A collection of my most personal and intimate unfinished thoughts. If you came across this, then you're part of a pretty special group of people.
@gaelaitor
when is that really terrible thing i keep bracing myself for going to happen? or maybe it already did?
A notebook of my feelings regarding being alone and why I feel shame whenever I am.
Songs used:
Surrender - Suicide
Cherry - Harry Styles
Y Volvere - Los Angeles Negros
I love making friends but I am so selective and rarely find someone interesting enough to have a friendship with.
I can't ever seem to enjoy breaks. It really just makes me feel like I should be doing something productive. While I ever feel like I have done enough? Probably not
I'm too scared to show my personality because I always catch myself saying dumb things or looking like a fool because I show my excitement, so maybe I should stop.
Your friends have probably left you out of an inside joke before, haven't they? You've also probably made a mistake that you genuinely regret but can no longer go back to the way things were. That's what I talk about this episode.
I can honestly say that I was not happy with who I was. I was lying to myself by saying I was. Are you?
The first step in doing something is always the hardest. Especially when doing something new. If you would have started sooner where would you be?
Sometimes it's nice to hear someone ask if you are okay. Instead of always taking care of everyone, it's a good feeling to know someone is taking care of you.
This is Unfinished Thoughts. If you decide to stick around after listening to this. I really appreciate you.