THIS OTAKU'S LIFE: Recent Episodes

Alan Chaess

a simple podcast of biographical vignettes

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this week is my thoughts (raw, uncut) regarding the last 12 years and a goodbye to this show.

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this week is about stopping the show; almost 12 years, the time has come

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this week is about needing a reason and a point before I can get onboard

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this week is part 2 to my kitchen appliance drama

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this week is about living somewhere I can walk around without a car

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this week is about a failing appliance we all depend on to work

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this week is a look back on this podcast

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this week is about the finding and getting the job

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this week is about discussions we often have

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this week is about how we absorb information and entertainment

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this week I comment about being first does not make you special

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this week I talk about a bad habit I've always default to

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this week is how everyone is more than they seem

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this week is about the year coming to a close and comment on the next

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this week I talk about my birthday

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it's getting cold, and it's time to complain about winter

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this week is about acknowledging we are more than our habits

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this week is about the feeling and choices I now make

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this week is about how the constand grind has finally caught up with me

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this week is about the conversations we have and how we try to relate

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this week is about the intensity of the end of year and how I'm feeling it again

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this week is about the intensity of the end of year and how I'm feeling it again

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this week is an update, some thoughts about the move

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this week is about being authentic instead of emulating it

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this week is a super low tech recording while I still get my bearings in order

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this week is about the future challenge I'm preparing to come

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this week is about putting yourself as first priority

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this week is about the idea you don't have to do the things you love as your job

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this week is just a house update, nothing special

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this week is about over thinking your solve

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this week is about the difference between fact and fiction

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this week is about the times where you avoid topics you don't want to process

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this week is about the times where you avoid topics you don't want to process

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this week is about the choices we make and wanting to make different ones

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this week is about the choices we make and wanting to make different ones

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this week is about when you get the invite, bother to show up

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this week is about how intuition informs what we want in software

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this week I reflect on my recent experience at the convention

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this week is about how we define ourselves, not what we tell others

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this week is about the things with history and no voice

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this week went by fast and I felt the need to comment about it

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this week is about having dumb habits for dumb reasons

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this week is something new that I tried, liked and learned something new regarding coffee

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this week is choosing when to speak up and share your voice

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this week is about when I'm at full attention and when I'm not

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this week is reflecting on what the near future looks like

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this week is random commentary about future scenarios I'll call home

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this week is about my relationship with distraction

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this week is just an update on the current state of busy

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this week is about how I'm not freaking out, but still busy enough to be stressed

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this week I talk about decisions of the past don't apply the same anymore

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this week is about stop waiting on others to get your wishes started

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this week is seeking the quiet over the expectations

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this week is about not getting stuck in a loop

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this week is about getting notified too much

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this week I talk about my most recent experience at looking at homes

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this week is about the belief of ability not assumption

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this week is not assuming people will consider you, if you don't express an interest

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this week is about not taking shortcuts to share

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this week I talk about how I care, but I don't feel I need to advertise it

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this week is about acting on advice just because it's unsolicited and potentially wise

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this week I talk about the on-going process of buying my first home

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this week is about thoughts we don't always want to vocalize

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this week is about the communication we agree understand

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this week is about how just because I function a certain way, does not mean others do the same

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this week is about what I hate and like about the winter

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this week, I reflect, on the initial process of buying a home

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this week is reflecting on what's to come in '22

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this week is about the dreams we want, and more about making them true

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this week is about exploring the thought we should always participate

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this week is about the process of guessing the wrong gift

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this week is about acknowledging that I want to change, while not giving up my comfort zones

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this week is about the moment when I want to badly hit a reset button on some part of my life

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this week is about helping others help themselves

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this week is about nothing, a lot is happening and nothing you haven't already heard before

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this week is about the start of stress, mess and the holidays

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this week is about a forgotten part of my past

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this week, again comment about something that disappoints me

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this week is about my zombie routine, things I do without much thought because something compels me to

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this week is a quick comment about how I enjoy good design

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this week is some commentary that not everyone has their title for the best reason

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this week is a reflection of how I want use my free time

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this week is a reflection on, when far away, it can still feel like home

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this week is simply about how I'm not a novelty seeking nor a chronic repeater

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this week is about answer the question that always has a boring answer

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this week is commentary that what you're used is long over

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this week is my thoughts on the endless "never" promises in entertainment

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this week is comment on how I'm seeking a new way to shut myself down each night

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this week is about the unbounded relationships we have to our jobs now

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this week was about the idea of how I work to solve in projects

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this week is about the first time in a long time, I can't attend OTAKON

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this week about the desire of something I would never considered before

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this week is about the times perception is vital to an idea

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this week is commenting on when tradition is interrupted, and when it restarts

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this week I reflect on a brand new beginning

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this week I talk about starting a new job

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this week is about proud enough to not talk about it

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this week is commenting on emails I got a lot over the years

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this week is reflecting on my patterns

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this week is just confirming not all fast computers are for gaming

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this week, I made the mistake of making a list of to-do(s).

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this week is about starting out with one intention and having another to focus on

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this week I rant about something that happens a lot

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this week is my thoughts towards the 2nd dose I'm about receive

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this week is about not wanting to forget those we've lost

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this week feels like it's hunting me down

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this week is about me getting the first shot of the rona' vaccine

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this week is me griping a bit about spam text messages and/also the show is 10 years old

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this week is about, roughly a year later we're not as considerate of others, as we probably should be

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this week is about the thought of when to stop on-going projects

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this week I'm reminded it's alright to have humility and not immediately have the answer

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this week is a comment on how I don't think we solve problems collectively as much as we expect them to alread exist

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this week is about being sensitive when sharing what's exciting in life

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this week is about an upgrade I've been waiting for

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this week is about not being able to speak without consequences

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this week is not about letting yourself stuck over things you don't know... yet

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this week is about reminding yourself, that everything about you is perfectly fine

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this week is some commentary about "social" networks

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this week is about doijng things for others without being asked

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this week is about staying with the pace of change

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this week is about giving yourself the time to renew

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this week is some thoughts and hopes for next year
...also HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

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this week is about having a pause on life (alone)

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This week is a summary of thoughts about the year

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this week is about putting the pause on tradition

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this week is about being thankful for being able to be thankful about anything

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this week is about how we literally "read" each other

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this week is reflecting on how we're all connected

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this is about how I'm feeling at the moment given what's happening this particular week

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this week is taking about not making assumptions through hindsight

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this week is to comment on people who seek drama

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this week is about the notion to be careful what you search for online

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This week I complain how I'm getting too many political notifications (again)

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this week I talk about another project that my lazy side isn't helping me through a pain point

https://fftf.dev

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this week is a story about something that happened this week

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this week is taking note that nothing feels different when it is

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This week is about my thoughts my own and nothing more

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this week is about my sanity of working from home

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this week is about what I'm messing with next on my agenda

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this week is about the changes I'm making to my "workshop"

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this week is about being excited and proud of something that you don't want to brag about

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this week is about letting things go and not lingering on something negative

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this week about how we won't get to the next state of things until we come to grips with the current one

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this week is about trying to consume all entertainment available to us

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this week is a quick comment on working somewhere new after working at the same place for so long

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this week is making note of how we only share successes when the more interesting stories are how we grew from failure. Jake Conte's video: https://oglink.com/51o

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this week was about leaving a job I had for 7 years and what's next

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this week I am at a loss of what I should talk about

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this week is about having a conversation instead of just giving answers

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this week I reflect on how many years I've been podcasting

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this week is about playing a game can be a good escape when you need it

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this week I'm doing my best to not let of all stress me out

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this is about having the same experience doesn't always result in the same meaning for everyone involved

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this week is about not knowing knowing what do

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this week is a reminder to us all to express our appreciation to others

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this week is about my current state of affairs

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this week, I commented on a software development/design approach

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this week is about that everyone is a nerd about something

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this week is about not seeking shortcuts

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this week is about not reflecting on your past and comparing it to your present

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this week is about checking-in with each other and some thoughts on how technology is helping us

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this weeks rant is predictable... stay inside and if you can work from home!

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this week is about the topic of concern that's on the whole worlds mind

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this week is about how we absorb media on our terms and not one that is feed to us

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this week is about thinking about what we share and why; even if it falls on deaf ears

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this week is about accounting for what you know about yourself

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this week is some part of why I say no less than I like

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this week is contrasting how what I do today is more complicated then when I started

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this week is about how we model others until it's our time to be the example

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this week is about of the few things I like about cold weather

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this week is about how you can't be magical forever

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this week is about recognizing our voice has no purpose if it's not being received

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this week I give my brief thoughts about the last 10 years

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this week is about the small topics to some, is everything

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this week is about having to get past last weeks obstacle course

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this week is about the optics of celebration

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this week I talked about when the well runs dry

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this week is about something I do, for fellow software developers that I rarely talk about

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this week is my inevitable yearly rant of finding gifts for friends

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this week is about needing others to achieve anything larger than yourself

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this week I express the weekend struggle with free time

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this week is about being too impulsive and how that's rarely valuable

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this week is about not claiming "expertise" when you haven't earned it

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this week is about not being perfect all of the time nor seeking that as a goal

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this week is about how songs aren't always about what you think

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this week I reflect on thoughts about myself, my parents and how I'm more then a combination of both

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this week is about people who are amazing because of who they are, not something they did.

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this week is about when you're proud of something and you want to share for the wrong reasons

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this week I explore the topic of the question I ask myself a lot about all projects I'm involved with

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this week is about how our intentions are not our actions

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this week was me explaining why I'm protective of how I use free time

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this week is about being on auto-pilot too much

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this week about the generations and how current societal expectations are different

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this week is about not always being perfect, but also how it's not always possible.

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this week I reference what I was doing at OTAKON and why I was so busy

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it's that time of year and OTAKON has cometh, so I am present and likely tired by now.

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this week is about learning and understanding vs just looking for answers

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this week is a reminder how much we rely on the basics

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this week I say "bias" too much, but also explore the thought, that maybe our decisions aren't as informed as they should be.

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this week is about looking forward to and fearing all there is to do in July.

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this week is about my gear and when it dies unexpectedly.

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this week I talk about efforts in your life that can't move forward and are simply stuck from progress.

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this week is not always about a physical place, but the sense when you feel comfortable and safe with people in your surroundings.

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this week is about a conscience to be nice and empathetic.

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this week is about accepting failure is a tool for learning and growth.

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this week is about people who are mad for mads' sake.

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this week is about dreading the efforts of traveling

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this week is about making excuses to not do something, when we likely can.

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this week is about having discipline and using it more than we do.

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this week is about enjoying things you've forgotten about

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this week is about being present in your conversations instead of elsewhere.

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this week is about something new we're going to do

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this week I talk about how I don't believe that there's a time limit to what I like.

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this week is celebrating having gear when you have a purpose

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this week is about acknowledging the wasteful impulse to poll social media

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this week is about still having awareness of what triggers your unhappiness and how that's useful to prevent it from happening.

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this week is a reminder to myself and all who put everything else before their health.

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this week is about things disagreeing with each other

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this week is about the ideal place you exist most of your day and the things you do there.

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this week is about hearing what we say to each other instead of responding out of reflex

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this week is about arguments we have with each other in our heads.

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this week is commentary about always doing the work. you loose so much from the process if you cheat your way through it.

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this week is about believing that talent is not happenstance

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this week is about how silly our communication prefences are

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this week is about reminding ourself to not repeat bad impulses and how decompressing helps.

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this week is about hoping for positives in 2019

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this week a gripe about being sick... but man, deep voice Alan... I should read for some movie trailers.

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this week is about having to spend time with something to really appreciate it.

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this week is about a gift to myself that is likely to consume my spare attention

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this week is about not waiting too long to get your holiday gift buying done.

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this week is about failure as a tool and not something to hide from.

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this week is about people who talk about pushing themselves, but not taking care of themselves.

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this week is about the loop of our lives and interests

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this week is about inclusive in conversation instead intentionally being exclusive.

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this week is about the intensity of the holidays and more projects.

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this week is about collectives of people who connect work and get along.

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this week is about venturing into something new for you the listener.

https://www.patreon.com/ognetworks

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this week is about the un-fun part (that happens) when you're the fixer to issues in technology.

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this week about something common that most creative people go through on a regular basis.

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this week is about how we're all perfectly flawed and that's not always intentional

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this week is about identifying the truth of people we follow

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this week is about achieving with people and not all on your own.

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this week is about the loss of a friend, he was part of our podcasting family and we'll always miss his advice, guidance and wit.

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this week is about returning to work and whatever my previous state of being once was

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this week is about the catching up from my weekend when I was at OTAKON.

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this week is about reminding myself to set goals on my habits.

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this week is about feeling outraged about something doesn't mean being outraged about it publically. #ncaybo

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this week is about those unresolved small tasks that haunt you until complete.

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this was is about rethinking who you trust for your knowledge and beliefs.

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this week is about having a function HVAC system is place can be positive influence on your health and well being.

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this week is about me not dealing well with the hot temperatures.

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this week is about stress and how it's not for others or you!

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this week is about never having enough information displays while having too many to deal with.

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this week is about the consideration of the noise you make and how it impacts those around you.

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this week is about valuing the special moments/times in our life.

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this week is about making your wants real and they're not as easy as you thought.

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this week is a quick commentary on how I jump-start my day.

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this week is about listening before making an assumption about what you just heard.

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this week is some thoughts on fear and it's potential to parallelize your decisions.

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this week is about inheriting issues and support, not of your design.

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this week is about how discretion is always required, even you think it's not.

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this week is commentary about how property renewals are not always worthy of the attempt or effort.

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this week is about progress isn't happenstance, it's intentional.

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this week is about when we make assumptions about how others use social media.

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this week if about reminding others your biased is not fact, just opinion.

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this week is about valuing the silence.

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this week is about chasing something that's bound to happen.

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this week is about when social media sites aren't pushy, but worth embracing because of collectives that can be found there.

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this week is about the future and when to embrace it.

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this week is about doing things, regardless of the excuses you make for yourself.

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this week is about where your intimate attention is going to be next.

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this week is about the times we're not all just saying things for the sake of saying something in the moment; sometimes it actually has merit and meaning, even if you hear it a it a lot.

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this week is about what's currently killing me...

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this week express some thoughts on not ignore others who you think aren't worth your investment in time.

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this week I comment on recent changes to YouTube.

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this week is not about hiding from your denial.

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this week is not about my "hopes" for the year; just about things I'd like to accomplish.

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this week I make a quick reflection on the year past and the year coming ahead.

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this week I'm recovering from being sick ugh...

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this week is is about protecting the limited free time I have.

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this week is about when we get it wrong.

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this week is recognizing the change is better the what it once was.

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this week is about how tiny details make a lot of difference when not present anymore.

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this week is about this month and the holidays

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you think this show is about one thing until you realize it's not.

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this week is quick update on the plan for the new website.

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this week I'm focused on moving my podcast websites to a new home.

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this week is about getting guilted into things through peer pressure with your friends and work.

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this week I gripe about entertainment while forgetting to say I appreciate your your time and interest in the podcast.

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this week is about utilizing the things you invest your time and energy into.

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this week is a favorite complaint; that I never get enough.

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this week is comment about how I fill the void that Star Trek TV series used to fill.

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this week is about the weather.

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this week is about staying on time by not paying attention to it.

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this week is about being supportive and helping others be successful.

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this week I talk briefly about how challenging it's been lately with tools and gear dying. 

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this week was about my experience as staff at OTAKON 2017.

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this week is all about the storm before the event this weekend called OTAKON.

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this week is about the upcoming OTAKON and the changes.

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this week is about letting go and getting rid of your shadow of "things".

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this week has most of my thoughts dominated by the weather.

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this week is about some advantages to thinking like a programmer.

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this week is about wanting a solution that works well with everything instead of our private zoo.

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this week is about being selfish and helping out despite a possibility for a dim outlook.

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this week was some advice, slow down and just ease in.

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This week is a quick reflection on history and where I'm at today.

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this week is some commentary on last week's problem. #better

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This week is about something that happens sometimes that messes you up until Monday.

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this week is about minimizing footprints; keeping the load light to allow for more room.

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this week is about getting beyond a sense of self worth and thinking about your impact.

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this week is about where you spend your time and the friends that help you make it worthy.

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this week is about where and when it started.

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thi week is about not making assumptions.

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this week is about staying center with a purpose instead of aimlessly drifting away to your self destruction.

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this week I'm reflecting on easter from an unusual perspective.

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this week is a conversation about if we need as many social networks as we have.

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this week is something I hope we can all relate to, knowing you can help and having to convince people you can. something we all struggle with all our life.

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this is week is a short thought about how we start building our tastes in things and how that becomes part of our identity.

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this week is about others who think too highly of the opinion and assume the worst about opposing points of view

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this week is about acknowledging all of us have something to contribute no matter who we are.

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this week is about how (and where) I consume entertainment instead of endless river that is cable.

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this week is about wanting to share something that isn't about the details; just about that it happened and wanted to relate that with others.

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this week is a quick film review for a movie I saw in 2016. I needed time to reflect on my thoughts without being influenced by hype or vocal fanfare.

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this week is about flexibility disguised as more work.

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this week is stay vigilant about not getting stuck, communicating effectively without going backwards again and again.

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this week is about some podcasts I like and listen (or attempt) to often.

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what was once novel can be new again.

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this week is (maybe even year) is about enabling myself to be able to do more; hopefully I can put though to form and get it done, instead of just imagining it.

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this week is about making our new year a better than the last.

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this week is about the year, it's almost over.

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this week is about my birthday. short and simple for the holiday.

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this week is about the never ending effort to keep it simple.

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this week is about when the novelty of celebration wears off. 

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this week is about being sick and not being able to get rest.

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this week is about staying humble even when life is good.

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this week I'm talking about the time we spend getting good at things.

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this week what aids and comforts us, is also dividing/isolating us in damaging ways.

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this week is about working with and inspiring people for the best they can be at their craft.

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this week is about putting care into everything you do, even if it's not permanent.

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this week is about upgrading the conveniences in my life.

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this week is about not taking account for histories sake.

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this week is about "cutting the cord" and how entertainment consumption is changing.

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this week is about how some things change for the better and other things stay where they have always been.

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this week is about commenting on how we're not really what expect from each other.

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this week is about my experience of using Uber driving service for most of my week to and from work.

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this week is about identifying our social media behavior is different than our age.

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this week is about honoring the details instead of ignoring or dismissing them as unimportant.

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this week is about a new discovery a smartphone app called anchor.

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this week I talked about a friend who I have known for a long while and you might just know of him as well.

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of course before you go away or on vacation everything is deemed an emergency; and stands in your way. for just a moment this week I vent the very thought.

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this week is about what I can hope for from OTAKON this year; it's last year in Baltimore.

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this week is about letting small things bug you and never doing something about it when you can.

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this week is about the consideration at levels not just the ones on the seem important.

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this week is about keeping safe while your lost in a game.

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this week is about a topic all of us process even when we're confident.

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this week is about feeling guilty about being sick and the disruption it creates.

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this is week is about not being "down with the sickness" in the most literal terms.

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this week is not about exploring the world outside from inside your house or phone.

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this week is about the lack of boundaries people (that are not you) have as social media holds it's place in mass media.

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this week is about making assumptions out of arrogance that are not yours to make.

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this week is about something I'd like to do, but never actually do that often.

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this week is about too many updates all happening too often. 

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this week is about people stacking too much on your plate.

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this week I talk about something new, I hope you'll check out. beme: @chaeseco

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this week is about having a strong fondness and interest in something/somebody that you never act on.

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this week is about reflecting on what you're not despite any compliments you receive.

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this week is about not letting the little things (that don't matter) in the long term build up.

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this week has been nuts in the most unexpected ways.

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this week is about the hang out

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this week we is about procrastinating on our potential to be more.

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this week is about exploring the idea of being good at something.

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this week I talk about watching too much, so fast, I can't remember what I watched.

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this week is about the obstacles people create while you're trying to communicate.

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this is about how I insert a little bit me into everything I do.

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this week is remembering to do what you love in life and recognizing where you start is not where you'll eventually end up.

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this week someone said good thing about at work that was positive for all involved.

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this week is about not just talking about actions but teaching them as well.

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this week is about now weather disrupts and makes us all crazy.

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this week is about personal perspective on the job interview process.

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this week is about the freedom most of us can't afford.

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this week I get mad about nefarious jerks on the internet with less then honest intentions.

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this week is about a new year and the chance to do more.

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this week is about enjoying the moment.

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this week is a quick trip down memory lane about my experience with Star Wars before I go see the movie this weekend.

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this week is about not getting mad when you're good fortune is diminishing.

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this week is about appearing as somebody we're not, while finding out who we are.

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this week is about what comes next after thanksgiving; more giving.

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this week is about how life is not like the movies and no one says the perfect thing all the time.

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this week is about platforms that are designed for one purpose and used for another by it's members.

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this week about not working so much you burn out.

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this week is about not being a figment of the past and keeping up with the present.

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this week is about making it about what you do, rather then what you say.

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this week is about too many people involved in one goal can introduces problems

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this week is about recognizing some cherished should never be changed.

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this week is about the agonizing process of being judged even when you're not aware it's happening.

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this week is briefly about my experience at the wedding and how small and out of place I felt.

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this weeek is about the adventure before next step towards the rest of your life.

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this week is about how we behave when we get massive amounts of attention.

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this week is about taking our need to take things too far.

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this week is about tone and how tou present yourself in the moment; not just what you say but the way it sounds.

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this week is about putting a first step forward to positive change instead of reactive change.

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this week is about change not being as bad or overwhelming as it can seem.

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this week I talk about loosing habits from my daily grind and I periscoped the recording @chaeseco on periscope) http://oglink.com/9qr

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this week is with Simon Chambers as we talk about his experiences staffing a large convention for the 2nd time.

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this week is a reminder that OTAKON is happening and that I will be present.

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this week is about when being let into the circle is the only way things workout.

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this week is about deciding to hold your ground when you believe you're on the right track.

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this week is quick commentary with my frustration of cancelled TV shows

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this week is about being bothered to a point it's annoying while still necessary

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this week is about doing something with your love and support. thank you!

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this week I share the (new adorable but still a) problem of when cats make more cats. http://oglink.com/9l6

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this week is about how obstances are present when there's little to no reason for it.

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this week is about forging fear into experience and a strength.

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this week is about dealing with closed minded attitudes. 

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this week is commenting on how we hold back to prevent ourselves and others around us from sharing too much with the potentials of risk.

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this week is about how we're more in the middle than we used to be.

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this week is about seeking the most counter-intuitive things to our interests.

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this week is about putting off things you can't ignore and getting #freebooted.

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this week is about being picky and thoughts towards why

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this week is about depression and how it's something you can defeat.

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this week is about celebrating the 4th year on this show and then I briefly talk about minecraft.

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this week is about caving in to play minecraft.

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this week is about imaging yourself elsewhere through flights of scenarios.

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this week is about some much need change.

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this week is about the unavoidable weather.

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this week is about recognizing that formal media doesn't decide who I like for my entertainment and recognizing those don't need a TV network anymore to become famous. just need talent and a place to be discovered.

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this week is about not taking 5717 from nobody including life.

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this week is about the stuff that makes us all uniquely awesome.

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this week is about not taking friends, family, spouses and g/b friends for granted. cleary communicate or things break down.

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this week is about the secret thoughts and interests we share.

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this week is about earning your way in and around life.

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this week is about the being of the choice and decision.

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this week is about how we find out.

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This week is about turning the volume down on rushing thoughts that keep you awake.

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this week is about a quick reflection of the year so far.

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this week is about conversational contests only one person is participating in.

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this week is about having empathy and doing your best with in the boundaries.

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this week is living through what other people like; instead of discovering for ourselves.

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this week is about when life challenges you; don't do the same to those who support you.

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this is about why we make certain kind of choices.

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this is about how life is not writen like movies or TV; we're all less than excellent when it's time to be the hero of our thoughts.

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this week is about walking the fine line of not being typecast in life.

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this week is some of my current feelings on Halloween and the latest news on the kittens.

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this week is about a change in technology and how much it can impact your life.

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this week is about where learning will lead us.

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this week is about a story and my continual amazement with the moon.

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this week is about expecting something to go wrong.

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this week is about how we use and often abuse our weight among groups and communities.

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this week is about little moments of consideration goes a long way.

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this week is about it being okay to be supportive and helpful but not pushy about it.

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this week is about the truth we habor.

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this week is about being genuine with our intentions.

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Help fight ALS and spread awareness. Donate, participate, get involved. #SSSVEDA #VEDA #ICEBUCKETCHALLENGE #ALS

I was tagged by Michael Huffman (aka HuffDaddy). I took the challenge, can you?

For more information about how you can get involved: http://oglink.com/99p
Donate: http://www.ALSA.org/donate
Watch the video of me getting soaked: http://oglink.com/99q

I tag Simon Chambers, Marlon Gibson, Bernhard; and also people I believe who can do it as well! Oni and Harknell, Chris Hadley, Kyle (aka KDA), Grim Noir, Todd George, Rob Drayer, Jeff Borrero, Adam Cohen, Chuck Darrow, Jefferson Lee Eng and YOU! You have 24 hours to complete the challenge!

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this week is a probably the longest show released to date. I'm still exhausted and worn out from the weekend; I took a moment to address what was on my mind while still catching up with the interverse. the primary audio this week is from one of my #SSSVEDA #VEDA videos.

here are 2 videos I saw worth watching on this subject:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUHcc7ipGt0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DX-Yqe_6U_A

and you can see the orignal VEDA here:

http://youtu.be/PcOC1qCRGs0
http://oglink.com/98z

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this week is about reconnecting with whats in front of you and letting distractions fall to the side.

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this week is about asking yourself the right question for the right reason.

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this week is about the time and energy that goes into what we make.

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this week is not about quitting, it's about the endevor for more.

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this week is a bit of a follow-up and the appreaciation to vocalize my thoughts.

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this week is about the road to recovery.

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this week is a quick thought about the daily grind.

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this week is about starting something unexpected.

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at times in life you have a rare and unique perspective/history with events that become popular trends; this week is one of those stories.

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this week is about acceptance about yourself and what you learn

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this week is about how I like my coffee and the story of why.

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this week is about what you can't control and how that feels. and sometimes it feels like much of nothing.

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this week is about some podcasts I like and why.

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this week is about how decision making is our art and our style.

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this week is about being yourself.

VEDA (vlog everday in april) is done! http://oglink.com/8mx

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this week is simply about loss.

also still doing VEDA (vlog everday in april) http://oglink.com/8mx

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this week is about things you loose because they have come to end.

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this week is about having thoughts even if we don't choose the share them.

also as mentioned, you can follow me during VEDA (vlog everday in april) http://oglink.com/8mx

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this week is about how words have power and meaning and are worthy of our attention.

also as mentioned, you can follow me during VEDA (vlog everday in april) http://oglink.com/8mx

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this week is about the places where we fall into place.

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this week is about the world you rarely see.

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this week is about pets; nothing simpler than that.

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this week is about the origin of my idle ambitions.

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this week is about not having enough engery.

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this week is about how things would be different through circumstances and choice.

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this week is about needing others and respecting that privilege.

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this week is about helping others out.

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this week is about those life moments you never forget.

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this week is about it being too chilly.

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this week is about getting older.

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this week is about the history we can't see.

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this week is about resolutions and why not to have them.

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this week is about 2013

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this week is about observations in your career.

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this week is about not knowing the right a response. what we shoould say after the moment has passed.

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this week is about the troubles of findhing meaningful gifts.

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this week is about celebrating this time of year together.

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this week is about what it means to follow.

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this week is a bit about our internal monologue.

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this week is about how inconsiderate we are to each other when caught up in our interests.

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this week is about looking for the best cases, the things you can talk about, share with others.

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this week is about stopping for a moment while you're getting things done.

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this week is about people you remember.

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this week is about how "truth" is an important idea.

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this week is about our first time experiences.

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this week is about sharing too much, too often and when people get aggressive about it.

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this week is about the ever changing landscape in media.

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why we motivate ourselves to do anything.

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this week is about how we connect differently with each other.

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this week is about a recent change.

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this week is about my upcoming eye surgery.

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this weekly is about my daily struggle and how it changed my life.

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this week is about what happens before going to a conbvention.

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this week is about taking a moment to pause.

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rhis week is about working too hard while be lazy about it.

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this week is about the obstacles you can't account for.

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this week is about remembering and getting it wrong.

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this week is about fireworks, family and friends.

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this week is about where I've been spending all my free time.

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this week is about leading the pack, or realizing you can as well.

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this week is about something most of us take advantage of, our ability to hear.

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this week is about our online behaviours.

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things happen in life that you can't control. this week is about this topic.

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this week is about people who say too much online.

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this week is thinking about your extended family.

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this week is about the people next door.

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this week is about the movies, what I remember, what I enjoy about the experience.

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getting inspired is a funny a process and it never arrives when expected.

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Cassidy Quinn's (videos):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l-ifBKpi-I
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGF7z5aaC_s

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this week I talk about the past and how things have changed.

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this week was about 2 years of podcasting this show; some thoughts and maybe a new future idea.

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This week is about staying with the times andkeeping a commitment; regardless of the obstacles.

CORRECTION: it's http://oglink.com/7jq ...not 7-J-G.

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this week is about how we sense our surroundings digitally.

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this week is about how we defend our choices in life by way of the brands we choose.

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this week is about not being impulsive at the right time.

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this week is about how failure is not always a bad thing.

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this week is about taking care of your state of mind.

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thia week i sabout how you personalize

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this week is ab our that mental playlist that drives you.

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this week is about how we're loosing our touch while gaining another

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this week is about maintaining some kind of life balance

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this week is about feeling the urge to compete.

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this week is about how you measure you advancements in life.

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this week is about the new year.

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this week is about the upcoming new years and what I'm thankful for this year.

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this week is about not feeling older.

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this week is a thought about our touch screens

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this wek is about the winter holidays

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this week is about having a say in life.

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this week is about our patterns.

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this week is about how anime conventions are changing.

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this week is about how we drive on the road.

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this week is about saying thanks with meaning.

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this week is about the different kinds of celebrity and thoughts on the meaning.

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this week I started a new job and I talk about it

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this week is about paying it forward without personal gain.

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this week is a short talk about podcasting. the rest is a story and a bit of a rant.

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this week is about things without visual identity.

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this week is about having places to "think out loud"

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this week is about your perspective.

NOTE: some how this show was not posted on time. odd.

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this week is about setting limits and structure up in your life.

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this week is about VLOGging.

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this week is about getting lost and losing things.

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this week I talk about the recently released movie "total rec/kall"

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this week is about what is considered "writing".

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this week is about change and contrast, and needing it in our life.

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this week is about what recently happened.

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this week was about my boring routine, but it turned into my toughts about the change in media.

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this weeks is a quick comment about fireworks.

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this week is about how I discovered pixar.

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this week is our co-depency on people, things, hsbits and acknowledging their absence.

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this week is about a few observations about doctors.

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this week is about when we can't get enough.

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this week accidents happen.

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this week is about starting out in your career path.

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this week is about staying private.

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this week is about our bad hanits being distracted.

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this week is about the many options we have today for consuming our TV.

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this week is about reconnecting with family you haven't seen in a long time.

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this week is about doing too much.

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this week is about names and their meanings.

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this week is about remember those you grew up with.

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this week's topic is about being taken for granted.

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this week is about the choices you make in your career.

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this week about how doing things for others motivates more then doing something for ourselves.

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this week is about how the work we do in life can be artful.

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this week is simply about the topic of rejection.

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this week is about the impression we get from just listening to someones voice.

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this week is about what makes us different from each other; unique.

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what motivates you? this week we chat about that for a moment.

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this week is about the off hours outside of work.

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this week is about recognizing the changes the new generations have in front of them.

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this week is about relationships we don't often share.

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this week is some thought on what a personal brand means for me.

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this is about what's on the horizon and a little bit about motivation.

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this week is about a change that is not in my control.

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this week I'm sick. luckly I recorded something before I lost my voice all together. such are the parables of my life. oh and today (the release date) is my birtday. [sarcasm] "happy birthday, you're sick and miserable... yay" [/sarcasm]

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this week is about not overdoing it.

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this week is about our overlapping interests and connections we make in life

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this week is about changing our habits

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this week is a quick reflection of the year

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this week is about putting effort and care into your job

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this week is about winter. It's on the horizon and I wanted to share some thoughts.

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this week is about moving on, changing streams when you have to, not because you want to.

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this week is about sharing some thoughts about halloween.

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this week is about marketing and it's hold on you.

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this week is about our natural response

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this week about how you differentiate yourself online.

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this week is about your observations

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this week is about all the time we forget about in our daily life routine.

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This week is about your life stories.

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This week is about looking the part of a sterotype that's generally out of your control.

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This week is about knowing your fandom and how it doesn't define you. Something just in time for Labor day weekend.

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this week is about recognizing the warning signs when you're not used to them.

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this week is about well being ageless, a couple stories and a contribution from Karl

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this week is about being awesome

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this week is about being part of something

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this is about feeling pressure

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this week is about a change of scene

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this week is a bit about siblings and family

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this week is about taking vactions

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this week is about being charitable

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this week is thoughts on giving and receiving advice

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this week is about the past, some thoughts and a bit of a story

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this week is about coporate life with some thoughts and a bit of a story

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this week is about those defining moments in life with some thoughts on the topic

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this week is about knowing your gauge, an explaination and thoughts

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this week is all about flow, an explaination and story

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this week is quick story about anime music videos.

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this week is all about the early days of anime online and japanese music.

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this week is all about thoughts on the definition of being an otaku.

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this week is all about thoughts community.

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this week is all about identity, some thoughts and a guest story teller.

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this week is all about fandom, some thoughts and a short story.

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this week is all about introductions, the start of the show and my fandom.

a special thanks to Alen Mecan for music parts used of "just a short idea" and daniel tabor for artwork of me; used in the logo.