Lucy's Apothecary x Healing Corner: Recent Episodes
Xara Enitan
Lucy's Apothecary x Healing Corner is a curated space for on demand healing through sound meditations, affirmations, and personal anecdotes shared by Chief Healing Practitioner and Ya Fav Baldheaded Healer, Xara Enitan.
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Even if you never told me I'd still know you love me,
cause you always show it
Actions speak louder than words and your heartbeat is even louder when we're close
A new phrase should be invented for us
Cause love only describes a fraction of us
Never in my life did I think I'd see the day
Did I think I'd meet a man that could love me this way
Now I'm feeling like Monica with love all over me
Thinking about you singing you're everything to me
I could spend eternity with you
And even that wouldn't be long enough
I love you
Illusions of love painted on a heart
So innocent and pure
Your eyes made the first stroke
Then it was your kindness
Your humor made the next
And then it was your lips
Soft and sweet
Tender even
Then there was the touch
Laced fingers
A sweep over the back
A quick embrace
At on the way seemed actions spoke louder than words
Til you uttered those words
The perfect moment
The right time
The grandeur of the illusion is profound
Blinding almost
And then reality sets in
The picture starts to fade
The colors run together
Salty water marks stain the canvas
It was nothing more than a pretty picture
A hallway decoration
Only to be changed with the seasons
Till another artist comes along
One a little better at the craft than the last
Only this time the canvas isn't smooth
The surface is uneven with doubt
Till the colors start to form
And a picture takes shape
And then reality sets in
Again
Can I lay beneath the stars with you?
let my heart beat as one with you?
I want to share a secret with you
Soft whispers told on a pillow with you
Can our eyes meet in the morning?
Wink a good morning
Smile a hello
I want to lay in the sun with you
Dance on a cloud with you
My soul intertwined in you
I want to be an us with you
me and you plus
them they their
I want to take it there
with you
I want to go
To infinity and beyond
Can I go with you?
On his knees, he bows his head between my legs
praying to my body and worshiping my alter
A sacrificial feast to atone for loves sins
Speaking in tongues and praying for lusts fruits
My senses begin to dance at his fervent prayers
Exhale and inhale, inhale exhale
Muscles jumping at his lips song
Tasting of The Garden of Eden
All praises due
I am divinity and between my thighs lies his alter
You hide me in your closet of desire
Whisper compliments inaudible to even you
I am not flattered by mediocrity.
I do not honor cowards
I am an Empress
I require one who lives boldly
I will not cradle your ego and comfort its fragility
Your hands are far too weak to bear the weight of my soul
You wade in shallow waters of lust and I have no desire to swim ashore
For I am wild and free
What you fear in yourself you will not find in me
I am my own safe space
Not a hiding place for your shadows
I understand
I understand if my love was too big to fit in your tiny heart
If your fears echoe was bigger than the space my heartbeat took up
I understand if the weight of my soul made you wait to commit
If your heart wasn't strong enough to lift my gift
I understand that you were too scared to feel good
That struggle love still sounded good
I understand you couldn't let me in
To feel the warmth my love shines to heal wounds of past time
You don't yet love yourself enough
To open up and trust
And I understand
I understand
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Your hands are like poetry
Your own piece of art
Master working masterpieces mastering many mediums
You awaken my body and liven my soul
When you speak
They dance
Making your words more fragrant to me
Strong yet delicate
You manipulate power and grace at your will
You are my favorite artist and I, your favorite canvas
Chris e harv
That's how your name was saved in my phone at first
Then you started showing your ass
And I changed it to “growing”
So id have patience with you and give you a pass
Cause my big heart, life experience, and gods gifts
Gave me the ability to see through people's walls and facades
You kept the best parts of you out of dodge
Only pouring your feelings into me with each stroke
“You love me”
Yes, id say
“Say it”
I love you
“I luh yo ass too”
The first time was on mothers day and I blocked you the next day
We’ve been playing this game
you push
and I run away
You call and text and dm from burner accounts
Begging for another chance to let me down
Just when I finally settle into the idea of just fucking you
Released my hopes and dreams of more into the ethers
You come collect my soul like the pussy reaper
Soaking your mattress through two towels and your sheets
I still find jewelry that wasn’t left by me
A sight I wasn’t surprised to see
Cause I was already shown in a dream
And again you say unto me
“I luh yo ass too”
And the hopeless romantic in me wants to believe it's true
And though I play dumb with you
I clearly see the lies and contradictions
Your words and actions never align
Until you slide ya dick in
Now my ass over here writing poems
Eyes getting sweaty
Calling my friends and venting
I love you and I hate you
I know it's a cliche too
I wish I could take the dick and leave you
I look too good
I'm too fucking fine
My head to fucking fire
To get dragged by the likes of you
I'm a Goddess and we both know it
Your an incubus and it's been showing
The way you feed on my energy
I give you life
All at the expense of my own heart's strife
But I'm done with your games
I remember my name
The cancer new moon has made the scene plain
My mind, my heart and pussy are on the same page
Protected by a violet flame
I'm walking away
I'm releasing my shame and guilt
I'm done trying to bend you to my will
Who am I to try and change your mind
You've already decided you're not worthy of good big deep full love
And Maybe you're not
You would know better than i
sigh
I exhale the in hell
I've inhaled in your hell
Letting go of the ties that bind
Releasing all chords to the divine skies
I am free of you
And you are free of me
Returning your energy back 3 times 3
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Hey Friends! #Itsyafavbaldheadedhealer here with Installation III, all about the Sacral Chakra. Get some basic Chakra details, followed by a beautiful meditation to open up and lighten your sacral space.
Affirmations:
It is safe and necessary for me to express my sexuality
It is my right to enjoy pleasures and be joyful
I am creative and full of brilliant ideas
I am safe and comfortable in my body
I am open and willing to allow myself to experience pleasure
I am balanced
My body is my home
My body is mine first.
I enjoy experiencing pleasure in all ways
I am open and willing to experiencing pleasure
It brings me joy to express my sexual boundaries
Working further with the Sacral Chakra and Healing assistants:
Cyrstal support: citrine, amber, sun stone, carnelian, orange calcite, tangerine quartz
Essential oils: sandlewood, ylang ylang, cardomom (bath with coarse sea salt and/or epsom salt, diffusion)
You can work one on one with me by booking personal reading sessions, reiki sessions and more at DanielleElaine.com.
Much Love 💕
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Hey Friends! #Itsyafavbaldheadedhealer here with Installation II, all about the Heart Chakra. Get some basic Chakra details, followed by a beautiful meditation to open up and lighten your heart space.
Affirmations:
I am open and willing to forgive myself and others
I am open and willing to receive the love i deserve
I am open and willing to love myself and others without fear
It brings me so much joy honoring myself through grace and compassion
I love to love me
It feels so beautiful to trust that I am worthy of receiving good healthy love
It is easy for me to accept the beauty and infinite love in and around me
I am happy to know grace, peace and compassion for myself and others
Working further with the Heart Chakra and Healing assistants:
Cyrstal support: Rose Quartz, Clear Quartz, Rhodochrosite, Malachite, Jade, Green Calcite
Essential oils: Rose, geranium, neroli, ylang ylang, jasmine, bergamot (bath with coarse sea salt and/or epsom salt, diffusion)
You can work one on one with me by booking personal reading sessions, reiki sessions and more at DanielleElaine.com.
Much Love 💕
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Hey Friends! #itsyafavbaldheadedhealer and I've started a podcast!
Lucy's Apothecary x Healing Corner: Installation I is an introduction to your Chief Healing Practitioner Xara Enitan. This auditory space has been curated to provide on demand healing for searching souls. Lucy's Apothecary x Healing Corner will offer segments of sound healing, and affirmations ranging from general healing and stress relief to targeted chakra meditations, and more. Tune in every week for your vibrational tune up!
Much love 💕