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Hello everyone, I seems late in publishing my entry for this week, but I hope you'll like it.
I chose the song "Believe" from the movie 'Barbie and the Diamond Castle" because for me nothing is impossible if you believe in yourself and will try your best in doing the things you want to achieve. There's nothing impossible to a person if we do our best to have it. We can reach our goals in life and make it possible if we do every step to reach it. It may be small steps but at least there's a progress.
And for me, if you believe in yourself and you put things in your heart, all of your dreams in life will be possible if you don't stop dreaming and reaching it. If you dream, do the action of reaching it. The steps doesn't matter if it's small or big. And also, believe God was there for you in every way.
Like for example my situation now. I've been dreaming to be a teacher. What I did? I am trying my best to be one through applying in the RQA. I don't have yet any teaching experience that will add points for the RQA but I believed in myself that I will belong to those teacher applicants who made in the RQA, and yes I was one of them. Praise to God. And now, I am waiting for the call from Deped. I believe that to be a teacher is possible for me as long as I am doing my thing to become one. Hopefully, one of this days, I will be called.
By the way, this song is one of my favorite. Actually, Barbie songs are good as I've learn a lot from the movie and it's songs touch hearts.
That's all everyone, and have a nice day.
Song Source
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/vruozfhl
I am the eldest of the family, and it's hard to be strong but I need to. I don't have a job yet that's why I am struggling and not able to support my family especially my brother who's in college now.
All I can do for him is to give him moral support. I always keep him motivated but I know he's motivated on his own as he have dreams in life.
My brother is not an academic achiever unlike our sister but he have some skills that we don't have. He's more on sports and singing. Now, I kept on telling him to continue pushing himself to his goal and enjoy his journey as a student. He's a 4th year student now and took BS Business Administration.
Last night, we had a conversation and he told me his enjoying his life as a student. He also told me that he looks for a way to where he can have extra money for his studies. I remember myself when I was also in college and we have the same situation. That's why I told him to continue fighting and that everything will be worth it soon.
**As the eldest sister, what I can do for my siblings?
- I always see to it that they can learn from me from what I am doing even if I know I am not perfect. I do my best not to show them of some bad behavior so that they won't do such also.
- I reprimand them when I saw something they did wrong especially about being disrespectful. I don't tolerate some of their attitudes if they did something not good for them and to other people especially to our parents.
- I will listen to them not only one-sided so that I will understand them all. Like, I don't want to favored one of them if I don't know the deep reason. Coz, you know, in siblings there will always be fights and it's normal.
- I will fix everything if needed. But if I see no changes, I will make them realized things through not talking to them and cutting them off. One of my ways to let them know that I am mad is to not talk to them after reprimanding them and not following orders as they knew that they've done a mistake.
- Support them with their goals in life and redirect them if I seen them being lost. Especially our third one who we know is being lost of the way. Though it's hard to handle her, I hope someday I can grab her thoughts and redirect her once again.
To be an eldest sibling is so hard. Especially if your a girl. Because sometimes, they will look for a loophole for you and counter attack you. That's why as much as possible I always think of things I need to do so that my siblings can't see bad things about me. As I know that some siblings will not listen to you and will fight you as you don't have the right of telling them what to do if they're being lost.
I am the kind of sister that supports a lot to my siblings. I want us to be close and sweet to each other. We are not perfect as we also fights but we know the love is there. That's why I am hoping for one of my siblings to have her good thoughts and thinking back. I know it's not late for her to ask forgiveness to our parents.
That's all for today everyone. The video above is my brother's badminton game. I just like to share it here as I am so happy for him. Thank you for reading my post, have a nice day.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/ljwgxklp
Hello mommies, this song is for you. I decided to sing a song for us who are struggling in facing postpartum depression. I just want to say that everything will be alright and everything we do everyday are great. We're all amazing moms, right? "I'll be alright by Sarah G. "
I almost two years. I really don't know when did it start but I guess it all started when I was crying out of nowhere without me knowing the reasons why. I also was thinking negative thoughts and made me drained a lot. I was trying my best to be a good mom but it seems I am doing not enough for my son. I don't know why I always feel self-pity. And sometimes, I like to rest as I feel so much exhausted. Have you feel the same way with mine?
They said, my husband should be always there for me in times like this. Yes, he is. He's a supportive a husband and a father. He helped me taking care of my son but there will always times that I felt alone and no one understands me. The reason I will not talk to him as I feel like he don't understands me. But everytime that my mind was clear, all I think was his gestures and thoughts of helping me out for everything and that made me feel so guilty. I should appreciate him doing things for me but I just don't know why I am like this like there were times of me not appreciating him because I felt alone.
I have lots of negative thoughts and it's draining the whole system in me. I just like to sleep and sleep but I can't because I need to watch and care for my son as we are the only one in the house when my husband is working. I want to have someone to talk to but I don't have someone with me but only my son. How I wish I am near with my parents so that I have someone to talk to. But then, I guess I need to face it all alone though I have my husband, but I don't want to give burden to him and add what's he's facing now. I need to be strong in facing on my own struggle too and not be always dependent on him.
This kind of depression is really hard to handle but I know I will be fine, soon. What I am doing now is to divert my thoughts through watching movies while my son was asleep. Or sing a song while he's asleep. And blogging here in hive also helps me a lot. And also thankful with my virtual friends who I able to interact with to make my mind busy.
This song is one of the songs that I sing everytime I felt bad and tired as my depression strikes. It's because I want to remind myself that everything will be alright. That I am doing good for my son's sake. That I am an amazing mom. And that every struggle I am facing as a first time mom will be all worth it in the future. All I need to do is to be strong in facing everyday even how hard and tiresome it would be. This postpartum depression will be gone soon, I know. I just need to fight it with all my might for me not to lose.
I hope you also fight mommies. Always remember that we are amazing and our children will be proud of us soon as they gets bigger. Let's not lose hope as we reach our goals for our children. It may be hard to be a mom and a lot of things may happen pit of control but always remember that mommies are super woman. We may get tired of everything but I know we are strong enough in facing things for our children. Let's fight this postpartum depression together mommies. And for those who lucky enough of not having this sickness, I do hope that you'll lend your ears and give warm and kind words to us.
That's all for today mommies. Have a nice day and thank you for watching my cover.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/lpbruopa
Hello talented singers and artist of this community. I'm here again to share with you my entry for this Hive Open Week 124: Moonshine. Upon knowing the next theme last week, I already looked for songs that fit in. Actually, there are lots of songs that suits for the theme. As theme portrays light and life.
I chose this song because moonshine makes us felt so wonderful upon seeing the moon shines bright. When I am looking at the moon, all I've got is to dream. Dream for myself and for my loveones. And my loveones are my light or my moonshine. And I also like to dedicate this song to my husband and son. I've been singing this when I put my son to sleep. I just like the meaning and the jolly feeling when I sing this song. It was like I am with the old me with lots of dreams as a young girl falling in love to a boy (husband now).
Just like moonshine, there were people in our lives that gives us light and directions to us. Someone that make our world seems a dream. And those persons are our favorite one as we liked them a lot of how they influence ourselves towards everything around us just like we loves how the moon shines bright at night. Moonshine made us believe that everything in the dark, there will be a light just like us having a bad day but when the person we love smile at us, all sad and bad things are gone. Just like for example my son who gives me smile, all the worries will be gone and those smile melts my heart. Who would have thought that I will love a person more than myself and he also loves me so much (my son).
I sang the English Version of Kristel Fulgar's SURPRISE as I am not that good in pronouncing Hangeul. But the Hangeul version also is cute to hear out so I'll include the lyrics and video link here as you might like to hear the song.
Title: Surprise
When I see you smile, I, I see a spotlight
How can I resist you with a bright shine
When I get close to you, I’m losing my mind
You are filling my heart. Can’t you see it boy?
My world stops because of you
Looking at me with a smile
That’s how I’m into you
Tell me if we’re in a dream
Won’t you hold my hand again
Surprise
Loving you. I can’t help myself imagining my hands are holding yours
Close to you. Forget what I want and live for only one
Who knows? That we might fall in love
This dreamlike today, Will it be every day?
You’re so wonderful, uhm.. Didn’t I tell you?
You’re my favorite person in this crazy world
Give me your brightest smile, it melts my heart away
I told you every time that you just made my day
My world stops because of you
Looking at me with a smile
That’s how I’m into you
I don’t care if it’s a dream
Won’t you hold my hand again
Surprise
Loving you. I can’t help myself imagining my hands are holding yours
Close to you. Forget what I want and live for only one
Who knows? That we might fall in love
This dreamlike today, Will it be every day?
I can’t help myself imagining my hands are holding yours
Close to you. Forget what I want and live for only one
Who knows? That we might fall in love
This dreamlike today, It will be our every day.
Title : Surprise (한글/Romanization) lyrics
햇살처럼 늘 따스한 미소
Haetsalcheorom neul ddaseuhan miso
너를 따라 오늘도 난 웃어
Neoreul ddara oneuldo nan utseo
고운 그대 마음 가슴에 피어
Goun geudae maeum gaseume pieo
그대 향기 가득 채운 내 가슴
Geudae hyanggi gadeuk chaeun nae gaseum
수줍어 하는 그대가
Sujubeo haneun geudaega
하는 모든 행동에
Haneun modeun haengdonge
세상은 멈추고
Sesangeun momchugo
혹시 모두 다 꿈일까
Hogshi modu da kumilka
믿기지 않는 행복
Midgiji anhneun haengbok
Surprise
언젠가 가보고 싶었던 곳이 있어 네 손 잡고서
Eonjenga gabogo shipeossdeon gotshi ne son jabgoseo
그려봐 발이 닿는 모든 곳이 그림이 되어 우리 눈에 담기는
Geuryeobwa bari dahneun modeun gotshi geurimi dwieo uri nune damgineun
꿈 같은 오늘이 매일이 될꺼야
Kum gateun oneuri maeiri dwilkoya
어제보다 더 아름다운 너
Eojeboda deo areumdaun neo
해맑게 웃으며 나를 부르면
Haemalkge useumyeo nareul bureumyeon
달콤하게 내 귀를 적시며
Dalkomhage nae gwireul jeogshimyeo
온종일 행복하게 하는 melody
Unjongil haengbokhage haneun melody
부러워 할걸 모두가
Bureoweo halgol moduga
우리 모든 행동에
Uri modeun haengdonge
세상은 멈추고
Sesangeun meomchugo
혹시 모두 다 꿈일까
Hogshi modu da kumilka
믿기지 않는 행복
Midgiji anhneun haengbok
Surprise
언젠가 가보고 싶었던 곳이 있어 네 손 잡고서
Eonjenga gabogo shipeossdeon gotshi ne son jabgoseo
그려봐 발이 닿는 모든 곳이 그림이 되어 우리 눈에 담기는
Geuryeobwa bari dahneun modeun gotshi geurimi dwieo uri nune damgineun
꿈 같은 오늘이 매일이 될꺼야
Kum gateun oneuri maeiri dwilkoya
가보고 싶었던 곳이 있어 네 손 잡고서
Gabogo shipeossdeon gotshi ne son jabgoseo
그려봐 발이 닿는 모든 곳이 그림이 되어 우리 눈에 담기는
Geuryeobwa bari dahneun modeun gotshi geurimi dwieo uri nune damgineun
꿈 같은 오늘이 매일이 될꺼야
Kum gateun oneuri maeiri dwilkoya
English version Lyrics
Hangeul Version
That's all for this hive open mic week, thank you for watching.
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/kiamlopt
Magandang gabi sa lahat. Dahil buwan ng wika ngayon, ako'y susulat ng isanv tula para sa aking ina na naging ilaw sa buong buhay ko hanggang ako'y maging isang ina na rin na kagaya nya. Para sa lahat ng ina dito sa Hive, nawa'y magustuhan nyo ang aking gawa ngayon araw. Mabuhay tayong mga ina.
Para sayo Mama.
*Ina, isang katagang responsibilidad ay mabigat.
Dati'y di ko tantiya kung gaano kabigat sapagkat,
Di ko pa naman nararanasan
At di ko wari gustong gampanan
*Dati, di kita maintindihan
Lalo kapag kami ay napapagalitan
Na para bagang gawa nami'y puro kamalian.
At sayo'y nagtatampo minsan.*
*Ma, ngayon ako'y isa naring ina na.
Nung pinagbubuntis ko ang anak kong una,
Napag-alaman kong mahirap maging ina.
Lalo kapag anak ay nailuwal na.*
*Ngayon, naiintindihan na kita.
Na di madali maging ina lalo at may mga naninita.
Pero sabi mo nga, wag sa kanila'y ako mairita
Sapagkat pagiging ulirang ina ang aking naipapakita.*
*Sabi mo pa, ako'y iyong ipinagmamalaki.
Palagi kong nakikita ang yung ngiti.
Hindi ko nga lang wari
Pero sabi mo'y kaya kong gampanan ang aking anak hanggang paglaki.
*Ma, salamat sa pag-aaruga.
Salamat sa pagmamahal at pang-unawa.
Ngayon, ito na ang aking ginagawa.
Tatagan ang sarili para responsiblidad ay magawa.
*Sayo ko natutunan ang lahat.
Sayo ko nakita at naramdaman lahat.
At alam ko, hanggang lumaki ang aking anak,
Mamahalin ko siya gaya ng pagmamahal mo na kay lalim at di payak.
*Mahal kita ina.
Inaalay ko sayo itong kanta.
Hindi na ito bago hindi ba?
Pagkat ito'y narinig mo na sa'kin o sa'ming iyong anak na may luha sa mata dahil sa saya.*
I wrote this poem today and want to sing this song for her when I saw her how she manage to assist my sister who gave birth. All the things my mom dud for ys flashed back in my mind. Today was our fiesta in our hometown of my parents. And she's busy but she still able to find ways to assist my sister.
This song and poem are also dedicated to mommies here in hive. I know it's not easy to be a mom, and I know you're proud of yourself for being strong. Just keep going mommies, we're all amazing moms.
That's all for today guys. Thank you for listening to my song cover and reading my short poem dedicated to my mom. 🤗
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/lzgolbtm
Hello Hivers. It's my second time joining the contest in this community. As for this week's theme "A BETTER WORLD FOR ALL", there are lots of songs that suit to sing for the theme especially of what's happening in our world but I chose to sing "Journey" by Lea Salonga.
The world isn't perfect. Not all will understand each and everyone but what we need is to have a better world for all. Our journey in this world isn't predicted. Every future can't be seen by us. All we need to do is to plan for our good future by doing our best in everything we want to achieve in the present time. And in life, there will always be ups and downs. And we know that we can't live on our own as we know that there's no man is an island. We need someone in life who will guide us our every way. Life is a process. And we tend to want belongingness in this world. And when we are down, we need someone who can make us feel better and encourage us to continue our journey of life in reaching a better future/world.
How does this song connect to the theme for me?
I chose this song because all we need in life is to have a better world for all. And it means for me to help each other in guiding paths where we all go to a better place and future. A better world for all for me is where everyone lends a hand to those in need along everyone's journey. A better world, where all of the people share the love with everyone by helping and giving light to those who lose hope. A better world is where no one wants to give up life because of other people.
We moved forward in life if we knew that someone is there for us who accepted our flaws and lights our way just like stars that give light at night. A world where we're not afraid as we know that someone is a star for us. Whom we can lean on and will admire to reach goals in life. If we look back at our life before, a lot of changes right? And we can say that there's a big difference and everyone on our journey has helped a lot of that changes. Every day, we always put ourselves to the place and people where we feel we belong and a better place for us.
Our world will be better and we will love our journey if we witnessed how our world with everyone gets better through peace. Darkness will not always be there as the light will always come on our way. We just need to have people around us who shared their light and will guide us. And by that, if we're all enlightened, we continue our journey and can help others also. All we do in our journey is to share the love with everyone and be a light also to make a better world for all. We may have different journeys and experienced darkness, but we know that there will be someone who will light our way, and we also to them. We should not let the darkness eats our whole system as this makes our journey a lot weary. Let's not give up on sharing love and helping hand for us to have a better world for all.
I would like to dedicate this song to everyone who helped newbies and everyone to achieve here in HIVE. As for me, I will continue my journey coz I know that I have someone who's there for me and who's willing to guide and help me get through. I would like to say that HIVE is a better world for me. This is a new world for me and a better world as I've found virtual friends who give light and admiration to everyone. Thank you everyone for letting us feel that we are in a better world here on the platform outside our real world.
Song Lyrics
Half the world is sleeping,
half the world's awake
half can hear their hearts beat
half just hear them break
I am but a traveler, in most every way
Ask me what you want...to know
What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way
When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been.
I have been to sorrow
I have been to bliss
Where I'll be tomorrow,
I can only guess
Through the darkest desert
Through the deepest snow,
Forward always forward, I go..
What a journey it has been
and the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way
When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...
Forward, always forward...
Onward, always up...
Catching every drop of hope
In my empty cup
What a journey it has been
And the end is not in sight
But the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way
When they're shining on my life
I can see a better day
I won't let the darkness in,
what a journey it has been...
What a journey it has been...
Karaoke source
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/xrajgqny
Friends come and go. There will always be seasonal friends. Friends from elementary, high school, and college. There will also come to our life, a friend who we didn't expect will have a big part in our life.
I found friends in the virtual world where I learned a lot. I can learn from them that life is vast and beyond what I see in person. And here in the hive, I found friends with whom I was able to be inspired by how they interact with you. They made me feel I belong and that sometimes I never felt in person. And @erikasue is one of them.
@erikasue was the one who encouraged me to do one of my passions, and that is to sing and share it with everyone here in the hive. I never thought I will be inspired by someone that will make me do things that I never expected to do. And that is to do a song cover of myself and post it where everyone will see and watch. I am a shy person and I don't like singing in front of many people but here I am, singing in this community.
Just the other day, I and @erikasue was on chat and she taught me how to upload a song cover at threespeak. She taught me the step by step for posting the video. I was actually planning before and just the other night, I started my journey. And I was overwhelmed by how warm the comments on my first post. And because I don't understand some of the comments, I messaged her yesterday morning about what app she used on how to translate another language. We started saying good morning that time and I waited for her reply. But she didn't reply and I thought she was just busy not until I saw messages in discord I can't believe their topic. And when I learned it was true, I can't believe that one of my virtual friends was gone. I still can't believe and never thought that I will feel the sadness and pain of losing a friend. You know, we just met online and never see each other in person, but she made some changes to me and was the one who pushed me to do the passion of singing which I never heard from my friends in person. That's why she has a big part of my life now as I feel her kindness towards me and I know not just only with me but with others also.
That's why I decided to sing a song for her. As a sign that I will continue my journey of singing a song here in the hive. And to remember her for supporting my way in singing here in hive. She might not be here anymore and won't able to hear her sing, but I will always cherish those times when she says, she'll support me always.
May you be in paradise now my friend. You will always be treasured. Thank you for making me who I am today.
Lyrics Source
We used to be frightened and scared to try
Of things we don't really understand why
We laugh for a moment and start to cry
We were crazy
Now that the end is already here
We reminisce 'bout old yells and cheers
Even if our last hurrahs were never clear
Farewell to you my friends
We'll see each other again
Don't cry 'cause it's not the end of everything
I may be miles away
But here is where my heart will stay
With you, my friends with you
Yesterday's a treasure, today is here
Tomorrows' on it's way, the sky is clear
Thank you for the mem'ries of all the laughters and tears
And not to mention our doubts and our fears
The hypertension we gave to our peers
It's really funny to look back after all of these years
Farewell to you my friends
We'll see each other again
Don't worry 'cause it's not the end of everything
I may be miles away
But here is where my heart will stay
With you, my friends with you
Farewell to you my friends
We'll see each other again
Don't worry 'cause it's not the end of everything
I may be oceans away
But here is where my heart will stay
With you, my friends with you
With you my friends, with only you
Karaoke Source
https://3speak.tv/watch?v=zbabe/gxmhskhq
Hello everyone of hive. It's nice to start my journey here in this community. It will be my first time joining in hive open mic. I've been reading some post here and watching some singers and artist and I can say that you really inspired me as how you shared your talent to everyone.
I decided to join in this community and join the theme of this week when I bumped to my friend @erikasue. Actually I just knew her here and she's one of those people that encourage me to try my best. And here I am. I do hope you like what I did. And I'm sorry for some errors.
So this week's theme is about "Emotion" and we know that every song are from emotions of every song writers. And I can say that a lot of song get into my mind when I read the theme but there's this one song that got my interest and somehow something was whispering me to sing this song.
I chose "Glowing Inside" by Nikki Gil for this hive open mic week 122 -Emotion.
I chose this song because it played a big part in my life. This song is our (my siblings) favorite to sing for our parents when we were having our karaoke at our house before. We sing this song to show and tell our parents how much we are grateful with them. It's still fresh in my mind when we sing this song with love while looking to our parents. Actually there's a lot of song that we sing. Aside that this song brought us tears with joy, this song really says a lot for our parents. We are not vocal of saying "I love you" to our parents but we do sing songs that full of emotion dedicated to our parents.
And also, I chose this song because I miss those days that I and my siblings are complete and happy. Those times that we were still intact and full of love. Those times that we tryst each other and have much respect to our parents. I just missed how our third sibling sing a song full of love to our parents. I miss the old her which was now so far from us. Anyway, I won't tackle sad story about us with her as this song is full of joy and gratitude.
So, this song I chose is for my parents. I dedicate this song for them as I wasn't able to sing a song for them again for years. I want to thanks this community for reminding me of what I am before and what I did for my parents.
Here is the full lyrics of the song.
Happy, to let you know, you make me glow I feel so good its true.
So glad that I have you, you loved me so now all is bright, I'll always
[chorus]
Thank you for the glow,
I thank you for the joy,
Thank you for the love you gave to me.
I'm glowing, glowing inside with your love shining through,
Thank you for everything you do
I'm glowing inside because of you
Remember my growing years, they're filled joy because your there for me,
You cast my fears away, you wipe those tears
You give me strength each day I
[repeat chorus]
Who knows for what tomorrow brings?
My glowing wings you make me fly,
I reach and now I touched the sky,
Because of I soar up high so I'm a
[repeat chorus]
Karaoke Source
So, that's all for today everyone. I do hope that you liked my first ever entry of this community. Have a nice day.