I woke up and looked around and realized this is the first year I don't have a tree up. I don't have all the pretty trees up. I don't have any of the ornaments up that always brought me happiness on the trees no matter how sick I felt. This is the first year I haven't been able to relax and with all the lights out minus the Christmas tree lights sit back and look at all the ornaments. All the happy ornaments that hold happy memories. This is the first year in my life I have no tree. I have no one to buy for except my loving loyal fur kids. I have no trees. I have no gifts. I don't have any happy memories. Just an empty room with nothing but sadness. And it's the worst feeling in the world.

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