The Hope Chase Podcast: Recent Episodes
Angie Marie
The Hope Chase podcast will prove to you that it’s never “too late” or “too awful” to turn your life around. Personal experiences & stories from a 15+ year heroin addiction, how hope was finally found & what recovery looks like for me today. If I can do it so can you.
Episode 52: Helloooooo! I’m back :)) Welcome back! In this week’s episode, Angie wants to know what your biggest obstacle is in life right now. What is your biggest struggle in life today? Does it have anything to do with your addiction? Angie talks about how her life has changed dramatically in the last 5 years; & how we tend to forget about the changes we make in our lives of recovery. At some point in your recovery journey, your life stops being about your addiction. Your life stops revolving around those self destructive, addictive behaviors. At some point, this journey becomes simply about life. I mean, that’s the goal right? Also, Angie gives an honest update about her life and where she’s been the last several weeks. And what she does in order to overcome feeling completely overwhelmed when it comes to thinking of the future. If you are just starting your recovery journey or have been in it for years, this episode will certainly provide some helpful insights for your own journey. Thanks so much for joining the Hope chase today. :)) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 51: This weeks episode, Angie shares her own current personal struggles with outgrowing herself, outgrowing her old life. She recalls what each stage of growth has looked like in her recovery & healing journey over the last 4 years. Angie talks about how gaining gratitude & learning how to love herself played significant roles in the first 2 years. Looking back, she details what was important & necessary during each stage of growth; and how she’s got to where she is currently, in a stage of struggle, outgrowing her old life & refusing to continue accepting less in her life. In hindsight, Angie reminisces on it all & how it was and is all necessary. Everyone’s journey looks different. Divine timing is a real thing. Acceptance, trust & gratitude are incredibly integral aspects of everyone’s recovery journey. If you are just starting out your recovery & healing or have been in it for years, this episode will benefit your journey with incredibly helpful insights. Thank you so much for joining the Hope chase. :)) ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 50: Happy Birthday to The Hope Chase! Our first anniversary!! It’s officially been 1 year. For this weeks episode, in honor of our birthday, Angie has repurposed the very first episode that was published. Rock bottom versus consequences. Are they the same? Is it necessary to hit rock bottom in order to find recovery? Can you truly recover without experiencing any “real life” consequences from your addiction? What’s the difference? This week Angie shares her own personal rock bottom story, what her life looked like and how it took nearly 20 years of active addiction & experiencing consequences before hitting her actual bottom. She also gives her perspective on why it’s necessary to hit rock bottom in order to recover from addiction. Consequences & rock bottom are not synonymous. It is possible to find recovery without experiencing consequences but highly unlikely if you haven’t hit rock bottom. And in this episode, Angie explains why. If you just started your healing & recovery journey or have been in it for year, this episode has helpful insights that you & your journey will benefit from. Thank you so much for joining the Hope chase :) ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 49: This weeks episode is a conversation about finding purpose & setting goals in addiction recovery. Angie shares some breakthrough moments, some thoughts about her own 20 year active addiction & how the addiction became her purpose. While you may think that years of active addiction are “wasted years,” Angie discusses purpose & goal setting in recovery with a different perspective; and having different ways of seeing things leads to feeling gratitude for the time spent in active addiction. Perspective is everything. When we change our perspective on our own past, our own addiction, it becomes much easier to feel true gratitude for all of it. If you’ve been in your recovery & healing journey for years or just starting out, this episode provides you with helpful insights that will benefit your journey. Thank you for joining the Hope chase. :)) ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 48: This weeks episode is all about continuing the cycle of misery; the ultimate guide on how (or continue) to successfully ruin your life. Angie considers herself to be quite an expert on this subject, as she spent 20 years in active addiction, complete chaos and self destructive behavior. She goes through a list of things to do in order to effectively ruin your life. It can be incredibly difficult to absorb and take in information about bettering yourself, about recovery and healing, when you’re drowning in a life of misery. Sometimes it’s a lot easier to relate to the mess in another’s story. Angie goes through this list one by one, describing each, giving her own perspective & personal experience with each “life ruining” behavior. If you just started your addiction recovery and/or healing journey, or if you’ve been in it for years, this episode certainly has some helpful practical insights for you. Note: this episode contains satire & sarcasm, listener beware ;))) Thanks for joining the Hope chase ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 47: Happy New Year!! Another year has come and gone. Are you in the same place, the same circumstance, the same situation as this time last year? Are you feeling stuck and stagnant in your growth, progress & recovery? Are you sick of not seeing the changes you want to see in your life? Reflecting on this past year, what worked, what didn’t work & what we can do differently in 2024…the question is this: what is staying the same doing FOR you? This week, Angie tells you why it is you are not seeing those changes. She talks about the highs & lows of the podcast throughout 2023, and how stagnancy can really mean something else entirely. Angie also discusses some powerful insights as to why you are staying the same along with some practical tips to help break free from feeling stuck in achieving your goals. If you are just starting out your recovery journey or have been in it for years, you will certainly benefit from this episode. Thank you so much for joining the Hope chase :)) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 46: Do you hate the holiday season? Do you dread this time of year, every year? Holiday cheer, the lights, the music, the joy… Angie used to hate it all. For over 15 years, she wanted nothing to do with the holidays. She was a Grinch. Regardless of where you are in your addiction recovery journey, feeling miserable, irritable, annoyed, depressed & lonely during this time of year is quite common. This holiday hatred, combined with doing recovery, can be difficult to navigate. How did Angie end her own holiday misery? How did she go from the Grinch to feeling gratitude? This episode outlines 3 easy things Angie has done to completely break free from her own holiday misery, & in life in general. End the cycle of holiday hatred and misery. It sucks to be miserable. It’s exhausting. You can turn it around. You can learn to enjoy this time of year. This episode tells you how. If you are new to recovery or have been in it for years, this episode will provide incredible insights. Thank you for joining the Hope chase :)) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 45: This week, Angie discusses the topic of triggers & addiction recovery. Often times, triggers are associated with people, places & things. There’s so much talk about this topic; and it tends to be quite confusing. There aren’t any “things” that can make a person to use any substance. The decision to use comes from within. Angie explains a much easier way to identify & understand your triggers; and can be an integral part of creating long term recovery. You can regain control over your thoughts, emotions, and actions, empowering yourself to overcome triggers and embrace a life of recovery and overall wellness. Also, Angie discusses the concept of “Dry January” and why it can be very misleading. Along with a discussion about why non-alcoholic beverages are a scam & don’t align with the goals of living & healing in a life of recovery. If you just started your journey, or have been in it for years this episode will prove to be beneficial. The Hope Chase podcast aims to prove that a life of recovery is possible for anyone and everyone who wants it for themselves. We do recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 44: This week, The Hope Chase explores the profound connection between grief & addiction recovery. Angie shares her own lived experiences with grieving both of her parents while trying to navigate her own recovery journey. She offers insights into the challenges and triumphs that accompany these journeys. Grief and recovery often go hand in hand. It’s important to recognize our own strengths as it can be incredibly difficult to navigate the complex emotions of grief. Discover the power of self-discovery, growth, and finding a renewed sense of purpose as we navigate the path toward healing. If you are just starting your recovery (and grief) journey or have been in it for years, this episode is for you. Thank you for joining the Hope Chase. Ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 43: The holiday season can be a source of depression, anxiety & fear for some of us in addiction recovery. Trying to stay clean and sober, trying to survive the holidays without falling off track doesn’t have to be overwhelming. Getting through the holiday season can be difficult. It’s incredibly common to feel some discomfort & loneliness during this time of year. Angie shares some of her personal experiences throughout years of being incredibly depressed during the holidays to now, feeling gratitude for all of it. What can you do? Angie also shares some things that can help if you are struggling to navigate the holiday season. It doesn’t have to be difficult. Setting boundaries & practicing gratitude can help all of us get thorough to the other side. Just remember that it’s temporary. If you are just starting out on your recovery & healing journey or have been in it for years, you will benefit from the insights in this weeks episode. Thank you for joining the Hope chase. Ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 42: Is there something, a thought, a belief, a trait, that everyone with addiction has in common? Is there anything that connects us all?? This week, Angie discusses what she believes to be the one belief that all of us with addiction have within ourselves. We all think that we are incapable of handling life’s responsibilities. Thinking it’s impossible for us to live life like “normal people” do; living life on “life’s terms,” as they say. That alone has the connotation to it that life is “supposed to be” hard. As if life can’t ever be easy. Angie dives deep into what having this belief looks like, feels like & how it manifests in all areas our lives. Addiction is hard. Life doesn’t have to be. If you just started your recovery journey or have been in it for years, you will benefit from the insights in this episode. Thanks for joining the Hope chase :) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 41: This week, Angie shares her own personal experiences with hitting her lowest bottom, how she got there & the beginning of her recovery journey. As she celebrates 4 years clean from her0in, Angie discusses why she never truly planned on getting clean. She talks about how her life didn’t change as she continued to create chaos in her life long after getting clean. Addiction & the act of using any substance is ultimately the symptom of something else within all of us who suffer from this disease. Once we put the substance down, it is necessary to do the work on ourselves in order to create a life that we don’t want to escape from. It is in doing the work on ourselves when we realize that WE are the lucky ones. We have the solution. All we have to do is put it into motion & continue to choose ourselves. If you are just beginning your recovery journey, or have been in it for years, this episode offers insights you will benefit from. Looking for Hope? Then The Hope Chase is the show for you. Ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 40: Early recovery is a crucial time in the process of overcoming addiction. When a better life is promised to us, then why is it so difficult to “just not use” & “do the right thing?” It's important to avoid certain common mistakes that can hinder your progress and undermine your efforts. In this podcast episode, Angie discusses some of the mistakes she made during early recovery. She shares her own mistakes in the hopes you can learn from them. There is no right or wrong way to “work” a recovery journey. Everyone is different. Generally speaking, however, there are certain things to NOT do. If you want to make your journey to recovery a successful one, this episode is for you. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 39: In this episode, Angie dives into the topic of self-doubt and how it can affect your ability to see progress in your recovery. What do we do when we doubt our own abilities to truly change our lives for good? In recovery, doubt and uncertainty can often feel overwhelming. It's easy to feel like you're not making progress or that you're stuck in the same place. But it's important to remember that recovery is a journey, and progress isn't linear. Angie shares what works in her own recovery and healing journey; and explores the importance of celebrating small victories and recognizing progress, even when it may not feel significant. Whether you're just starting out in recovery or have been on the path for a while, this episode offers insights and inspiration to help you navigate doubt and continue making progress towards your goals. If you are looking for some Hope or proof that recovery is possible, The Hope Chase is the show for you. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 38: In addiction recovery, it's common for people to be labeled as "addicts" or "alcoholics" and compared to others who are also struggling with addiction. Are you in AA or NA? Are you completely abstinent? Are you sober or clean? These labels can be limiting and damaging to one's self-esteem and progress, feeding into the comparison trap of the recovery community. It's important to understand that each person's journey towards recovery is unique, and comparing oneself to others can be counterproductive. Instead, embracing individuality and focusing on personal progress can lead to a more fulfilling and sustainable recovery.This week, Angie explores the impact of labels and comparisons in addiction recovery and provides insights and strategies for breaking free from them. Angie shares her personal experiences and perspectives on this topic & discusses what she thinks is the only difference that matters in recovery. Whether you are just starting your recovery journey or have been in it for years, this episode will benefit you. Join the Hope chase each week for a dose of Hope & proof that recovery really is possible. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 37: This week, Angie discusses how important it is in addiction recovery to listen to your body. In the process of recovery, it can be easy to get caught up in the expectations and guidelines set by others and society. Stop comparing. Start tuning in to yourself. It is important to remember that your body knows what it needs in order to heal and thrive. Listening to your body and better understanding its signals is an integral part in making informed decisions about your recovery journey. Angie shares how she still struggles with this topic, often ignoring her body’s signals. She talks about how she recently learned exactly how crucial it is to truly listen to what the body is trying to say. If you are new to recovery or have been in it for years, this episode can benefit you. If you need a dose of Hope, The Hope Chase Podcast is the show for you. Ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 36: This week, Angie explores the phenomenon of romanticizing memories in recovery. We often look back on our past experiences with a sense of nostalgia and fondness. Is it dangerous? It can be; it can lead us to minimize the negative consequences of our past behaviors and overlook the reasons why we made the decision to get clean and sober in the first place. But it doesn’t have to be dangerous. Grieving our old selves is okay and completely normal. How can we challenge these thoughts in a healthy way? Angie shares personal stories in remembering her own past and how it’s evolved over the years. She thinks it’s important to keep those memories close. We don’t have to completely let go of our past; our awareness & growth allows us to think of it with perspective. This episode sheds light on the importance of staying grounded in the present and maintaining a realistic perspective on our past experiences in order to continue growing and thriving in recovery.If you are new to recovery or have been in it for years, this episode will benefit you. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 35: In this episode, Angie delves into the topic of codependency and addiction recovery. Codependency is a pattern of behavior where a person puts the needs of others before their own, often at the expense of their own happiness and well-being. Often times, codependency is used as a tactic to avoid looking at & working on ourselves. Combining a codependent relationship with addiction recovery is toxic & can hinder any progress towards recovery & healing. Angie shares insights on how she worked through codependent behaviors in herself and in her relationships. She shares her personal experiences from being in an incredibly codependent, dysfunctional relationship for years. Whether you are in addiction recovery or simply seeking to improve your relationships, this episode offers valuable insights. If you are just starting your recovery journey or have been in it for years, this show is for you. We Do Recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 34: This week, Angie discusses the importance of remembering why you started this addiction recovery journey in the first place. Remembering the initial times you related to someone with addiction, remembering what feelings you resonated with, what behaviors you recognized as your own... remembering the times we first recognized that our feelings and behaviors were most likely symptoms of the disease of addiction reminds us of how far we have already come in our own lives and journeys. From an AA meeting back in her early 20s, her first experiences of getting clean and sober, something Angie heard that stuck with her throughout the entirety of her herOin addiction, was the feeling of "impending doom." She shares how this feeling impacted her life and how its changed over the years since working on herself.
Alot of times we can lose sight of what originally got us into this recovery thing to begin with. Angie shares how badly she wanted to rid her reality of the "feeling of impending doom;" constantly worrying and anxious about what was coming around the corner. Constantly fearing the future. She discusses how thats changed for her today. Angie dives into why it is important to remember what we originally resonated with and the feelings we so desparately wanted to rid our lives of. Goals change, journeys pivot, but the "why" will remain the same. Even if we cant tangibly physically see progress in our journeys, its crucial to recall the "why" as it sheds alot of light onto how far we have actually come. Whether you are just starting your recovery journey or have been in it for years, this episode is for you. The Hope Chase aims to deal some hope in case you need some, and lets you know that youre never alone. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 33: This weeks episode, Angie discusses how you can actually break behavioral cycles, in addiction, recovery & life in general. Throughout active addiction, the cycles tend to continue, until one day, we have to choose between changing or staying the same. And change seems to happen when the pain of staying the same becomes even more unbearable. What happens when, in recovery, we find ourselves stuck again in behavioral cycles, although not as severe or life threatening, still dysfunctional. How can we actively break those cycles ourselves before it gets to a painful place? How can we identify these behaviors, these cycles that we repeatedly find ourselves in? Angie shares her own personal experiences with identifying her own struggles with this topic & how she’s been able to change her own behavior. She dives into how her self awareness & ability to identify these patterns has drastically changed over the years, comparing her actions before & after recovery. If you are new to recovery or have been in it for years, this episode is incredibly beneficial. The Hope Chase helps deal hope to those who may need it & confirms that you are never alone. We Do Recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Episode 32: This week, Angie dives into the feelings of missing the old version of yourself when in recovery. It's not uncommon to feel a sense of nostalgia for the person you were before you started to work on yourself. This feeling can be especially strong when you're facing new challenges. In particular, when it comes to facing fears & feeling confident, sometimes it can feel as though we’re going backwards. Angie discusses how her fears continue to affect her life and how she continues to live authentically while walking through those fears. Is ignorance really bliss? Was it better before you knew what you now know?? It's important to remember that change is a process and that you're not alone in feeling this way. Embracing the person you're becoming. Whether you’re in early recovery or just starting your healing journey, or you’ve been doing it for years, this is the episode for you. Thank you for joining the Hope chase :) We do recover ox
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Episode 31: In this episode, Angie explores the importance of choosing yourself and prioritizing your own happiness during the recovery process. Angie shares insights into a current struggle she is navigating, along with some common challenges that we face when trying to put ourselves first. In choosing ourselves, we can overcome negative self-talk, guilt and beating ourselves up, ultimately encouraging self-care. Always prioritizing yourself & your own happiness can help you cultivate a stronger sense of self-worth and inner resilience. Whether you're in recovery yourself for a few hours, days or even years, this episode is for you. If you are looking for some Hope or need to know that you’re never alone, this show is for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 30: This week, Angie dives into the topic of choice in recovery. The power of choosing yourself first in every area of your life can be difficult especially in the area of friendships. Who you choose to spend time with is an integral part of your own progress & stability in recovery. It can become easy to prioritize yourself; protecting your energy and peace is important. Also, Angie shares about her own current life situation and what she is doing to cope with some uncertainties. She discusses what various life lessons are being learned & what her thought process is behind dealing with an uncontrollable situation. There is always a life lesson behind a difficult situation. Whether you are just starting your own recovery and healing journey or have been in it for years, this is the episode for you. Throughout this journey, the power of choice can be easily overlooked. This week, Angie reminds you just how powerful your choices are in recovery. If you are looking for a little Hope or need to know that you’re never alone, The Hope Chase Podcast is for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 29: In this episode, Angie dives into the importance of showing up for yourself and staying consistent in recovery. She shares her own current life circumstances as they relate to this topic. Angie discusses how easy it can be to fall back into old habits and how to overcome these challenges in order to prioritize self care while staying consistent & creating balance. Listen in as Angie explores the power of self-care, self-compassion, and self-discipline. Whether you are just starting on your recovery journey or have been in it for a while, The Hope Chase Podcast is for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 28: This week, host Angie explores the importance of embracing change and staying humble while navigating life on life's terms in recovery. Over this past week, she’s had many changes in her own life. While sharing her own life update, Angie discusses the challenges of dealing with change and the benefits of accepting it while staying true to oneself. She also delves into the significance of humility in recovery and how it can help us stay grounded, grateful and focused on our goals. Join the Hope chase as insights and experiences are shared on this topic, along with practical tips for living life on life's terms. If you are looking for a little Hope; or maybe need to know that you’re never alone, this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 27: This week, Angie dives into the complex and challenging topic of setting boundaries with loved ones who are struggling with active addiction. She explores the emotional toll that addiction can take on the individual and the importance of establishing healthy boundaries to maintain one's own wellbeing. Angie speaks from her own personal experience with addiction and boundary-setting, while also discussing the struggles of navigating relationships with loved ones who are in the throes of addiction, and the guilt and fear that can arise when setting boundaries. The host emphasizes the importance of compassion and empathy towards those struggling, while also acknowledging the need for self-care and protecting yourself. This episode offers valuable insights and practical tips for anyone grappling with the difficulty of setting boundaries with loved ones suffering from active addiction. If you are looking for some Hope, or need to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 26: “You are as sick as your secrets.” This week, host Angie explores the relationship between shame and healing in addiction recovery. She discusses how shame can be a barrier to recovery, healing and ways to overcome it. Why is it so important to your recovery and healing journey? Angie shares her own personal experiences with shame and how she was able to move past it, sharing for the first time publicly about what she describes as the “most shameful thing” she’s ever done in the history of her 20 year addiction to her0in. This episode provides valuable insights for anyone struggling with addiction or supporting someone who is. If you are looking for a little Hope or maybe you want to know that you’re never alone; this show is for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 25: Exploring the topic of measuring success in recovery, Angie shares her personal experiences and insights on how to define and measure success in addiction recovery & healing journeys. She explores how breakthrough moments can be used to measure success in your recovery. Angie also discusses strategies for identifying and working towards breakthrough moments in your recovery & healing journey. Whether you are in recovery yourself or supporting someone who is, this episode will provide valuable insights and inspiration for measuring success in a meaningful way, sharing valuable insights and practical tips for anyone navigating the journey of addiction recovery. If you are looking for a little Hope or maybe just need to know that you’re never alone, this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 24: If you're recovering from addiction, it can be tempting to settle for less than you deserve. When life seems “good” & you’re finally breaking the cycle… all of a sudden, you get a craving..? Accepting a reality that’s less than what you deserve can create an environment for settling for less, & that can hinder your progress. In this podcast episode, Angie talks about the importance of aiming for more & realizing that you are 100% capable in all areas of your life. Sharing some of her own experiences with settling, Angie discusses what “settling for less” can look like, what it can manifest as in your recovery & how to overcome accepting less for yourself. If you are looking for a little Hope or maybe need to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Episode 23: Your thoughts are killing your future. In this episode, Angie explores the concept of changing negative thoughts & untrue thinking in recovery. She shares practical tips, strategies & what she has done to shift thought patterns, cultivating a more positive & productive mindset. Angie discusses the importance of self talk, self awareness & the people you surround yourself with in regards to this process. Are you looking to enhance your mental & emotional well being in your recovery? This episode is a must-listen. If you are looking for a little Hope in your journey, or want to know that you are never alone, then The Hope Chase is the show for you. And as always, your feedback & future topic suggestions are welcome :)) We Do Recover ox
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Many of us have found ourselves in the middle of a traumatic situation, wondering why, asking why, what’s the reason behind it?? Only some of us, though, will look for & find the meaning behind these events. We have to look for the reason. We have to choose to stop using these events as excuses to continue the dysfunctional, negative, addictive behaviors… & choose to look for the reason, using it as fuel to motivate our purpose. This week, Angie shares how losing both of her parents, in the way that it all happened & the incredibly traumatic circumstances around it … & how it ultimately saved her life. She talks about finding the meaning behind traumatic events in life & how it all relates to finding purpose. When you understand the why, it all just makes sense. If you are looking for a little Hope or just want to know that you’re never alone… then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Do you feel stuck in your recovery? Do you wonder how to break the cycle of negativity in your life? Most people can certainly relate to the feeling of being “stuck” in a cycle of negativity. It’s not specific only to addiction & recovery. Breaking the cycle of addiction involves so much more than just stopping the substance use. Even after we stop the substance use, often times we find ourselves wondering why the misery, & the negativity lingers in our lives. This week Angie shares 3 things that have helped her drastically change her own life within healing & recovery. She shares 3 things for you to stop & start doing in order to break that cycle of negativity now. In addition, Angie talks about her own personal experiences in doing each of these things. She also shares a short story at the end about how her sweet perfect puppy India came into her life :)) If you are looking for some hope or need to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Have you ever thought that “moving away” would solve all of your [addiction] problems? Have you ever wished that you could “pick up & move” somewhere else to “start fresh?” Maybe if you could just move somewhere else, then you’d be able to recover. This week Angie talks about how running away didn’t work for her. Geographical cures never work. Angie shares her personal experiences with geographical cures, moving to Mexico; & how trying to run away from her [addiction] problems led to her becoming an international criminal. Angie also talks about what you can do instead of running away & what has worked for her. If you are looking for some Hope, or maybe you need to know that you’re never alone, this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
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Chances are, you or someone you know goes to therapy. Whether you are depressed, anxious, or just stubbed your toe, seeing a therapist has become so normalized. Is that a good thing? Is therapy really helpful? This week, Angie, an ex junkie & ex therapist herself, talks about how her views & opinions about therapy have changed over the years. She has a Masters degree in Social Work, was a LCSW, & worked for several years as a clinical therapist in Boston, MA. As a therapist herself, she once advocated for therapy. Today, Angie explains how her own experiences with therapy have drastically influenced her opinions about it & whether or not it is actually helpful. She has been on both sides, both as the clinical therapist & the drug addicted, depressed client. Sharing her perspective from each side, she talks about why she thinks the normalization of therapy has ultimately created a bunch of overly sensitive, entitled people in our society today. We Do Recover ox Welcome to the sh!t show :)--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
You don’t have to be a drug addict, alcoholic or ex junkie in order to want to drastically change your life. Everyone has equal opportunities for true growth, recovery & healing, regardless of the circumstances. This week, Angie talks about 3 things you can do, starting today, no matter the circumstance, to jumpstart your own healing and recovery journey towards the life that you really want. No matter what excuses you may be telling yourself, you can do these 3 things. Angie shares how these have helped her growth along the way. You are just one decision away from living the happy, joyful & fulfilled life you really want to live. You deserve it. Angie is here to prove it’s possible. If you are looking for a little Hope, or want to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover. Welcome to the sh!t show. :)--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
If you’re in addiction recovery, I’m sure you know the serenity prayer. “Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can & the wisdom to know the difference.” Easier said than done. This week Angie talks about how she’s able to recognize & deal with all the things outside of her control in her recovery & healing journey. In times when she’s faced with old thinking patterns or old behaviors resurfacing, how does she shake it off. How do we deal with old negativity coming back to visit? & how can we move past it & change it in the moment? Angie shares her experiences in being able to identify, accept, deal with & move on from old thinking habits popping up in the brain. Whether it be negative thinking, procrastination, negative self talk… it is all just temporary & we can change it in the moment. If you are looking for some Hope in your addiction and/or recovery or just want to know you’re not alone in your journey, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover. Welcome to the sh!t show. Ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Some people have to learn lessons of life the hard way; & Angie is one of those people. 20 years of addiction, 17 years of being a junkie plus the last 4 years of recovery & healing has been quite the journey for Angie. This week, she shares 6 life lessons that she thinks are important for everyone to learn. From having to learn to save herself, to realizing that those people weren’t her friends… Angie talks about each lesson & how it relates to her own experiences with life, addiction & recovery. If you are looking for a little dose of Hope or want to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. Welcome to the sh!t show. We do recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Do you get addiction recovery & healing inspiration from social media? There is a lot of toxicity within the addiction recovery & healing communities, especially online. This week Angie talks about one thing that annoys her about the toxic ideologies within these communities. Also, are you someone who enjoys spending time with yourself? Or are you someone who gets anxious when in a room alone…? Angie discusses HOW she was able to go from hating spending time at home, never being able to relax with herself … to absolutely loving alone time & choosing “aloneness” & being home over all else. What did it take for her to finally be able to find things that bring her actual joy? Angie shares her own experiences with these topics today on The Hope Chase Podcast. If you are looking for a little Hope or maybe you want to know that you’re not alone… this is the show for you. Welcome to the sh!t show. We do recover ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
In addiction recovery & healing, eventually we all learn that life just sucks sometimes & we cannot control it. So there you are, minding your own business on your side of the street in your recovery… & boom, life happens. How are you supposed to stay positive, focused, & in that recovery / healing mindset when the uncontrollable happens? It can feel impossible at times. It can feel like “life” is out to get you. This week, Angie is here to remind you that everything in life happens FOR you, not TO you. Angie shares her own experiences with financial instability & how she manages to stay positive, in a healing mindset & avoids the pity parties & feelings of hopelessness. She talks about what she does to keep herself focused so that “life” doesn’t cloud her vision. It can be difficult but it does get easier. It really truly does. If you’re looking for a little Hope, or wanting to know that you’re never alone, this is the show for you. Welcome to the sh!t show. We Do Recover ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Some people call it “hyper independence,” some people call it being self sufficient… or getting shit done. Google says that it’s a “trauma response.” Angie is calling bullshit. This week, Angie defines “hyper independence” & relates it to her own experiences with “doing everything herself.” Is it a trauma response? What does it look like? Is it a bad thing? Angie tells you why she thinks it’s a good thing & how she has learned “hyper independent” behavior over the years. If you are looking for a little Hope, or if you want to know that you’re never alone then this is the show for you. Welcome to the shit show. We do recover ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Addiction recovery & healing is an emotional roller coaster. A lot of us find ourselves taking a lot of things personally, caring a little too much what others think & living in “fear of judgment” from others, getting stuck in trying to change what others think of us or how they act towards us. The reality, though, is that NOBODY CARES! Nobody cares what you’re doing; nobody is thinking about you, or judging you for anything! The only person that is judging you is yourself. But how do we get passed this? What is the huge lesson to be learned when finally realizing this? This week Angie shares her own personal experiences about how learning this lesson was a turning point in her healing & recovery journey… how it took her going almost completely bald to learn such a lesson; & how she has finally been able to move on & live a life only for herself, and nobody else. If you are looking for a little Hope, some proof that it’s possible or maybe you need to know that you’re not alone… This is the show for you. We Do Recover ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Everyone with addiction struggles with self sabotaging behaviors. Even “normal” people… & we all have fears. Whether they are conscious or not… they have to be identified & let go in order for any real change & recovery can occur… and last. This week Angie shares some of her own experiences with self sabotage, where they came from & what she’s doing about “fixing” them & moving on. & why she says healing these parts of yourself needs to be done before any real long lasting recovery can happen. If you are looking for some hope in addiction and/or recovery, or maybe you need to know that you’re never alone.. then this is the show for you. Welcome to the Sh!t show. We Do Recover ox --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
If you’re a drug addict or alcoholic, that probably means you are no stranger to death & losing people around you to the disease of addiction. This week Angie talks about how losing most of her friends to addiction has gotten harder. Instead of asking “why not me?” …. she thinks of it as more proof & confirmation that she is meant to do something “more” with her life. Angie also talks about gratitude & how feeling gratitude & being grateful for anything was incredibly difficult… What’s the one thing she was never told about gratitude? She tells you what she needed to hear years ago. If you’re someone who needs a little hope; or maybe you want to know that you’re not alone in addiction and/or recovery…this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thehopechasepod/support
Are you a loner ? Most people with alcohol/drug addiction consider themselves to be loners in life. Episode 8 Angie talks about relationships, friendships & the people we choose to surround ourselves with… and how that all relates to being a loner in addiction recovery. As we change, grow and heal in recovery, how does that affect the relationships and friendships we have? How does our recovery ultimately decide who we surround ourselves with? When we change, our mindsets shift, which results in significant changes in our energies & what we put out into the world. How does that affect the people around us? Like attracts like… and it all makes sense. If you are looking for a little Hope or some proof that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox--- Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/thehopechasepod/support
Most people say “enabling” a person with alcohol and/or drug addiction is a “bad thing,” & something to avoid doing. Angie talks about her own experiences with being enabled by her father for over 10 years while she was battling heroin addiction; & how her denial was affected by that... why she says that enabling someone with addiction isn’t always a bad thing. Also, what are the most important changes to make in addiction recovery? Angie details the hardest, most important & most worth it changes she has experienced on her own recovery from a 17 year long addiction to heroin. If you are looking for a little Hope, or need to know that you’re not alone, then this is the show for you. Join the Hope chase. We Do Recover ox
Episode 7: Can drug & alcohol addiction really happen to anyone?? Anyone?? & Is the rise of addiction representation in the media a good thing? more & more people seem to be talking about the subject of alcohol & drug addiction, but is that a good thing? Angie shares why she says no, it’s not a good thing & everything we are seeing about addiction in the media/social media, it all sucks. Why does she think that what we are seeing today about the subject only confuses more people. Also, why “dry January” & “mock tails” are huge red flags & do more harm than good to the community. If you’re looking for a little Hope, or need to know that you’re never alone, then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
Is it possible to recover from addiction on your own? Is there any other way to really recovery besides doing a 12 step program? Most people say no, it’s not possible & there really is no other way besides AA, NA or any 12 step program. Angie, however, says yes. Yes you can do it on your own. She goes through her own experiences with AA & how she’s been able to find another way to transform herself… without AA & on her own. So if your looking for some Hope or need to hear that you’re not alone, this show is for you. We Do Recover ox
From almost losing limbs, to being banned from most banks in the country, Angie recounts several experiences that resulted in life long consequences from a 15+ yr heroin addiction & how she didn’t care about anything but the next high. We Do Recover ox
Addiction treatment comes in so many forms. But do they work? Can you recover from addiction if you’re mandated or forced into it (by the courts or family, etc)? This week Angie talks about “mandated treatment,” whether or not it’s ever worked for her & she recounts personal experiences of being sent to treatment programs by the court system multiple times. what’s 1 change she thinks would drastically increase the success rates of these programs? Angie answers all of these questions of the day in episode 4. If you are looking for some hope or wanting to know that you’re never alone, this is the show for you. We Do Recover & welcome to the shit show ox
Everyone seems to have an opinion about the police these days. In episode 3, Angie talks about her own experiences within the criminal justice system from an 18 yr addiction to heroin. In light of the Tyre Nichols case & whats happening within the police, Angie recounts several arrest stories, interactions with cops and her experiences from a 15+ yr criminal history while addicted to heroin. Listen to how she was treated and explain why she is never surprised when she sees police drama on the news & in the media. Angie is a convicted felon, been to jail several times & accumulated over a 10 page criminal record. Thankfully it’s all in the past as she continues to heal & grow in the last 3+ yrs of recovery. If you are looking for a little hope or just looking to find someone with a similar “bad story,” this show is for you. Oxox
Ep 2: Is 100% abstinence really necessary in recovery?? Medications? Methadone / suboxone programs? Weed? …Answering this QOTD and talking about my own personal experiences from my own 15 plus yr addiction to heroin, pills, and all the things. Listen to my unpopular opinion & do you agree or disagree? So if you’re looking for a little dose of hope or maybe some proof that healing & recovery is possible … then this is the show for you. We Do Recover ox
Do you think long term recovery is achievable without having experienced a “rock bottom” moment of clarity? Ex junkie, ex therapist & host, Angie, answers this while getting personal about her own addiction journey and rock bottom experiences.
Are you looking for a little Hope? Are you searching for a story like your own? Angie is an ex junkie, ex therapist and grateful host, talking about who she is and where she came from. If you’re looking for proof that healing and recovering from a lifetime of addiction is possible, look no further because this is the show for you.
A history of extreme hopelessness, addiction & struggle has led me to where I’m at today. I’m grateful, happy & grateful for it all. I have so many stories & real life experiences to prove to you that it IS possible to turn your life around & finally walk away from the destruction.