The gay things I've done this month
Feeling the pressure of life
anxiety before the show
not having enough time
doing new things
needing more guidance spiritually??
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thinking about life more short term than long term
xxxtentacion and why he would probably get it on this celebrity boxing if he was still alive.
death carrying artists careers
and much more
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Episode 119 (6/3/2021)
Today I talked about my new drug problem.
Dealing with responsibilities that come with being an adult.
death
giving cats a second chance
not wanting to be Bob the builder
choosing to destroy instead of build
The Paul brothers and their upcoming fights
my early youtube videos
the future and pondering on where we are heading
my investments in life
pride month
pretending to be gay in hopes that women would try to turn me straight
and much more
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Today I had on Sarah and we talked about the political situation in Serbia
celebrities
What we can learn from MMA
being slaves to capitalism
the Kardashian problem
death sentences
kindness
societal pressures
religion
joining a cult
and much more
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Today I talked about floyd mayweathers new beard and hair.
checking in on wanting to kill myself
Diego sanchez and his coach
and of course, much more
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On this episode I talk about my new sponsor
the movie I'm in
being hollywood
embracing the grind
achieving my goals
my experience with trans gender people
answering your questions
and much more
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Today I had on Jav who is a real estate agent and also hosts a podcast called decent takes.
we talked about
snakes in the real estate game
adding value to your home
profiling
things to look out for in a good or bad realtor
why Jav got into this business
how delicate and complicated sales can get.
and much more!
you can find the decent takes podcast on any platform.
if you have anything on your mind feel free to message me on instagram @suicidelogs
Today I reflected on all of the guests I had on recently
I also covered
the way my family treats me
seaspiracy
giving more
Front Toward enemy
food poisoning
seeing someone die
working on my house
and much more
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Today I had on Christina who is the host of the pickles and vodka podcast. We talked about
Bulimia
Earwigs
the stresses and trauma 2020 brung upon the world
Aliens
why her show is called pickles and vodka
eating disorders
therapy
anxiety
suicide
responsibilities
bay area slang
and much more
you can find us both on instagram @suicidelogs @picklesandvodkapodcast
and you can find both podcasts on spotify and apple
Oloff is a musician, artist, comedian and podcaster. He has a podcast called 'cheek clappers" that he hosts with his girlfriend. You can find him on instagram @oloffmusic and you can also find him out spotify, apple, bandcamp and youtube where he is to drop his upcoming EP.
today we talked about the censorship that goes on in the UK
Comedy
Music
Youtube couples
life bloggers
having kids
podcasting
finding balance
figuring out what YOU like
the fast pace world of social media
You can contact me on instagram @suicidelogs
Today I had on Trevor from the ManToolsMedia podcast
we discussed mens mental health
men and suicide
the next generation
guns
how I feel as a man
co parenting
sending kids to college
and much more!
you can find trevor and eric through montoolsmedia.com
you can reach out to me on instagram @suicidelogs
Today I had on Romeo who is from Florida.....
We talked about why everything we say about Florida on the outside is in fact 100% true.
Psychedelics
mushrooms
molly
college
France
My low self esteem
My take on California and the people in it.
Romeos farm
Romeo also hosts a Podcast called "Ramble" that you can find on spotify and apple.
You can contact me through instagram @suicidelogs
Today I had on Sara who is an exchange student from Serbia studying social studies in Germany.
We talked about anxiety
racism
healthcare in Europe and America
Florida
Influencers
Helping people
therapy and antidepressants
and much more
You can find Sara on instagram @numantraba and you can reach out to the podcast @suicidelogs
Today I had @WigWolfwerwolf on and we chatted it up.
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Just a quick update on some upcoming guests and how I've been feeling today.
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Today we talked about our definitions of love
advice to 18/19 year olds
getting older
working on ourselves
religion
the future
health and cancer
and much more
Today I had up and coming comedian Elmer Torres on who hosts the "Over the fence podcast"
He talked to me about doing stand up comedy
podcasting
weight loss
discipline
following your dreams
and much more
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I'm back after the longest break I've taken from the podcast so far. Today I talked about the new studio and house
The prisoner mentality
Feeling like I should have more energy and time because I don't have kids
real estate
My thoughts on "deserving" things
America and how I feel the rest of the world views it
and much more
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Went the whole episode without any water.
I talked about the pros and cons of being a man
being single and using dating apps
being yourself
podcasting and how its helped my mental health
my new exercise that I'm incorporating in my life to strengthen my brain
the music industry and my relationship with Lil B
bullying causing suicide
and much more
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Today I covered getting pulled over by the police
My thoughts on alcohol and drunk driving
working on myself and my attitude
and much more
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Now hiring someone to develop my bios
Today I talked about how my valentines day went and my thoughts on the holiday in general.
I also talked about entitled people, important jobs, respect, catalytic converters, people interpreting everything as racist, my screaming neighbors, advice to the younger listeners and much more.
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Today I gave tips on buying a house
I also addressed the violence on asians going on in the media I consume
Tips on building your credit and saving money.
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I told yall I was gonna be back maybe sunday for sure tuesday but here I am saturday night. Suck it. Producer lady and I grabbed this one by the balls and talked about a lot of stuff
Episode 92. Today I talked about what popped up on my facebook memories
Auditioning for my high school talent show with stand up comedy.
I cover all the times I've been pooped on by birds
The most dangerous animals in California and Arizona
The most horrendous thing I've done to an animal
The stock market crash
Financial literacy
The things that went through my mind during lectures in class
and much more. Thank you for listening and be sure to share and subscribe to the podcast.
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hey guys just another episode here. I guess the only thing I found interesting in this episode is that I pondered life on the sun and animals that aren't in the wild in North American. I also talked about global warming
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Episode 90! Today I talked about how my dedication to the podcast has changed my mindset on a lot of things.
This episode was more of a self diary so I apologize for not talking about anything going on in the media (besides covid) because I haven't been paying attention because I am too busy working on myself. I talked a little bit about my house hunting adventure.
Today I talked about the bad thoughts I was having.
Stories from when I was in middle and high school once upon a time when people were in classrooms.
"Manning up"
My friends not liking each other
Getting scammed
Buying a house
Hope you have a good day be sure to reach out on instagram @suicidelogs
Welcome to 2021 mother fucker.. Today I talked about how courage the cowardly dog basically predicted the future.
Not putting up an act to please people who don't like the REAL you.
How 2020 is probably the new 9/11.
Buying weed in high school.
I try to find out if I'm funny or not.
I also share my thoughts on Jesus Christ and my personal experience with seeing UFOS.
You can find me on instagram @SUICIDELOGS
Last podcast of the year. I talked about not worrying about the stimulus check/Asian people not getting enough credit/My bitch ass neighbors/Caffeine/The new band I'm in/My mental health this year.
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On this episode I gathered 3 close people from my life to get together for you.
We talked about our mental health and our experiences on dealing with emptiness and motivation.
Pharmaceutical drugs
Gut health and IBS
The experience of having a child.
Astrology/religion/cults
and much more
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Today I talked about my special Christmas episode coming up.
How I want to be the Bruce Lee of religion.
coffee and what it does to your bowels.
My curiosity on death and life.
My frustrations with the economy and healthcare system
Featured a little bit of producer lady and her thoughts.
You can find me on instagram @suicidelogs
Hang in there.
Today I discussed the power of the mind, traveling, my ideas for a better future, meditation, looking back on when I first started this podcast, why having siblings is ghetto and introduced my Christmas giveaway
Today I talked about the service I got at auto zone.
My experience with the Marines trying to recruit me.
Mental Health
I talked to a telemarketer
Helping people on the side of the road
People throwing rocks at me on the freeway
and why this podcast is called the suicide logs.
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Today I talked about coming at peace with my death, giving it my all and making a difference in this world. I also contemplate surrendering my life to religion and astrology. Gave some health and financial advice. Made my predictions for the last UFC PPV of the year. Introduced my hell week and touched base on how the auditions went and expressed more of my frustrations with the healthcare system and COVID.
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Today I talked about peoples top music they're sharing, "Selena: The Series" on Netflix which brought nostalgic memories of the 90's and early 2000's. I then started to reminisce on my early interest in skateboarding and I also talked about having injuries right before an important event. Explained that I'm going to be gone for a week to audition for something. I also questioned if masks are going to be the new way of life. Thanks for the love. See you guys soon.
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Today I reacted to my areas new stay at home order and the new marijuana laws that just passed. I then did some shoe shopping on instagram, talked about being on my grind and introduced my new martial arts tutorial segments on my instagram @SuicideLogs
Today I had a musician friend of mine on and we showed you the creative process of making music and we talked about conspiracy theories about the government and space and also having a positive attitude. You can find Vince on instagram @Vince.vangogh
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Today I talked about Nate Robinsons performance in his latest boxing match. Gave my top 5 GOAT MMA fighters to date. ( I adjust it at the end) and I also gave a lot of meaningful shoutouts and words of advice from my perspective on things involving the subjects of suicide and making the most out of your life. Hit me on instagram for any questions comments or concerns or even business inquiries @suicidelogs
Today I talked about my issues with the health care system and how they dealt with me and all my recent incidents. I also talked about my take on chiropractors. Happy thanksgiving.
so far this episode took the longest to upload compared to all the others. Had a little tantrum about life and called a friend to ask for his input. Important episode for those of you struggling, in my opinion. We talked a lot about mens mental health and looking out for one another. Send anything to the podcast through instagram @suicidelogs
Was pretty pissed off this episode. Thank you for listening to me blow off some steam.
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Today I went grocery shopping and talked about growing up asian.
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Change of plans podcast today. The band canceled so I talked about everything going on with me right now. Send anything on your mind to the podcast instagram @SuicideLogs
Today I did more reflecting on if I'm a bad person or not. Need your help to hear my side of things as honest as I can make it. I question religion and people who are nose deep into politics. Also give some advice for those of you out there listening.
Thanks a lot for all the support. Send anything on your mind to the instagram page @suicidelogs
My buddy came back from Texas and he informs us on how different it is out there. We also talk about our thoughts on voting, cults, convincing women to let us in their lives and why men are trash, having kids at a young age, skateboarders and why Tim has a problem with them and much more.
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Did a podcast late into the 24 hour twitch stream. I talked about getting older, accepting things, being tired, taking it easy, my new interest in the guitar and feeling happy about being exceptionally bad at something new. Along with a few other rants.
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My dad turns 65 today. On the 65th episode. My birthday is after. Had a guest on. Enjoy and let me know.
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Today I talked about Columbus day, dealing with things not going your way, new guest announcements, taking care of your body (and car), tipping at restaurants, learning math as an asian, and I also answered a few questions.
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on todays episode we discussed playing instruments, cutting out negativity in your life, people who are ambitious but cant communicate what they're ambitious about. My thoughts on getting old and having kids and much more!
If you would like to contact me you can find me on instagram @suicidelogs
Today I talked about moving on, feeling 19 again, an introduction to the theory of no one having free will. I describe my insecurities when it comes to "loving" myself and question a lot about those thoughts. My frustrations with apple and why spotify has been treating me better.
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Thanks for the support.
Took a couple of days to chill and reset my mind.
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Been feeling burnt out and frustrated from just life in general. I question my intelligence, fat people, stand up comedy, weird thoughts, and a bunch of other topics I honestly don't even remember. Just an overall strange episode if I do say so myself.
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Suicide Logs episode 57: I talk about going bald, cheating on my wife with my producer, quantum physics, my frustrations with big corporations wanting more from me, confidence, suicide being contagious, ways I wouldn't want to kill myself, the last time I pooped my pants as an adult and a whole lot more.
Follow the podcast on instagram @Suicide logs and don't forget to rate, review and share the podcast. Shout out to @Pairofthieves for the underwear I bought from TARGET. The beginning of the podcast kind of sounded like I bought them online,
I give world class advice about dealing with yourself, drugs and alcohol, rich people, why I don't want to go to a protest, mass shootings, suicide, people who give too much advice, back seat drivers, and a little bit of my first world problems. and maybe why I have dark thoughts. Also shed light on our sensitive, yet insensitive generation and much more.
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In this episode, I'm joined by my good friend Tim (@DJBROKEBOY) we discussed racism, aliens, 9/11, suicide, and our friendship.
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Many people have reached out to be a guest and I've even asked people to be on. Thought I'd bring someone who knows me really well. We shared many funny personal stories about our lives and relationship. Hope you enjoy and let me know what you found funny and or helpful. Big shoutout to everyone who has been helping this grow into what it is now. I'm having a lot of fun and thats all I can ask for. Let me know who you think the next guest should be!
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Talked about how the internet has affected me, close friends, Why I'm not gay, a story about the first time I did edibles when I was 19, and some of my perspectives on love and relationships.
Today I talked about politics, my name, exploring my personal anxiety, and explained my goal and why I think my message is important. Probably the most fun I've had with the whole series. Love you all!
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introduction to the bitch boot camp. Opened up a little on suicidal thoughts and how I deal with them. Got a little emotional but thats what this podcast is all about.
Did the podcast sober today. I talked about people who put their instagram @'s on their cars, starting a cult/church, traveling, why I don't enjoy Disneyland, and much, much, more. Shoutout to Front Toward Enemy for the music. shoutout to Geraldy for holding the record for the most secret codes sent. You can follow their instagrams @Fronttowardenemyca and @yeraldz. Also want to give thanks to anyone who has shared, reviewed, rated, and even just listened to the podcast. Hope everyone has a great weekend.
Thank you to everyone supporting me and the podcast. Holla my instagram @forthebitches and to donate to my dads shed fund. My venmo is @Marconi-Pumarada
Today I took edibles and talked about why my Instagram name is @forthebitches, politics, having kids, and finding my purpose in life. Thank you to all my supporters.