A Symphony Of Sorrows': Recent Episodes
JESSIE'
Finding a strength within to overcome life's challenges during times of loss,pain, suffering ,and sorrow. Life has a way of testing endurance of the spirit the soul and the mind .the heart can literally sustain extreme times of dispair and a helplessness that can bring down the weight the body as it emplores a lifelessness that falls on bended knee. we fall and life will momentarily leaveb us feeling such sadness that nothing can compare to this kind of suffering that weighs heavily with such sorrow that will literally test your will ,your faith, your spirit, it will define your Strength. challenge every aspect of who you truly are .and the fall will either cause the mind to somehow lose its way ,the soul to seperate, the spirit will challenge the rise before the fall .the heart will break and stay broken .trying to understand the unbearable reasoning as it literally tries not to self destruct .having been challenge d by the loss of a loved one. Life separate s us from who we truly are to become. the mind is the instrument of strength and will continue ously reminding us that we are human and our weaknesses are not defects of character it is the souls heart gently beating to bring life back and a gentleness that will mend and heal the heart that has weakend with sadness and sorrow trying to separate itself from its only existance it shoulders its fall by distancing anything or anyone that should they come close anchor's Itself completely closed off from feeling anymore than what it already can sustain in its own suffering and sorrow. Life becomes what it has imprinted upon the soul lost and alone the Melody softly plays the sadness of the hearts break and as the music gently becomes the heartbeat of the soul the heart begins to beat again but with its sorrowful and painful cry of suffering becomes A Symphony Of Sorrows '.......…...
I wrote this song inspired by the darkest of my soul. Love,loss,pain,suffering,and sorrow A-symphony of sorrow, it’s my first take and it’s editing stages as everything else I do up here.
What is love. But that depth that center that core’ that without a heartbeat of life is nothing.’ This piece is the first take of a song well, I’m not finished with as I usually wouldn’t send my music up all fraggled out but I have these drafts of my music on here that I also don’t want erased and if I don’t pulll them up they will eventually be erased. And I can’t read music to write it on a score sheet this is my memory of what I write with my piano so this is why it goes up as well unfinished unedited raw...so forgive me for it’s mess.
This was my first take at writing this piece that’s not finished I’ve only just begun but when it’s finished it’s gonna be really hard polished ... Thany you for listening.
I want to apologize again for the non edited music and that’s why it’s free because it isn’t put together the way I want right now. Forgive me for my puppies who are my judges and my audience who love putting there 2cents in before I’m done . but like the ice skater who fallls he just can’t stop during all the mistakes he has to keep on going til it’s just finished. So forgive me. Sometimes the mistakes are truly not done purposely with my hands my hands get ms like when I’m playing and it’s literally uncontrollable which is another reason I must hurry to write my music so that I can then perfect it. And edit. I truly can hardly wait for the day I can present to all of you my clean work . When I put my stuff up it isn’t for the world to hear yet there is a lot I won’t use that is already up here. And then there some I intend to put on an album . During which time in school as I learn to edit and mix I will be excited to truly share with you. I can hardly wait to learn how to perfect myself. For all of you.
Had to change the name of what it truly felt like to me even though love will never die🙏🥀
This song needs so much clean up and editing .My aim is to finally go through everything I have on this platform and literally transforming each song I have written. Thank you speaker studio for allowing me to be able to hear what is necessary for my growth and transformation . Every song I have done on here has been written for the first time first take so forth unless I have those that I want to change in some way other than . I have taught myself everything I know teaching myself has been the hardest but the most passionate ways possible mistakes and all ,and yet , you beautiful people have allowed me a beautiful place to create my music on this application that has been absolutely amazing. You have been with me every step of the way and I will not ever forget you for giving me that opportunity for my music to be played and heard even though it wasn’t quiet how I wanted to present myself but hey, now you see my flaws and I have many😮but I thank you 🙏 and I feel very blessed regardless. Good news is I finally got myself into The Los Angeles school of Film so that I can now learn to finally put my music together the way I always Dreamed in that way it could be one day. So, bare with me as soon it will be placed in it’s perfected format. This song I wrote in light of how when you truly love someone that love simply just never dies. Hope you enjoy it mistakes and all. Much love to you and 🙏 Thank you Speaker Studio and everyone who has taken there time to give my music a listen. :) Love ❤️ Jessie L Garcia
These are all raw files needing to be edited and literally recaptured in the way I want them to sound eventually. Please forgive me if they sound unfinished because they truly are. Sincerely songwriter musician Jessica L Garcia songinfminor67@gmail.com🥀💦🙏♥️ Thank you for listening.
This is drive this is how bad I want it,,,,.its hard going what your after but I love it!
New’year new song new album 🎥”Eyes’wide open “🔥🎬you know All I know is when you love someone with all the depth of your soul and your heart and you bare your soul to them you give your heart your love like you’ve never given or trusted anyone else, and then they turn around and truly betray that part you never in a million years believed that they would really do but it’s like everyone else knows what’s going on accept for you, well, you kinda do know cause that’s intuition alerts you when something feels off balance but you don’t want to feel anything less than you already do it’s like it’s truly where you begin to understand unconditional love and forgiveness because no matter what, you still love this person, with every vital aspect of your core ,your soul .and it’s not like you don’t try to understand that just maybe you too might have to some degree may have opened that aspect of them .if maybe you may not have taken them for granted not intentionally tried to hurt them that maybe had you been more compassionate understanding and possibly loving that just maybe had you done one of those things differently it may have made them not want to break your heart ❤️. LOVE’can truly break but what a beautiful thing that it also is to find that in suffering something can amazingly be created through the bittersweet of a ballad, these songs I write that I have no idea how my hands find themselves knowing the placement of every stroke every melody as though I’ve done this before my heart takes over and my soul finds it’s way back home on the keys of my piano cause I feel I go to my piano and my hands stear the way my heart tells that story how does this happens? god ,cause the first take is usually my best one which is why I also record it because it’s the first time I’m playing this song and just basically literally taught myself, I hope you guys like it , it’s not edited or formatted but now that I am at the Los Angeles School of Film I’m finally going to learn to finally make my music clean perfect and mastered and by gods *Grace that I have received such an amazing opportunity such an AMAZING!! “BLESSING” thank you God,,,
It’s taken me a lot to realize that love is suffering only to understand growth.💔♥️whole.