My Life Could Be Your life: Recent Episodes
Drummer Girl
My life and personal discussion about past horrible situations out comes and mistakes, physical , verbal and emotional abuse neglect , childhood and adult. Views on mental health the treatment the plans the wrongs the right the ups and downs just real life ( My Life )
What is understanding. Its the ability to be aware of other peoples feelings and be forgiving. I believe somethings have been forgiven for but not everything.
To speak these words from my lips is exhausting and tearful things run threw my mind like a circle with four walls you can never escape.
Today is very depressing. is my daughters first birthday in 31 years I have not been with her she and I have a special bond this is just telling the beginning which should of been the end but in the years to come I would have a unbreakable bond with her.
Sadness is a part of life you can either deal with it or look the other way. Loneliness is a feeling of emptiness. Do we isolate ourselves on purpose or just a twist of faith in the wrong direction. The feeling right now is loneliness remembering a time that it crept up slowly from one experience one memory one instance .
My life has been filled with depression , heartache , happiness , loneliness, desperation ,situations unbelievable unless told and really understood after contemplating for a moment. Understand this is real life not a made up story it delves into my inner core of beginning to now the end is not finished but the beginning of this journey will never be forgotten.