Eleven Live: Recent Episodes
Ellen Robinson
I'm Ellen Robinson. Eleven Live has come into being through my original podcast, Blank Canvas with Ellen Robinson. I am an author, artist and numerologist. There is nothing more natural to me than the language of numerology and sharing the possibility that is YOU through the energy of numbers. I picked “relationships” as my podcast category because the most important relationship that we have is with ourselves. It is through meeting our conditioning (false patterns) that we open to the Truth of who we are.
This is an eight year energetically. The eight (8) is all about enACTing the power within. This happens moment to moment in real time as you are living your life. It is the meeting of your own distortions, which are the lies that are held in your energy system. It is the meeting of these distortions, facing them, saying what you need to say, doing what you need to do, in the moment that frees these distortions so that you can come more into the truth of you, more into the wholeness of you, healing yourself along the way as you have the courage to meet these lies that hold you. So I share about this in this podcast and I hope you’ll join me. If you’d like to have your original blueprint read on my other podcast show, Your Original Blueprint, reach out to me ellen@elleninspires.com.
This is part two of entering the unknown which is the podcast before this. I just needed to wrap it up, so here it is.
This podcast I’m sharing about our current trip in Chelem, Mexico. It has been a series of new experiences, which is literally the unknown. My story cuts off rather abruptly because my daughter called me and I forgot to put my do not disturb on while I was doing my podcast so I’m actually gonna do a part two so if you’re feeling it go check that out.
The year 2023 carries with it the energy of 7. The essence of 7 exists to support you and every human being in trusting what you KNOW - what is TRUE. And, truth/knowing is not static so there comes a time (or times) when we are offered the opportunity to move from our current knowing into new knowing or awareness. This is what the year 2023 has afforded each of us. Moving into 2024, we get to experience the energy of 8. Eight’s essence is Abundance. Abundance is literally the full claiming of one’s life force. It is Mastery of Self. This is what’s fully possible in the coming year. Listen in for more juicy goodness.
This is an impromptu sharing by me about unprocessed trauma, which is grief. We tend to associate grief with someone that has died or a relationship that has ended, but the fact of the matter is is that it’s traumatic to be a human. Perfection and any other kind of behavior, that represses our expression and spirit, is trauma made manifest. And it’s necessary to process our trauma in order to birth the new that wants to be known.
Something that is established is something that is accepted as the norm. This in itself is not a bad thing. But what happens is that as conditioned humans, driven by fear, we tend to rigidly adhere to the established way when NEW voices start to speak. Deeply, this is an internal struggle that must be met within each of us. Me for me. And you for you. I hope you’ll listen. ♥️
I’m excited to introduce you to my new podcast show, Your Original Blueprint. Each human has a unique energy blueprint. This blueprint holds all that is needed to break from false constructs & experience freedom. Each week I read my guest’s Original Blueprint on the show. The birthday & name provide the numerology I use to ground. From there, I read the energy, the distinct coding of that person. I share the themes their soul has chosen to experience, in service to the evolution of consciousness and the alignment of their human with their origin, which is Love. You can listen to my new podcast show, Your Original Blueprint, on Spotify, and most anywhere you listen. To have your Original Blueprint read on the show by me, email me, ellen@elleninspires.com.
Many years ago I declared that I wanted to live life differently. I didn’t know how but I knew how I had been experiencing life did not work for me. That began my journey of possibility and it CONTINUES.
Coming into my truest expression of me has meant realizing I have more to SAY. Realizing I can CHANGE my mind. Realizing perfection is DEATH and expressing who I AM is ALIVE.
Finding your Voice. What does that mean? For me, it means that I mean what I be, do, say and think and I be, do, say and think what I mean. It took me a lot of false starts for me to be me. And here I AM!!
Disconnected from our innate intelligence we are dumb. This dumb shows up as living life on autopilot doing, saying and being the things that we have been trained to do, be and say. This is called conditioning and it is the false intelligence.
What makes us all so dumb is trying to fit into the box that is perfection. What I mean by “dumb” is our ability to express, the unique language our lives speak. Perfection literally hijacks our authentic expression. Ellen talks about this as well as the importance of “imperfect” expression.
Perfection does not like the messy stuff. Perfection wants to lock the messy down and out. Why? The messy does not cooperate with perfection’s coiffed ways. Listen as Ellen shares more about this topic and the importance of allowing the messy.
Perfection about anything is an idea about how/what that something should be/do. This blocks out our true Self. Perfection keeps us from our emotional integrity, feeling what we truly feel. It also keeps us from being in relationship with ourselves, knowing our likes and dislikes. This, deeply, is the root of our loneliness, our cultural malaise. We can break the patterning of Perfectionistic ideas by bravely meeting ourselves, our feelings, in the moment. No matter what they are. This allowing EXPANDs us into greater freedom and aliveness.
We are not here to Live how other people think we should. But this is what happens when we live a life of perpetually feeling shame or bad for who we are or guilty for choosing our truth over training. Avoiding meeting our shame and guilt head-on keeps us from being real. It keeps us from saying the things we want to say, doing what we want to do and being who we are - the truth of our expression.
Guilt, like shame, is a distortion of our Truth. And, like shame, it can assist us in getting clear about what’s TRUE. When we can meet Guilt head-on, we get clarity about our RESPONSIBILITY- what’s really TRUE in our HEART.
Shame, the belief that one is bad, runs deeply and unannounced in the human psyche. Shame is a distorted expression of who we really are, which is Love. Ellen shares about her journey with shame as well as how it shows up in our lives in big and small ways. And how in meeting our pain, we can dissolve our shame. And be the light that we are. SHINE. SHINE. SHINE.
Our Soul is the Truth of Who we ARE. It is pure Love & Light. What does the Soul want? To be KNOWN. Every human has the potential to embody their Soul. This enactment is akin to HEALING and becoming WHOLE. What stops us? LISTEN.
When we expect our partner or another person in our life to know what our needs are and then fill them, we are in a codependent relationship. We may not know that we are in a codependent relationship. I know that I did not know. Until I did. Once I became aware, I realized how awful codependency feels. I think it feels so awful because what we are actually doing is giving away our self-agency. It’s SO passive. I have lived this. And I’ve also healed it. Join me as I share about my codependent journey and what it takes to come into the Self, WHOLLY.
We cannot delight in the expression of someone else, until we delight in our own expression. As we boldly be ourselves, and speak what we know, this is our power. Literally, when we speak the truth, we are carving new, never been pathways. This is how we change the world.
The energy of the 3 is expression and feeling. It’s also the Voice of the Self. But sometimes we don’t know what we want to say - we are overwhelmed with huge and varied feelings that come out as disjointed words or we have repressed our expression and we are numb and no words come. It’s all okay. Allowing all of the experiences is essential to coming into your own unique expression.
Being the Truth of who we are in Relationship is not easy. And doing this consistently is certainly not easy! Ellen shares her experience of coming into the Truth of her relationship with her husband Tim.
Fully expressing the Self that YOU ARE goes hand in hand with loving the Self that YOU ARE. These are the energies of the 3 and 2, respectively. I repressed my natural expression for YEARS. Finally it was time for me to wake up to my Self. Step by step I’ve lived my way to Loving & Expressing mySelf Wholly.
The breaking of my own heart brought me to my SELF. I can once and for all see, know, hear and acknowledge this Self that I am. I would not have arrived here without my heart breaking, without the wound I was desperately trying to guard, being ripped wide open. I don’t think anyone can. The feeling of the pain that my wound had to offer me WAS my heartbreak. And I NEEDED my heartbreak. My HEART BREAKING opened ME TO ME.
We come to earth presumably for OUR LIFE - to LIVE OUR LIFE. What is YOUR LIFE? For years I was living on auto pilot, unconsciously living according to ideas that weren’t even mine. Slowly I started opening to my LIFE - what are my PREFERENCES? What do I prefer? Preferences are our wants and desires- the juice and yum of LIFE. Our True Preferences come from the Soul and are sacred. Fear of rejection and abandonment often keep us from opening to our own sacredness. What would the world be like if everyone was a living prayer?
Most people think of being on life support as an end of life scenario but in actuality we are living our lives this way!! Hooked up to everything and everyone but ourSELVES. Yes, you and I and all have a natural system that is ready and waiting to FULLY support us in every way. When we OPEN to the LIFE FORCE that is us, we are SUPPORTED WHOLLY.
In this episode I share a story about my own life that exemplifies the 2 energy, which is Love of Self. This COMPLETE loving of our WHOLE self necessary for our TRUEST EXPRESSION, the energy of 3.
Allowing the “extremes” of our own EXPRESSION is vital to coming into the pure truth of our EXPRESSION - who we’ve come to BE and by extension, what we’ve come to DO.
For years I lived my life disconnected from my own LifeForce, simply going through the motions according to some invisible set of steps. It wasn’t until 2006 that this changed. I became aware that I was actually in charge of my life and that I could claim what I wanted. What we WANT is our VISION for our life, relationship, job, project, etc. Planet earth is in a highly creative time right now. In this podcast I share about the energies of January, February and March and how it’s prime time to OPEN beyond what we already know to welcome what’s possible.
In this episode Ellen shares about the necessity of experiencing disillusionment to gain clear sight. This clear seeing frees us to love and live truer and freer in our lives, in our relationships and in the world. Listen in now.
Ellen shares more about the powerful question: What do you know? If you haven’t yet, go back and listen to Part I first.
In this brief episode, Ellen shares about the power of the question: What do you know? This is the essence of the seven energy. We have just moved into a seven year (2023). If you’d like to know more about the seven energy visit Elleninspires.com and go to the tab: Eleven blog.
Ellen Brown Robinson (Eleven) shares an energy recap for 2022 including a rundown and review of each month, January thru December. Listen in and get anchored in your own energy and Self as we prepare for the New Year.
Ellen shares about the energy of December 2022 in this episode of Eleven Live. The energy that we have supporting us this month is the energy of the 3 and the 9. Three energy is supporting us in our truest expression of Self and nine energy is assisting as we complete major themes and milestones in our life - listen in for more.
Ellen delves more deeply into the energies of the 1 and the 2. One is the raw material of the Self and 2 is our built in ability to receive the self which is love. Ellen knows that you may not feel that you have this ability, but she assures you that you do and gives encouragement to open to this possibility.
This month of November 2022 we have the energy of the 11 (2) and the energy of 8 that are here to support each of us to not abandon our Self as well as come into our own essence, which is our power. Listen in for more on this powerful topic.
This episode of Eleven Live is a preview of the “eleven” energy that is coming in for November. Facing the conflict within we know peace within. Listen in for more.
Ellen discusses the energy of “1” and “7.” These are the dominant number energies during the month of October 2022. Hint: Never Been, Never Been and Trust Your Knowing.
In these last 10 days of September 2022 the 6 and the 9 energies continue to do their thing, assisting each one of us to buck off the conditions that bind us and open to our heart’s truest response and the integrity of our soul. Listen now as Ellen speaks to these pure potentials and happenings.
In this episode of Eleven Live I share about karma, what it is and its purpose. Karma, or as I prefer to say, karmic experiences are nothing to be afraid of - they are designed by you, for you, to raise your consciousness and free your soul. Listen now for more.
In this episode I share about the VERY REAL (until it’s not) experiences of the shoulds, have tos and expectations that are put on us by others and even ourselves. And, further, how we can begin to detangle ourselves and open to our Truest response.
The energies of both the 9 and the 6 are at play this month. As conditioned humans we operate through a filter of ideas, expectations and beliefs that have been given to us by others. This month is a perfect time to open to the heart’s truest response, which is the 6 energy and the integrity of the soul which is the 9 energy. Both of these energies will assist us and meeting this conditioning head on and coming more into the truth of who we really are.
Being in Your Own Presence, you are inherently present for ALL. Ellen shared about this and more on this latest episode of Eleven Live.
In this episode, Ellen discusses the energies of 1, 4 and 5 and how they are coming to bear this August 2022. Never before ideas bursting forth, grounding, and ultimately inviting each human to heed the clarion call of their own heart to deliver freedom.
I created this podcast episode on June 23 and did not post it at the time. I listened to it today and am posting it now on Sunday, July 17. Welcome to Season 3. The energy of 3 is EXPRESSION. Your Life is YOU expressing. In this episode I share more on this and how when we (humans) reduce LIFE (you expressing) to a 1, 2, 3 step philosophy, we are in effect stripping away the very Life we’ve come here to EXPRESS.
Each moment is a moment to meet the Self and open to more of our natural Essence. Meeting the disharmony, it dissolves, and there is more harmony. Living our way to greater joy and freedom one true step at a time.
Ellen Robinson shares about the power of number energy to open each human to their True Essence, specifically the energy of ONE (Creativity) & FOUR (Security) in this month of APRIL 2022.
Listen in as Ellen Robinson reads the energy blueprint of Ukraine President Volodymyr Zelenskiy. In number energy, there is no positive or negative, simply extremes that represent the distortion of our pure life force that we are balancing through the events and happenings in our lives.
Listen in as Ellen Robinson of the Eleven Live podcast shares the energy blueprint of Russian President Vladimir Putin. In number energy, there is no positive or negative, simply extremes that represent the distortion of our pure life force that we are balancing through the events and happenings in our lives.
The invitation is THIS: to come into your truest Expression (3), to live life according to your truest Response (6) and to live according to the Integrity of your Soul (9).
In the language of number energy, the two resonates with harmony and the eight resonates with value. Listen in as 11 shares about the two and the eight energies and how they show up in our lives to free us into our most true selves.
11 shares about the energy of three, which, aligns with emotional integrity. What is emotional integrity? It is feeling the feeling that we are having. Seems simple, doesn’t it? But we live as conditioned humans and that conditioning says don’t feel what you feel. Even if those words are not said it is implied through the collective consciousness. 11 shares about the importance of feeling what we feel in the moment and how it can free us.
What actually is an old soul? Listen to this brief burst of love from Eleven on the energy of NINE - the “old soul” energy.
The essence of 3 energy is allowing our full life force to express. In the moment. This is you, this is me, BEing who we ARE.
Have you heard the term, “They’re drinking the Kool-Aid?” It’s used to describe someone that goes along with an idea or way of thinking because they so believe the person/organization espousing said idea or way of thinking is the keeper of their worth, value, validation, freedom, security, truth (you name it). It is the human condition that has us keep thinking our truth, etc is outside of us. When in reality, it’s all YOU. You are the Kool-Aid. Join in as Ellen Eleven shares her thoughts on this subject and then some♥️
In this episode, Eleven shares about the energy of 1 and 7 as they are the dominant energies of January.
In this episode of Eleven Live, Ellen 11 Robinson shares what we can expect as a collective energetically in 2022. The themes are responsibility and harmony in the self: the 6 and the 2. Ellen discusses how the energy is ripe for each individual to come into the receiving of their own self (2) as well as living as one’s liberated truth (6). May you live in 2022 and beyond in the unfiltered truth of your heart. ♥️
Do you feel like you are living through a filter? It’s because you are. This filter is the conditioning or layering that is covering your true Self - the Essence of who you are. You can uncover yourself by allowing your Expression, which will take you into your emotional integrity, and living life according to your truest response by asking, What do I really want? Listen in for some Love from Eleven. ♥️
Listen as I share about the energy of 2022. 2022 is a six year and six is all about coming into your personal responsibility, what’s true in your heart – living according to your truest response. The three twos of 2022 are all about relationships - two is the relationship energy. And the relationship that you have with your self is so important. As you come into relationship with your self, there’s an ability to see your relationships with other people as they truly are, because you are seeing/accepting your self as you truly are. And this two energy of relationships will serve the overall energy of 2022 - coming into what’s true in your heart and living your life according to that as opposed to your conditioning.
Eleven shares about the coming into relationship with the self and how that requires feeling shame to actually reveal the TRUTH of who we ARE. As we become conscious that we have been experiencing life through shame, we begin to see how others are poised and ready to feed us a shame sandwich. Know this: You do not have to eat it. Listen in for a boost of Love from Eleven to You.
The idea that there’s something to fix permeates our culture and society. It’s a lie and more than that, it’s rooted in scarcity and fear. Tune in for this boost of LOVE from Ellen Eleven Robinson.
How do we get to know the Self? The Self under all those layers of conditioning. Well, the layers have to come up and out. True Self Love & Care is moment to moment. Listen in for a boost of Love from Ellen Eleven Robinson. ♥️
Only YOU have the power to love yourself - to accept yourself - to nourish yourself - to cultivate yourself in the moment. And YOU doing that for YOU is what breaks diseased patterns and creates HEALTH for all. Tune in for a quick boost of love from Ellen Eleven Robinson.
Much anxiety is a result of pressure - feeling pressured to know what’s next. To quell the anxiety we PLAN to ensure we know what’s next. For some people, the planning also brings anxiety. LISTEN. All you can ever really do is be on THIS STEP. The step you are in. Just do that. Listen in for a quick BOOST of LOVE from Ellen Eleven Robinson. ♥️♥️♥️
Depending on who you are, the feeling of being untethered can either be exhilarating or utterly terrifying. Listen in as Eleven discusses the energy of feeling untethered, within the framework of Numbers, specifically the number 5. And how the greatest gift to ourselves and our greatest power lies in allowing ourselves to BE IN the experience we are in, in this case, feeling Untethered.
There is so much pressure, especially for teenagers, around what they are going to DO with their lives. Eleven Robinson shares how we can take some of that pressure off by acknowledging that DOING flows from WHO WE ARE. And many of us, not just teenagers, don’t know who the hell we are. Eleven assures us that this is OK, in fact normal and healthy. Listen in for more.
Every human comes to the planet with their own energy blueprint. This energy blueprint contains our purest essence as well as the life experiences that opens us to that pure essence. Eleven Robinson shares more about this in this episode of the second season of Eleven Live.
Listen in as Eleven Robinson shares about what she calls the Good Program, what it is, why it’s not really good, how it runs us and how we can break out of it. And most of all why your TRUEST EXPRESSION MATTERS.
Eleven shares about the energy that we’ve been in (Grounding & Abundance/Flow) for August and the what we are transitioning into on September 1. Learn about the energy that’s upon us for September: Completion & Liberation.
In this episode I share about the energy of 4 (security) and the 5 (liberation). How 4 keeps us safe until we feel stuck. And how five freaks us out (did someone say change?) until we feel FREE.
As an individual Self, you have preferences. Perhaps you grew up in a household that said having preferences was selfish or something to be ashamed of. This episode of Eleven Live discusses preferences, what they are, why they matter and the number energy with which they are associated.
Learn about the energy of July, specifically in this year of 2021. It’s time for clarifying, trusting & introspection. Also, the birth of new projects, relationships and even the Self.
Eleven discusses the energy of June (within the context of our 5 year) and what it all means. Clarity, heart, truth, completion.
In this Episode of Eleven Live, Eleven shares about the time we are in, a time designed to turn everything on its head. This is the energy of 5, the pure potential of which is Freedom. Eleven also talks about how when free, we can see what’s true, more clearly.
As a culture, we are not encouraged to want what we want. But did you know that the energy of YOU is the energy of 1 - pure LIFE FORCE. Wanting what we WANT is allowing our pure Life Force to FLOW and that is SO POWERFUL.
We are fully equipped to LIVE our TRUEST lives. In this episode I share about the current energies and how they support the ESSENCE of who we ARE.
In this episode of Eleven Live, I share how difficult it is to be who we truly are in relationship with others. And how wonderful it is when we are able to do this.
In this episode I share how the energy of 8 is at work in our lives, unfolding the VALUE that we ARE.
In this episode I share about the energies of 2, 5, 6, 7 and 9 and how each are at play as we unearth our true Selves.
Join me for part 2 of The Most Important Relationship for more juicy goodness related to the 2 energy - the essence of relationships🌸♥️🌸♥️
In this episode of Eleven Live I will share about the energy of the 2, which is the energy of relationships. I will share about the most important relationship, which is the relationship we have with our own Self. When we can meet the Self, moment to moment, this is how the harmony that is us is born. Being awake to the Self within our relationships creates relationships that are truer and freer.
I am so excited to announce the publication of my third book, ORGANIC FORMULA, Number Energy as Portals to Self. Listen as I share a little bit about the book and how you can get a copy. Thank you and I look forward to season 2 of Blank Canvas!!
Listen in to learn how the essences of number energy exist to support each human in being who they are 💙
Learn about the energy of 9. Nine is the final number essence and therefore brings with it completing energy. Living our lives opens us to the Wisdom we Are. Listen in and learn how 9 supports us in living our truest lives.
In this episode, I read the energy of the day for Monday, August 24. Learn about the cumulative day energy, day energy, pinnacle energies, challenge energies, soul and key energies and how they support each of us, and therefore the collective, in BEing our TRUEest Selves.
Listen in to learn about the energy of 8 and how it shows up in the world. Also, I will discuss the merging of the soul with the self and how that parlays with the archetypical energy of the numbers.
Each human is inherently valuable. Our life is here to be lived in order to bring this, the VALUE that we are, into BEing.
Creative life force energy, emotional integrity, psychic energy of the spiritual messenger, knowing the self and self security. It’s all in today’s episode of Blank Canvas.
Seven energy takes us into the Trust that we ARE. We look outside of ourselves for the answer until we don’t. Inconvenient truths continue to be revealed in this month of July - the 7th month.
The six energy is the energy of responsibility – the truth of the heart. In this episode I share more about the six and moment to moment making your way to what is true for you.
Responsibility is personal. Our truest response comes from the heart - the energy of 6. Being at HOME in the heart happens moment to moment, moving through the “shoulds” and the “have tos” we arrive at the MUSTS - the choiceless choices dictated not by our conditioning, but our heart.
Six energy assists humanity in connecting with the truth of one’s heart - one’s truest response. Allowing the full experience of six- the distortions of the truth - are actually the necessary portal to BEing the RESPONSIBILITY that each human IS.
In this episode I share about 6 energy, what it has traditionally meant, how it’s evolving and how it is serving us right now in June, the 6th month, of 2020.
We can not access anything beyond our current state of reality without the energy of 5. We bring 5 in and with it CHANGE. This change is the alchemy that reveals Freedom.
As humans we seek to feel safe and secure. As souls in the human body, we ARE the security we Seek. Listen in to learn more about the 4 energy and how the experience of 4 takes us into our own organic formula.
There are so many ideas of what it means to be a good mother. Listen in as I apply number energy to this question and the beauty of being who you are.
In this episode I share about the energy of 3. Three is the energy of feeling - of owning who we truly ARE - BEing our emotional integrity. Listen in to learn more and be inspired to be YOU through your own life expressed TRULY.
Five is the energy of CHANGE. And 5 is the time we are in. Find out what 5 brings and how to access it when you listen in today.
I wrote this energy channel on 2020 back in early February. I felt called to share it verbally here on Blank Canvas.
Listen in as I share about the energy of 2. The experience of Two is the portal to the Harmony we ARE. Relationships are a mirror into the self, and are therefore the catalyst to our own Harmony. I share about how the 2 energy shows up, the new partnership paradigm and much more.
In this episode, learn about the ONE energy. What a person “wants” requires a thought, idea or vision about that “want.” This vision is literally the 1 energy at play. The energy of 1 STARTS a conversation, STARTS a relationship, STARTS a project. And in its most broad application, 1 energy is the seed of the Self.
In this episode of Blank Canvas I share about the Power of Zero and how it exists as the Catalyst to Creation.
The language and energy of numerology is a beautiful gift for humanity. Every person enters the world with their own unique energetic blueprint that can be read through numbers. So, too, does every day, month and year have associated with it a specific number energy. Todays podcast I discuss the energy of today: 4-20-2020. Questions? I welcome them. Feel free to reach out
This first episode of Blank Canvas provides context for the episodes that come after it. In it, I share my unique insights about Numerology - what it is, its purpose, how it works and why it matters. It’s an introduction to the numbers, as energy frequencies, serving as portals to the true self. I share how societal conditioning covers our true self and how by meeting ourselves directly in the moment, we organically break through and BE who we ARE.