A Source Of Motivation: Recent Episodes
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For now this podcast aims to motivate myself and anyone listening to get up and take responsibility for their circumstances- through health changes, mindset changes and spiritual changes🌏
My favourite manifestation technique in the law of attraction is Acting as If so today I wanted to share how I use it in my online life. Enjoy!
Another one
One hour and 5 minutes left.... The year is over. That’s it. Nothing else. Sorry I’m just not feeling creative. What I’m writing and what you will soon be reading over, is something I want to keep raw? I really don’t know this time. I haven’t planned anything, there’s no 2k19 goals layed out and ready to be fulfilled, my academic life is a shambles. Sorry I’m just lost at the moment. I keep having moods swings. I can be so motivated one week and wishing to be nothingness the next. Everything inside of me is giving up on me. Even I’m giving up on me. There is no drive within myself anymore which is honestly heartbreaking. Not because it reminds me of my old self but because it doesn’t remind me of the new me. The me that pushes to be better than yesterday, everyday, the me that has goals dreams expectations. The me that couldn’t dream of being out of touch spiritually. Everything that I worked so hard to build left me for a summer vacation. I’m here. Stuck in the snow featuring my cold icy mind. Writing this doesn’t do justice for the feelings that encompass me. 56 minutes left.... and I’m still writing my bullshit feelings. Okay. Phh I don’t know how to fix it. Please go away. Stay in 2018. Dark energy I forbid you to enter the new year with me. I’m so sorry but there’s no space. But... still I know you’ll be there, laughing and hugging me. Guess I can’t blame you for who I am. Never do I hold myself accountable. I just blame scapegoat and blame a little more. Maybe that’s my problem. Instead of lying here like a lifeless dear wailing away my life predicaments to a damn notepad, I should analyse myself in a way I have never done before. I’m done with all this fuckery. If you wanna be better then get the fuck up and be better. Be that bitch. Be that Queen 👑
Poem
Angered
She isn’t happy She isn’t sad She is angry
Red, orange, yellow she sees Followed by a murky black And muffled screams That girl is angry
Alone But not The cloud of evil floats above, swarming into her ears, clogging her blood drip... hot so hot Close by Burning fires erupt Torturous wails are heard Someone is cackling, she knows who,
She hates him...that cloud But he feeds her emotions and festers into her subconscious Because now, that girl is oozing fury, pummelling distaste, mimicking Lucifer
Tame yourself girl Her eyes dart wildly ‘For the strong man isn’t the wrestler rather the strong man is he who controls himself when angry’ Shock weaved into fresh air strikes her Unbeknownst to that girl, it’s Him. The prophet (pbuh ) A crispy breeze slaps her face, she holds her hammering heart hoping for hint of holy happiness Post breathing out, she is no longer chained by rage..
now, that Woman is free